small world

2010-02-02T00:57:00.003+08:00

2010-01-20T10:24:00.009+08:00

The BEST things in life are UNSEEN.

That's why we close our eyes when we WISH, KISS, and DREAM.

:) =)

2010-01-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

'' i love you'' , =)

is like the best thing to say to end my lovely day with you dearest :)

2010-01-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

2010-01-09T19:27:00.004+08:00

its been super duper long since i've a blog entry . but i think i did upload pictures in facebook . anyway school has been like really quick paced ... i wonder why !... hmmm . lots of reports to do and project to chiong . jiayou everyone ...

met up charlotte and kelly to pass them the gingerbread man .. babes we must meet up soon .. we are a phone call away !... love you all girls <3>

have not started on reports and projects and i am heading to gardens to lan with dear dear and timothy and valerie .. yeah yeah yeah ..

alright alright .. shall stop here . pictures some other day when i am more free.. and tmr i will have to do house cleaning , chinese new year is abt to come ... will update in time to come ...

:) <3 =)

2009-12-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

this is like so damn funny alright .. fans out there must be really sad to see such a picture ... hahas ...

fine fine fine , better start studying soon ... oh no, my love one is like so bored that he started playing his guitar . gotta quick go and keep my lover boy accompanied ! ~tata for now : )

2009-12-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

BUSY !!!!

common test is next week and i have yet to start studying for any . god oh god , must start really soon ..... and i mean it .

quick update :

i've done 6 practical for my driving , i must chiong chiong chiong .....
spending tons of time with precious YJW . i love you baby .
need to meet up all my girlfriends (CHARLOTTE! and etc)to catch up ..
MATHS, FPM, HMT ... 3 more papers to go .. jy jy venus and YJW : ) =)

alright alright, gotta off my laptop already . more pictures and updates after common test !.... all the best to you all out there with common test and exams .. jiayou !...

2009-12-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

AWOKEN

*****(my blog has been sleeping for quite awhile)*****

alright alright . finally have alittle time here to say alittle smth . busy busy busy .. reports more reports and EVEN MORE test/common test coming .... better so some studying before its too late .

i've been busy driving , school and most importantly YJW ... went lan twice with dear .. ytd was like the worst day man , we headed to 3 places then we finally got a place around kovan to play CS . it was really nice of timu to fetch me home at 3.30am even when he's like falling aslp anytime ... hahas . thanks man .

met up with angeline at amk to sit and chit chat... updated her on the ongoing shits in my life . she need to go orchard to collect her keys for work . left her and headed to my grandma's place .

what else is there for me to say ?... ahhhh ... my dearest boy and i are really influence by each other. we are getting to be more and more alike . and i am LOVING him more and more each day . and boy , you are not the package that i thought i got , cos you are EVEN BETTER!.... LOVE YOU MY DEAR YJW :) =)

2009-11-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

DATE !

with my dearest company we met up with my lovely darling kelly . we drank alittle over her place and chit chatted about the on goings on my wonderful life . she headed to work and we went back to JW place .. slack and slept . just loving the time we have together baby <3

thank you and thank you again baby : )

2009-11-12T18:55:00.004+08:00

"thanks" :)

i've been better then ever . now i can have every min and second with my beloved bf - YJW . i've thought through and decide to listen to my dearest advise . i lun all this shit becos of you dear . loving you more and more . ain't we getting more and more loving as day passes ?... all this shit is just childish nonsense ... the impt thing is that after so much fucked up shit we've been through we are stronger and we love each other more . shall not say so much here . ppl who should know how i feel are ppl that i've told ... thanks you guys for the care and concern. will meet up you guys really soon .. call you guys to update more on my life !!!! love you all and of cos my dearest YJW <3

2009-11-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU !!!

get the meaning of love right first ! have you been in love or loved by anyone ?... NO right ?... so just shut the fuck up !

love is warm affection , devotion or liking towards someone or some thing . so get a life and feel for someone !!!!!!

2009-11-11T15:20:00.004+08:00

KNNBCCB . FUCK YOU!..

you better fucking hell fuck off our damn lives. you cb fuck . piss me off further and ...... i will not and i repeat WILL NOT let you off just like that you cb fucker/s . who you think you are ? fucking hell , just cannon only , all talk no action . who the fuck you think you are to comment on ppl's life and all . you have no rights , NO RIGHTS AT ALL .. just so you know , ppl do not like you , stop being so full of yourself . my english may not be good and you cb fucker/s may not be affected by what i wrote but i still have to say . FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF !!!!!!!

please alright ... get a life . stop disturbing everyone else's . its not your first time that you wanna break ppl up . are you that jealous ? or are you just mental ?

you know what's the best part ? dearest YJW and i are better then before , the more shit we get , the stronger we will get ... i love my love - yip jian wen <3

2009-11-08T21:34:00.011+08:00

I will kiss you FOREVER .. and EVER <3

went orchard central to walk walk with my dearest YJW . i love you sooooooo much headed to mama house to have dinner there. met up with timu and valerie to have supper at gardens . timu sent us back to YJW's place . hehehe... cabbed home around 2am... i just love spending time with my wonderful YJW .

" WE "

how do we actually define this fucking word ?... two or more people, including the speaker or writer ?... maybe maybe maybe . or could it be like only one person and he/she is afraid of the responsibility of using " i " so he/she use " we " instead ?... " we " is such a grey zone of who said what and did what . get a life and use " i " instead of " we " . cos all of us need to be responsible of our damn fucking actions . grow up you MF DICKHEAED/S !!!!!!!!!!! :)

dearest charlotte ng . thanks for being there for me . i am really glad you gave me golden advise . love you so much too babygirl . i mean there will be such dickheads in everyone's life . the important thing is that who we really care and love will not do things that hurt us . and ppl who try and hurt us will not succeed cos they do not matter shit all at to us . so fuck them , fuck all of them . most like likely i will make time to meet you on wed for a drink or smth !...

2009-11-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

TEKONG TRIP. . .

wtf la. just becos we are wearing slippers then we cannot enter the damn freaking place . fuck . anyway , we went changi village to get cheapo shoes. see, leksheng self service...

all the guy have the same shoes. i must say desmond has really good bargain power. shoe from $8.90 also can cut till $7.50 . pro pro pro .. both lizhen and i bought ours at $5 .

at tekong we walk walk walk walk ... oh ya , at the enterance when jw and i were talking our drinks a office said : '' hello hello , at tekong cannot hold hands.'' or sthm along that line . anyway , i was like wtf la .. who knows , that guy's rash . hahas . so nice to see him . anyway ... my dearest boyfriend was like damn sway today . poor YJW , kena the camoflage shit . open numbers you also kena . its alright , you have me to help you clean up .

after the excursion leksheng, vincent ,jw and i headed to changi village to have dinner. so shiok to eat so much .. : )

done done done , better get going ... to do my CMS before i forget ... i still need to bathe ... take care you all . update real real real soon ....

2009-11-01T00:19:00.005+08:00

A DAY OUT TO TOWN :)

with mummy and sis (sabrina).mummy had classes at 1.45pm-4.45pm. we went to some noodle restaurant to have lunch cos we had voucher. the food was damn shiok and really filling . i can skip dinner .. bloated like fuck!

YJW came and join me at abt 3.30pm i think , to get vincent's present... anyway, mummy class ended at 5.30pm instead of 4.45pm. so JW went to grab a bite when mummy class was abt to end . HEAVY RAIN hit town. damn , i thought daddy could fetch us home but that was nt the case. the rain got HEAVIER and we have no choice but to buy umbrella . search centerpoint for unbrellas but none were of qulity product , lols. walk a round in robinson and we realise that the rain got smaller , so we chiong across the road to the mrt station.great job right ?...

after we got home JW bathe and i freshen up to go for vincent's 21st b-day . we were like so damn late . so sorry man . pictures pictures will do the story telling .oh ya , his family and relatives are awhole lot of fun and sporting . funny ppl there at the celebration.

picture on the left is a surprise shot . the rest of us are hiding behind this couple. YJW la , spoiler nv hide properly . picture on the right , a proper shot that we cheated jasmine to take with vincent. i think he is a happy boy today >.<

shall end the entry with a picture of the birthday boy and YJW and me !.!.!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN :)

2009-10-31T01:30:00.005+08:00

selling off brand new bags !.!.!

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$28 (excluding postage)

8 x 10.5 x 5.5
( inch )

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$28(excluding postage)

11 x 15 x 2

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$23(excluding postage)

8.5 x 11.5 x 6

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2009-10-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

*** SIAM-BOAR ***

(this is a new creation, funny shit! )

alright , let me give you all a quick update about what have i been doing :

school(which consist of studying and homework )
spending lots of time with my beloved YJW
watch my hongkong dramas
spending lots of money on bread

school has nt been easy , this sem is like tougher than ever . we have

cool lecturer - allen liew (suck thumb)

lame lecturer - tweety bird (blur shit lame man)

fuwid lecturer - Leslie (don't exactly catch what he says )

anyway, i better start keeping up with what's going on in class before every-thing's too late . i must pull up my damn fucking GPA this time round , YJW also must study harder . jiayou venus and YJW !.!.!

we have vincent 21st B-DAY celebration tmr. which apparently we have nt gotten the present . i must check my plans with my mum and dad tmr . cos vincent's thingy is after 6pm, but i wanna join my family for dinner. alright alright... update tmr with lots of pictures .. i hope : )

2009-10-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

BUFFET

we had like fucking 6hours break before night class . damn , after morning class me reihana and august headed to jw house .hahas .damn funny , i thought jw had like secret to tell me so he ask me to go to his rm .. but, he just say ... the air con is on . lols. damn funny right ?... damn we left reihana and august die of heat stroke downstairs .

anyway , the buffet was ok . i ate alot , i dun wanna be fat ! must control be slim... update more tmr again! school's gonna be really stressful !!!! jia you

venus :)

2009-10-21T21:50:00.006+08:00

sch is like crap la . was late for class this morning but i took bus , save money . weiting,reihana,joyce and i went to ichiban to slack and chit chat while the guys went to lan to dota .

we did awhole lot of talking about 'wu eh bo eh ' funny yea . hairy monster/freak ... lols. joyce you are so freaking funny la . we shud hang out more often .. sch is like nt so busy yet .... so .. there's like still some more time to slack .... i think .... hahas ....

after class jw ate lunch in sch . right after that we bus to dte to meet char for a movie . we watched Tsunami At Haeundae . what a sad movie la . we pay for the tickets to go there to cry . but its a damn great movie , and its really touching ... see charlotte soon again ! and jy in sch and hack the fucking bitches out there girl !

2009-10-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU BITCH !...

don't you dare bitch about us alright ! i mean you better not let us know you try putting words into our mouths , or can i say leave the words out . i hope you or one of your 'friends' see this damn post here . i am so disappointed that i can't react ok . or did i even react ? hmmmm ... maybe you mean nth much anymore. you being there or nt does nt matter as much anymore . such a sad fact right ? i mean we use to be good friends but now .... things have turn to the worst ... what is this girl ? if you think we are nt your friends then be it . we can't be bothered le la . how much can we care for you ?... damn you .. you just pissed me off so much ... thinking about what we have done for you and you just did this ... as the matter of fact you did nt do anything ! you did nt try to contact us did even try . we did all the contacting and meeting up .. what else you want for us you BITCH ?... actually this post is like messy and confusing la . cos my mind is in a whirl with so much hatred ... plus you have alittle too much for be to say and tell , i don't know where to start , i just tell some say here and there . be happy cos i blog this entry just for you ok . be thankful , cos you still mean smth ... at least its nt nth yet ....

so long WHORE ... things wouldn't be like this if weren't becos of YOU !

2009-10-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

its the last week of holidays and jw will be working . so i will have tons of time to do things alone . hahas. must go shopping before school reopen . cos new timetable is like super duper packed . no time to buy stuff . new sem in like a week time ....

things that i will be doing without jw :

shopping and more shopping
chiong dvd (hk drama)
meet charlotte
have some time alone & nt be dependent on jw
surprise someone

alright . shall update soon .. i think .... if i am nt too caught up with my drama . oh ya , got a new tv in the living rm . 61' inch , crazy right ? its damn freaking huge ... see my classmates real soon tell you all more abt the cannon thing de plan >.<

2009-10-07T23:09:00.007+08:00

ytd was a blast . i mean i gt to meet up with char . which means tons of bitching abt all the mf bitches. she bought me a really cute purple tube dress with a wonderfully lovely card that she made . so sweet right ? where can you find a friend that seldom contact each other and still gt 'xim' one !!! i love you babe <3>

anyway , we went to catch a movie at cine- fame.with jw, ziyi and andrew. the movie was ALRIGHT.. but the cast are really talented i must say...

ziyi left us and we went to Tangs so that char could return her damn $8 badge to get her money back . next we headed to far east to shop . bought a top/dress. that shop is really cool , bet its new as i have nt seen it when i was working at far east .. which was quite awhile ago . lols...

i think the wonderful pictures above would be a great way for me to end my entry . tmr i am giong for dental for my braces. time really flies , its been like 3 weeks since the braces is in my mouth . hopefully that tmr i can put braces for the bottom set of teeth ... : )

2009-10-06T13:43:00.004+08:00

ytd was really great . went for movie with jw - accident . the ending of the movie is like shit la . anyway, i headed down to former paradiz center to do face model

slacked at jw house . he was like playing with his guitar while i was busy cam-whoring . hahas . so charming right ? playing with his guitar. the picture is i ' tou pai ' de lor . hahas . he was caught unknowingly . love you dear : )

just as i was saying that i wanna eat prata . zheyang called . he took us out for supper at the prate house . this shows that driving brings so much convenience... thanks for fetching us to eat and back hm .

2009-10-04T12:46:00.006+08:00

things has been boring and smooth sailing . jw is with me almost 24/7 and i am loving it .

this is what we have done :

movies

shopping

slacking

going ssdc for theory tests

basically we have nt done anything productive except going ssdc. hahas . he better finish his bike faster so he can take up driving . i need to chiong before ssdc moves to woodlands .anyway , i am like only working on wed and thurs ,for few hours as a surveyor . pay is like crap but it beats doing nth right ? oh ya , i am going for tightening of braces on coming thurs . upload more pictures when i am like more free .... and i have yet to meet char and xt ! arrghhhh .. do it soon , we can like slack somewhere ok : )

2009-09-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

finally change my blogskin . took like freaking long cos i am damn noob with com stuff you know . i am very proud of myself , cos i did it all by myself . wonder who will tag my new tagboard first ?... anyway , i wanna watch the ugly truth .

slacking at home the whole day today . i munch on everything even with my damn braces on . i am growing fat soon alright . i must nt eat so much since i am a lazy girl who does nt wanna exercise AT ALL . ok , my sis told me about afew websites to edit pictures , and i am like exploring it since ytd ... i sound damn 'sua gu ' hor ? hahas . okok, shall stop here and i will will will update tmr night . and i must meet up char and xt .... really soon ..

2009-09-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

went dental to fix my wire and i have hot pink in my mouth. we headed to century square to catch gamer . its a damn exciting movie , what added on the the good movie is a wonderful atmosphere- including jw and i ,a total of 6 ppl were in that whole cinema. isn't it great ? hahas . can 'kel cah' all i want . only a word could describe the movie today 'shiok' .

i am just really enjoying everyday i am with jw. its just so cool that he starts and end my day . anyway , there's like this person that i just can't stop bitching about . god oh god , even when i don't get to see her she still gets on my nerves. damn you bitch . okok , leksheng just msn me to ask if i received any sms from mr.e , i did nt alright . i am so screwed , those who received is a good thing as only ppl who improved gets the damn sms . crap ! i did nt :( alright , i just wanna pass the module anyway . oh ya, jw told me that coming wed will be the release of our results .. i hope i can pass everything . pray really hard that i will nt have to repeat any damn freaking modules.

2009-09-15T22:30:00.004+08:00

being with jw has been is what i have been doing . its kinda nice cos we like to 'nua' at home together . hahas . this is so the honeymoon period and i am sooo enjoying my with you my dear . went to get my braces done , but its only 1/4 done . must go back to the dental clinic on thurs to get my wire in and done . what colour should i get ? .... so excited , i got my grape flavoured wax for my braces . oh ya , now i feel that i am so dependent on yjw. he reads me like a book , knows that i am hungry , knows this and that just from my facial expression (nt that its hard to read but he bothers to) , he just keep surprising me . you make me feel so loved and pampered other then by my family . baby, i love you :)

jw and i are going out for movie tmr . anyone that wanna join us ? its my craving for movies again its like how i crave for food and shopping all the time . lols. we are looking for bernard tmr , at his work place . hope i can like take pictures with bernard .. hahas .

2009-09-15T21:23:00.001+08:00

we headed out for movie after our final paper . which i have nt updated due to the suck shit blogger . can't load pictures . anyway , each time i see the picture i feel really bad that i somehow lost joyce picture . fuck man , why why why ? ... i even showed jw the picture and we were say how fair joyce look beside me , damnn .. we must go out too . i must sooo make up for this girl .

we should meet up for pedicure soon . cos its like the most slack thing i can thing of . cos i am like nt really loaded since i am nt working at all . so shopping excessively is totally out of my list . sian ... money money money .... where are you ?... okok . meet up soon alright . gotta post another entry le . more pictures soon .. flood the mf blogger !!!! woooohooooo ....

2009-09-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

watched this movie with bernard and jw . jw and i were damn bloody late for the more , to make things worst , bernard helped us to buy the tickets already . lols. we are sooo sorry man , to make you missed like 5 mins of your show . anyway , we caught the movie at dte , 7:05pm .

watching a movie near by has its advantages . i get to 'bump' into primary and secondary school friends . i miss you guy so very much . i saw keith and gordon . its so nice just to 'bump' into ppl and have a quick chat to catch up alittle of what we have missed in one and other's life . this remind me that after braces i will have to meet charlotte and xiaoting !!! miss you babes :)

2009-09-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

the sperators are killing me . i can't eat anything . i can only eat whipped potato , fish and soup . there's an advantage you know , i lost weight just after extraction . getting a step nearer to my* ideal weight . hahas . anyway , this holiady i will be such a slacker . eat slp eat slp (i feel like such a bumb ) , go ssdc and everday i have jw with me (which is the nicest thing on earth). that day he surprise me at dental la . i went there alone and we were talking on the phone and he was like 'rmb what i told you ? i will nt let you do this alone ..' it sounds wrong doesn't it ? but isn't he sweet? love you alright . i assure you that i will fuck them all and nt be bothered .

jw and i are going to the 'it' fair tmr . wanna look at cameras . den we will head to town to look for his friends who are going for tattoo . okok , they are gonna be there the whole but i have my family event in the evening . ohh ya , i wanna watch movie soon , after all the pain and sufferings i am going through now ...

2009-09-06T23:55:00.008+08:00

i love you yip jian wen

due to charlotte ng's request . i have this whole entry on my bf . hahas . see all you want . but its not free ok . $1 per sec , cos he's my bf alright . hahas . okok . that's all . i mean these pictures are here to remind myself how good is jw to me . thanks for being there for me 24/7 even when i am such a mean bitch . love you my dear boy=)

2009-09-02T02:45:00.000+08:00

i have no freaking idea what's going on with blogger . and my laptop seems to be dying somehow ...

anyway , i went for my extraction today . lucky i have jw with me . i think i would have killed myself if he wasn't by my side all the time . the whole damn extraction took like 2 hours . wtf right ? ok, how can you differentiate pain and pressure ? i mean i almost got a tooth extracted with anesthesia worn out . fucking hell , i cried when she started pulling my 1st tooth (the one without anesthesia). the male dentist took over after the female dentist realise that she can't do the job(at this moment i totally regret wanting to have braces on ) . only when i got extra shots of the anesthesia that i know what is pressure and pain . cos the extraction is not suppose to feel anything . the pain started when i got home . jw was with me till the pain was gone . which was from 5.30 when we got to my place and he left for gardens about 8.30 .. i love you jw, i dunno what will i do without you . i will upload pictures tmr or smth ..

anyway , i have my basic trial tomorrow afternoon with hana . the pain is kicking in again. okok, jw just got home , was waiting for him to get home . plus i am nt really tired . i need my pain killers now now now !!! hmmm, and i hope i can pass hana and i both can pass out trail..

2009-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

i think i've got to think things all over again . i mean , its not that i don't like things the way it is now but then things are just not going my way . haish, i feel like such a bitch to behave this way , but i am sorry okay . i am in such a dilemma now !!!

arrghhh .. i need to study rs. i have to start on any shit . dammit .. tmr is my last chance , i think i should go back to school to seek for some help .. okok . that's all i have for you guys today . nights :)

2009-08-16T02:33:00.007+08:00

14th august 2009

had a pleasent surprise on my birthday . its really nice to have someone to surprise , such a sweet act . yea .. i am 18 years old today . went ssdc and register my driving , must chiong before ssdc move to woodlands . met up with hana and jw to have luch and watch movie . weiting was susspose to join us for lunch before her prac but that sleepy head woke up 12+ . hahas . so we three head on without her . we caught 2:50pm g.i.joe . the movie's pretty great i guess >.<

waited for my sis to come home to bathe then we can head to downtown for a wonderful dinner .. the food there was alright only. daddy and sis was busy so they were not here . will have a full family dinner when we have the time to make up for my b-day .

jw came my house first before going for our movie . anyway , its damn funny la , we were watching chinese news with my mum, the funny part is that he does not understand chinese and he's so quiet . our movie was at 11:30pm , district 9 . omg , this is really not my type of movie , i was quite bored at first . i think i made jw felt really bad as i was bored in that show and it was his idea that we watch it . he wanted to drag me out the cinema . i manage to held on till the end of that movie , i only got interested after 30 mins of the show . to make up for the lousy movie we caught a 2nd movie at about 2am. this movie has no story line at all , i think its quite lame , but in that movie we heard "tingle's" laughter . hahas . its so damn alike ok ..

after the movie we went to meet ben , bought him french fries . which i already ate half as i was waiting for him to come down from his friend's house . all of us headed home at about 5am . that was my wonderful 18th birthday celebration : )

2009-08-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

yoyoyo. i am finally 18 ! great , 12am had my cake cut . and yip jian wen is the first 12am birthday msg . thanks man , its so sweet of you . and you know what , ppl like samuel is also damn nice la , wished my happy birthday at 12:02 am . cos i am such a bitch to countdown to my birthday on my msn so that everyone will know that . at least the ppl on my msn list . i could be basket by appearing offline den online den offline and online again . hahas . i am such a crazy bitch yea . lols. okok . will upload my pictures now now now , to show off to you all that i am already enjoying the 1st hour of of my 18th birthday !!! as i am blogging many are still wishing me happy birthday . i wasn't very excited at first but .. may not be the case now >.<

i must expect the unexpected on this day - 14/08/09 ......

pictures :

ok ok . so nice of hana to have my pretty face on her blog . but guess what . she say i am 19 years old . i am not , i am only 18 ok ! pls correct it my dear . love you so much . i look so lovely in the wonderfully edited picture. thanks babe <3

2009-08-13T22:01:00.001+08:00

finally back home . highly likely i screwed my papers today . what a present i got myself right ? haish . in 2 hours or so i am turning 18 !!! tmr i have to wake up like damn fucking early to go ssdc to register for driving . luckily i have hana and jianwen to company me . birthday girl to-be , what are my plans ? i have nth in mind yet , but i am having dinner at downtown east with mummy and sisters . other than this i have nth on . someone please surprise me !!! i want smth special this year , smth diff . anyway , i am gonna upoload my b-day pictures later . so nice right ? cos mummy say we are gonna cut my cake at 12am .. awesome !!!! i just love my family <3

shall do pi&c reports soon . 3 more reports to go :(

2009-08-12T23:37:00.002+08:00

i am in such deep shit now . i am having 2 papers tmr and here i am blogging . i am so lazy and sleepy . sians . pi&c and a-chem . my god , both modules are like so damn heavy la . den again , maybe its becos i dun attend classes so often for these modules . LOLS !!! dun think i will get enough slp tonight :( anyway , b-day in like 2 more days , on the other hand , i have many undone pi&c reports to hand in . arrrghhhhh .... we are so damn last min cos my b-day is the last submission of the reports . okok . better hit my book now before everything is too late .. nights guys and study hard , rmb take temp before going to exam venue !!!

2009-08-11T00:06:00.001+08:00

counting down to my b-day .. 3 more days to go !!!! but am i really excited ? dun think so . i am counting down cos i guess i am influenced by my dear charlotte who has reminding me about our birthdays each time i come online . thanks babe . but i am quite curious what could happen . and i am not going out for dinner with my family . cos my sis has facial . so my b-day international buffet will be on sunday afternoon instead .. must study a-chem and pi&c . common test is a day before my b-day . jiayou jiayou venus !!!!

2009-08-10T12:32:00.006+08:00

random-ness :

the above are the pictures of sem pro final presentation . sweet yea ?

okok . about last night . i did smth really really mean and i feel so bad about it . but do i have a choice ? of cos i do i took the chance and made that choice and now things are beyond repair . was it a right decision i made , i am beginning to doubt myself . i need to tell someone all things , but i am not gonna tell all the kaypo shits out there . i am such a meanie ain't i ? ok, back to my problem : i am going crazy , my mind is filled with all the what ifs , what if this what if that . i know i am not suppose to have all these thoughts but i just cannot control them . den again , i might still be as childish as before . i miss all the good old times back in those days . where things ain't this way . where i could be just me and not put on an act . i now know things which i wished i nv knew , then maybe things would not have gone so bad . such a sticky situation i am in now . come to think about it i have no reason to support my utterly rude and mean behaviour last night . now my guilt is killing me inside . oh god , now i am convincing myself that all this is done for the better someone .......

should i go sch tmr ? i am such a lazy bitch . staying at hm just means more tv and slacking , i am having common test on thurs a day before a b-day . how great yea , at least it before my damn b-day . do i actually have plans on my b-day ? i am not too sure myself . maybe by then i would like to rot at hm and watch tv and maybe do alittle revision for final exams . ok , stopping here , gonna take my brunch now . right after i brush my teeth and wash up . i know i know , i am such a dirty girl , waking about and i go right into blogger and start blogging .

and ..... i am really sorry to.... you know who you are :)

2009-08-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

i have lots of things going on my mind . haish . i wanna watch movie again . 'g.i.joe' is not bad i guess . anyway , i am lack of sleep . much amount of sleep is needed . i will upload desmond's b-day pictures tmr when i on my laptop to do my pi&c reports : )

2009-08-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

everyone's asking about my pervious entry . ppl has been asking me who is that guy . he is nt who you all think he is ok ! anyway, i will not take any actions until he makes a move . a good enough plan i have there right ? lols. ok . i now must learn to "filter" before i speak . hahas. tmr is the presentation and i have yet to start on the damn slides . oh my freaking god , help me !!! class is at 8am tmr . so i must like wake up at 5am to get ready so that daddy can fetch me to school. i must be there for bpa !

anyway , after school i need to study for my 'bm' . anyone wanna join me ? okok . better get on with my sp3 already . go go go >.<

2009-08-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

I know I have not been hardworking about blogging , but studies are more important right ? final exams are coming and I have yet to start on ANYTHING . gosh ! I must get going , sem pro report and slides , pi&c reports , and study for my business mandrain common test to study for . and time is running out ………

Apparently things are getting worst. How can i have issues with guys ? i mean my close friends are all guys . god oh god , what's going on ? Does he really like me? i mean , maybe its just a crush but can a crush last so long ? haish. i am so trouble by this . Am i giving the wrong signals ??? Someone tell me what to do !!! so many questions are stuck in my damn mind . I cannot be childish and just ignore him after all we are friends or can I say we are closer than friends. He better don’t confess to me , I will tio stunned la . I know that you are a nice guy and all .. but ……. Things are always not the case .. we are really close , we must really draw a line right here right now . If things get any further , who knows what kinda freaky outcome will we end up with man .. so … here’s my conclusion : I dunno what to do >.<

2009-07-27T19:32:00.005+08:00

finally updating . fuck my Internet at home la . cannot load blogger . pissed . must call singtel and complain again . anyway , has been really really busy with skol . deadlines for tons of reports and presentation . haish , plus exams are coming .. i really screwed my common test la . failed like 3 modules out of the 6 i took . omg , things better get better if nt i will have to repeat . i don't want that to happen man. okok , better get going with my sem pro . tmr's the deadline ...

anyway , ytd i have to help ppl do their parts for the report . damn , if you can't do den you shud seek for help earlier . better den pretending you know everything .trying is nt enought ok, you have to get the job done! the report is sort of done now already . this teaches us that we must split the work load according to one's capability . haish ..

here are some random pictures :

2009-07-19T12:17:00.007+08:00

17/07/09

drinking session with classmates : )

12/07/09

packing day! i dump all these shoes away la :(

we headed to ding tai feng at tamp to eat ..

28/06/09

belated Celebration for father's day !

2009-07-12T14:14:00.005+08:00

When Death to either shall come -- I pray it be first to me.

Robert Bridges

1844-1930, British Poet

what a insane yet true statement . i am so selfish to have such a thought . i mean , to be left behind by your loved ones is the saddest thing . my grandma's bro - uncle William is kinda sick . but no one knows what is really wrong with him . went to visit him on sat(11/07/09) with mummy and mama . when he came to door i could hardly recognise him not that it has been a long time since i've seen him but he looks totally different . he's so skinny and sickly .

each time thinking about his situation tears just somehow well up in my eyes . it just breaks my heart so much to see him lidat . he's so sick yet no one is by his side . he has children but where the eff are they now ? he did wrong in the past but at this low point to his life i think that his kids would really help get him to pull himself up . he's such a pessimism , he kept saying that he shud just die and not burden ppl around him . when we were at his place "thank-you" were the words that came out of his mouth from time to time . i hope he will pull through this !!! jiayou and take care uncle William ..

this visiting experience allows me to think through in life and about life itself . an important lesson is taught here , no one can ever take a wrong step in life , there will always be a retribution . so you guys better think before you act .

that's all i've got for today and i will update more on what have i done in the past mth when i was too caught up "revising" for common test : )

2009-07-06T09:12:00.002+08:00

i think its kinda crazy for me to be online now when i am susspose to be revising for my common test tmr . oh god, nth seems to ring a bell . things don't seem to get into my head. even all the rs i did that day , which was fri (3/07/09) . damn.. i am going nuts .. so stressed out , maths and rs on the same day . is this gonna be a lesson to teach me to pre-prepare for the exams ? when will i learn to study before exams ?

will get back to my work now , before everything's too late ..

2009-06-30T16:46:00.004+08:00

i am at tamp's Starbucks with yjw . just finished the stupid heucampus la . dammit , how can diong just close the quiz lidat ? i mean i was trying really hard to solve the qns la . den she just close before i can submit . wtf la !! so pissed now . there's no time limit for heucampus one wad . she better have a good reason la . maybe she got dc .. lousy heucampus .. and heucampus like have some virus la , keep opening*IE* .. irritating ....

haish . so bored , e-learn is such a hassle. this better nt carry on becos of the damn "h1n1" .. i can't learn this way , its wasting my time . and the worst thing is that lecturers will nt be teaching this shit again we get back to skol . and all this will be part of the final exams since they have already submitted the exam papers . how how how ??? learning this way is making no sense . things better get better for tmr ..

i will upload all the pictures if i go online when i get hm later . tmr will be going shopping with mummy after her work !!! yeah : )

2009-06-24T23:46:00.007+08:00

today !!!

the hardworking venus <3smile :) rock like muffin from the sweetest jw , thanks man :)my hot and sexy study mate . hahas . here's where all the cam whore begins .. lols .
we were out of focus .is she trying to touch my legs ? try harder : )
hana huge eyes shows how mini are mine
we ended in the library . but guess what we end up in facebook using the school com. hahas. our brain can't absorb anymore for today le . anyway , i vomited half of my mac la . damn , wasted my ,money . hana was really mean to say that i also vomited my brain out after dinner . hahas. i admit that i did some stuff that were really dumb and idiotic . ok , plus i was really blur. my calculator was on the table yet i told hana i've lost it , and was looking high and low for it , and it was right in front of my face on the table . i am such a blur block . and i keep losing my balance today . i wonder why ... hahas. to conclude, today was great . had a wonderful time with hana and jw . oh ya , nyp holidays has been extended . common test has been postpone . sounds good right ? i hope that the e-learning week will not go to waste . extra time for me to buck up !!!

monday 22/06/09
went hm like freaking late that day la . we drag and drag till like 2plus den we cab hm . met like crazy sick indians from india. hahas. the pub was kinda nice . ppl were very friendly . but some are rather old la . sing hokkien songs . hahas . but i must say , ppl there can sing pretty well . made afew new friends . hope to drink there soon : )

went to interview/drink with kelly and carolino.
me,lino,kelly and janet.
me,lino,meixin(if i am wrong that shu be her name.) kelly
me and kelly were like damn freaking late to meet lino la . hahas..
thursday 18/06/09

went to chinatown to have lunch . went shopping with ma ma and mummy . met up with crystal jie jie . the food was great but my egg tarts were sold out : (

new perfumes <3

on the left : 1st perfume i ever paid for .
on the right : its a present from jasper . thanks man :)

okok . pictures are finally up , i shud upload in facebook soon . i am so sleepy now . have to revise tmr if mummy don't manage to get half day off . and my cousin will be here till sat . omg , i nearly for god , i did smth sinful just now . i ate supper , ba chor mee . arrghhh, fattening !!! need to lose weight , must cut down on all this rubbish food ... anyway, that's all for now .

nights guys : )

2009-06-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

this is crazy , have no idea why i came online . have tons of picture but am too lazy to load that in my laptop plus i am using my desktop now .

oh god .. this two week is coming to an end and i realise that nth related to studying is done . screwed .. 3 papers next week and no revision is done yet . what adds to this problem is that know nuts about them , except for engine maths .

so a quick update on what have i been doing te past week plus . watch tv , sleep , eat , play PS3 , went for movie , alittle shopping , went drinking ytd . tsk tsk tsk tsk , i am so dead la . i did everything except study for the common test . i don't wanna repeat modules ... i am lazier than ever . i need to get motivated . someone please motivated me to study . i used to have this motivation when i was in sec school . things are diff now . i've turn into such a bloody slacker . buck up girl, tmr will be the day i start on studying . i must do it !!!

will upload pictures online soon . maybe tmr after i study all that i need for common test . oh ya i created facebook acc. i also dunno for what,but i was kinda caught up in the lame and dumb quizzes that they have there . hahas . lame shit . i shud place one of the random shit in one of my blog entry soon . i really wanna go online soon . see ya , sweet dreams guys . and to my nyp classmate/friends : study hard ! common test's next week , we have nt much time left . jia you and all the best . miss you all : )

2009-06-12T23:59:00.004+08:00

a marvelous day at sentosa !!!

i was damn freaking late la . we were suppose to meet up plus minus half hour 9am . but i was there at vivo with weiting and jianwen at 11plus i guess . so we quickly headed to vivo mart to get water, and some tidbits .. we took 6x1.5L of mineral water, seemed like alot right ? but its nt .

we bought the tickets to sentosa at $3/person . we reached sentosa at abt 12plus . so we proceed to the beach where we are going to play volleyball . so sunny , so exciting .. it has been ages i have been to sentosa plus i have yet to play beach volleyball before .i only know how to serve,and hit .. we played within ourselves .. we took a long while to warm up to the game . or could i say that the sunny sun heated the game up .. the sand's so freaking hot la .. but i had much fun . not long after we started out game reihana came !! yippe .. more fun ! desmond decided to have a little competition among us . pick a partner and choose apple or orange . we had so much fun and laughter while we are learning the game as we are playing . cool yea .

the few of us with out weiting and jiaxin(the went to get things)

me,tina,vicky
me and tiname and jiaxin

soon there was this bunch of guys wanna play , so a match was suggested . 4 on 4 . and i was drag in . i am like damn suck ok ! i was like pulling the team down . anyway i was there just to make up the numbers ! so sad right . after losing the game we girls headed to places to cam whore ..

siloso . the "o" is being cut out : (

lizhen and zhengjie came around evening time . we stopped beach volley ball , and started to doge ball and captains' ball . oh ya , i am so sry lek sheng the i hit you with the ball and caused you drop your spects . fun is all i can say abt the "special" games we played as everyone else are playing beach volleyball . hahas. then here comes the fun part . few of them decided to play this game . see who guess the no. that jianwen's thinking , the person who gets it right will be thrown into the sea . all this was desmond's idea and he was the one that was being thrown , plus after he got to shore he dragged-pulled-carried milfred into the waters with him . hahas

so funny .

the swing before the throw .

group shot before we left .

went to bathe and clean up . omfg !!!! i actually waited abt an hour to have a shower . crazy shit right .went back to vivo to have out dinner . jianwen bought me green tea and reihana a cake for her be-lated birthday . we have to pay jianwen the money soon before we forget all about this man !

all clean !

our dinnerhana and her cake :)

jianwen and reihana cab home while the few of us left went shopping. ok , it was tina ,weiting and i who were shopping around . milfred and desmond sat down and chit chat .. my day finally ended around 1030pm at vivo . train down to kovan and daddy fetch me home . my energy is totally drained . i think my in no time . my eye lids are heavier then ever . god , i still have to upload the beautiful pictures ! done uploading afew pictures . nights and sweet dreams you guys <3

2009-06-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

so busy this week , i am suppose to be finding the map shit for maths assignment but here i am blogging . oh , you know what , i failed a-chem . dammit la . i must like do fucking well in order to get a "B" overall . haish , buck up venus !

i was surfing the net and i got all emo thinking abt somethings . i shall have an emo post soon in time to come .. oh ya , and abt today , i was selected to represent my class for an event upcoming in july . there's food and you get to skip lectures . sounds nice right ? that's no free lunch de lor . and i was wonder which lecturer "suggested" that i am out spoken enough for such an event ? ia m so screwed , i must watch words .. plus i must attend this crap with the fucking "tee ko peh " in my class . when luda said wanna tell both of us smth after class i was like : what link is that between me and that old man sia ? haish .. luda say that this is a feedback thing for the school , they have chosen all types of ppl , smart , not so smart (i think i fall into this category la . lols) , active in cca, big shots , OLDER ones , and luda say its for year 1,2,and 3. wow! what a huge event yea ? he reminded me to wear shorts that are longer than what i wore today and don't wear slippers .

headed hm , watched tv , surfing net for my maths assignments ... i wanna go far east tmr . wanna get my cd back from yana , its been ages la .. okok . wanna go watch tv le . will get back to my maths soon !!!

2009-06-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

i need my precious sleep . i am so tired , i think its becos my period is here . ohh dammit , better end by friday . i have a sentosa trip la , dun want my period to obstruct me to have my fun . okok . now for my really quick update !!!

pictures taken during chua hong hong's lesson . hahas , instead of pay attention we chit chat , cam whore and surfed the net with justiin laptop for stars that underwent plastic. hahas. rei found out smth shocking in justin laptop .. rei went to see what's justin most visited websites.. its not porn ok,justin seemed like a decent chap la . anyway, its my blog that he went la . so funny right ? he was like : cannot go see meh ? lmao . his reaction towards things is damn cute la . hahas . we are a bunch of crazy bitches ..

the two gila girls try to squeeze into our pic : )me and rei.

outside waiting for desmond to finish he complain .
same place with flash !

headed to mac after pi&c. arrgh .. my fringe is really crappy ! tina and her french fries
its yip jian wen :)garlic chilli is finally back !!!

okok , better slp le , night you guys !!

2009-06-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

happy birthday bernard lau !!!

*i am really broke so kiss goodbye to your present*

*but i will wait till 12am and try to be the first to wish you happy birthday!!*

i am suppose to be finishing up my reports . but here i am blogging . anyway , i did nth today . sleep , eat and do my reports . arrrgh . time passes so quickly la . omg . tmr class's earlier . its at 10am make up for luda's tutorial la . haish , i hope i will nt be late lor .

mummy cooked Bird nest today .its so nice , better den those in glass bottles . had a bowl and carried on with all the damn reports . arrgh . plotting of graphs is killing me.

better slp soon after plotting my pi&c graph . or shud i do it tmr morning ??? hahas . decide later . i wanna go watch tv :) nites you guys !!!

2009-06-06T02:41:00.006+08:00

pictures of my fabulious day !!!

its all about me and charlotte tonight/5.06.2009

toilet break !
cheese ..

kisses to my dear char.

sweet girls !

smile : )

what is char doing ?

full lenght shot .tounges out :pretards us : )

act cute !twist ! on my way to downtown to meet char !
dancing ninjas !!! lolsits art festival @ downtown
today was a blast la . went shopping with sis alittle past noon , ok la , it was few hours after noon . felt so lazy to leave my sweet hm . after a quick shopping trip , we headed hm . my sis had some skol event . help her with her to dress up for the event . cab-ed down to downtown east to meet ernest for a movie . which of cos i was late for , i am so sry man , made you miss the first 5-10mins of the movie .

anyway "monster vs aliens" is damn freaking funny la . quite worth for the price for the amount of laughter you get out of it .watch at 5 plus with ernest ..

next up is " drag me to hell" .. freaking hell la . this movie is worth the $10 that i've paid for la . the show is so shocking unlike other horror movies i've ever seen . its so great and shocking that your balls will shrink la . the 100mins of shock damn shiok la . i think my poly friends will like it la . watched the movie at 11:45pm with charlotte.

its my first time watching 2 movies in a day . and both dates are last min arrange one la . we are so steady lor . oh ya , i love daddy !!! he stayed up late at night just to fetch me hm after the movie . we swing char hm first la . so late le , how can i let her walk hm herself after such a shocking movie ! headed hm bathe and have been blogging and uploading pictures till now , which is 4+am . ok , there's like this crazy shit that call me and dun speak , hahas. i find this so amusing la. seems like those horror films we always see , you can hear the person's breathing but no one's speaking . hahas . what a loser !

feel like catching a short nap den go swimming in like less than 3 hours . yawns . charlotte ng i love you ! we shud hang out more often ! and in this entry i realise that i used countless number of "la" le lor . hahas. good nights you guys :)

2009-06-03T23:37:00.004+08:00

school ended at 11am . wth lor .met up with baoping around 12pm after her class has ended . today was a blast . we went EVERYWHERE !! to far east and shop awhile (i only got a top from eunice which i reserved !) . we went tangs since i told bernard that i will be dropping by to see if if i headed down to town . next stop we went to look for angline at city hall . i bought a dozen of donuts !! spend $50-60+ on just food . final stop to bugis st , and i got a bracelet only .

me and handsome bernard ! i think he slim down again or is it because of the black outfit ? lols

twist !!! he said i am slimmer le !!
cam whore with my darling- baoping !!! i have no time so i upload just few of the many i have !!

bleahs :pfunny faces !its the hair thingsmile :) hugs :)nice dress ?
yeah !

headed hm and started watching tv , ate alot alot alot rubbish .. fell aslp . woke up bathe and vomited EVERYTHING out . arrrgh , i feel terrible and i have yet to touch my pi&c revision . i am so dead .. okok . better slp soon .. need to wake up 4am to study . nights guys :)

2009-06-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

today i went to fix my laptop in school . finally done man . anyway , today's a-chem was totally crap la . confirm fail like fuck one la . sian .. 20% la . dammit . after "dinner" at koufu we headed to amk hub . we walk walk around aimlessly , and we ended up at Anderson for some ice cream .

me and shaky hands . its me and hana in the lift of school of design .

many things need to be completed . rs reports , pi&c reports , a-chem report , study for pi&c , maths assignment , bm assignment ... the work load is heavier then ever since common test is coming . we have 2 weeks study break soon . tmr's school's from 8am-11am . den going to study for pi&c then meet baoping . she wanna go shopping . i also wanna buy stuff but i am broke : ( guess what , i spend my driving money again . arrrghh .i have about 2 mths to save back the money . .

guess that's all i have today . gotta start on my maths assigment le !!!

2009-06-01T00:27:00.005+08:00

i think that the below is all that i need to update you all about my life for the past days which i did not come online.

oh ya , i lost my wallet and found it miracle-ly at hm . wtf right ? i am such a blur block . anyway, thurs night(28th may 2009) i was like out with joshua till 3 plus 4am la . omg , he so funny , had so much fun with him even though i was really sleepy . hmm, this world is small , plus singapore is even smaller . alvin wanted to have supper at west plaza so i met him near my house here while i was keep joshua companied . you know what ? alvin and joshua turns out to be ex- camp mate . wtf la . haish . when will i meet that joshua again la ? i will think of some crazy stunts and catch him unaware !!!

the popular fair . there wasn't the books that i wanted . arrgh , my little sis bought this cute book about a whimpy boy . lols.

foodfair at expo.

went there with family except daddy .the food there is so-so only la . but there's like so many ppl there la . bump into chen-lao-shi and family .

in cab with my sis (nana)

28th my 2009

opening or the circle line . and we are here to try them out ! my verdict: not suitable for my journey to school . the distance from purple line to circle line is damn far . walk until damn tired .

25th may 2009

we are the only group in lab as we were thrown out a week ago . because of being late . hahas.

grosss! joyce found a fly in her can of carrot juice ..
23th may 2009

its philips sale . bought so much stuff la . earphones and all the unnecessary items.

2009-05-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

ARRRGH . my pictures that are with ernest is ruin .. damn it , i shud have gotten back from him soon and not go shopping .. sad la . all my hk and family photos are gone with the wind . haish , its not ernest fault but his bro. hahas. okok . hope he can somehow miracle appear and all my lovely pictures can be retrieve : )

okok . i need to upload pictures soon , everything is in my cam , too lazy to go take my usb to my desktop . anyway , are we seriously going for badminton tmr ? class at 8am . hmmm , shud i go shopping instead ? i asked my friend to help me reserved 2 tops , and i reserved a top at eunice's shop , damn ... i am wasting money again .

tired and i have not done my sem pro forum , can i do it tmr morning , i mean its just commenting on an issue right ? shud be simple and quick hor ? ermm ... stopping here , updates real soon !!

2009-05-23T02:07:00.006+08:00

went out with mummy today . daddy fetch us to make payments for the new car . with the new car as my motivation to get my driving !!! went town to shop with mummy . wanna get a LV wallet . but i think its quite ex leh . shud i or shud i not ? i wanna get a DSLR , which means i sort of only can get one . i dun wanna waste too much money during this economy downturn . i dun sound convincing do i ? lols.

its art on the move : )

singing boy and girls .our dinnermummyme .me and my beloved mummy !

bought like $130 worth of facial products . madness. anyway , had dinner at centerpoint , the dessert in that jap restaurant was super! i bought eunice two serving of the dessert too .. headed to far east . sat in her shop and just chit chat .. guess what , at about 9pm i saw my mum in eunice's shop .. her class ended early and she called me 9 times which i apparently did not answer as my phone was in my bag . we left together and headed home from town .

me and eunice :)ernest might be right about the logic that shaky hands and DSLR dun fit. hahas.

long day i had right ? and here i am blogging at this shit hour of the day , i have to wake up early tmr to go my grandma's place , wonder if we are going shopping tmr ? so happy , but when i think about the tons of reports that are yet to be done and my project which i have yet to even start on .. arrrgghh ..*headache*. guess i will be sleeping by 3am . sweet dreams you guys : )

2009-05-21T23:18:00.005+08:00

19.05.2009

shaky hand leads to blurr pictures . this really shows that i lack practice in cam-whore-ing. hahas.

20.05.2009

*credits all the badminton pictures to my dear reihana!*

a day of exercise !!chesse !!its my turn to serve !blur cock face i have !
waiting for them to start .tingle is my team-mate !my opponents- desmond and jinxiong ..the lazy boy that wanted to go gym.

pictures below were taken after we have bathe ..

smart of me to set timer and have the shot right ?

i shud have used flash .

weiting and me . me and reihana

smile babe !
just a day of exercise and i am "chui" already , i am getting old and lazy la . hahas . muscle ache everywhere , but i feel so good about myself . oh ya , i skipped morning classes , too tired plus i had to complete my Business Mandarin compo .

today after night class august sms the few of us this very sweet sms . aww, he shouldn't have . i mean what are friends for , its give and take , there's no need to be so polite man . all the best in getting top again .

so great , tmr day off . i must wake up and study alittle . next week we have bpa and don't know which test la . i will be digging my grave if i don't read through . i am quite sleepy now . guess i will be fast asleep by 1am . i will be going shopping with mummy tmr . need to go taka help daddy buy smth , i can also get new ear piece , get nice chocolates , get more clothing , see LV wallet , hunt for a pair of shades . guess that's all that i will be doing tmr . and i have to study alittle , if not i will die .. in the up coming tests .

stopping here , good nights you all : )

2009-05-17T23:55:00.005+08:00

update what is actually done in my long weekend :

started on a-chem
did some research on SP3

(the above two was done on friday , when i met up with rei and tina)

see what kind of crazy stunt this girl is trying to do ?? talking on the wallet with a bangle as "bluetooth" ?? lolsour ice creams !!!

we ended up shopping and playing but not doing what we are suppose to do .damn .

but our day was filled with madness plus a whole lot of fun and laughter.

bpa report which is almost complete
brought mummy out to cafe cartel for dinner today

reading on RS now (tmr's the test, arrrghh !!! )

what am i doing online blogging when i have a test to study ? omg , i will be so dead , so screwed , so over !! i have the slightest idea on where to begin for my revision . i am so not considering this as my revision since i have yet study this shit before . damn , reactor system is killing , why didn't i listen since week 1 ? regrets ... better get back to RS for half hour more and i will sleep . and pray that i will be able to wake up ad study tmr morning !! jiayou venus <3

2009-05-17T00:38:00.005+08:00

my blogshop has re-opened !!!

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2009-05-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

ytd was like crap la . i mean some freaking asshole gave my hp no. to some guy . so i ended up sms-ing a stranger la . i mean how can you give my no. to ppl with out my permission la . dammit la . plus that asshole still dun admit that he gave my no. away . what a loser right ? lols. anyway, that stranger is quite a friendly guy . but he sounds totally like that asshole that that gave my no. away . hahas.

hmmm, a busy weekend ahead . plus i have to update my blogshop for the new collection of clothes . arrghh , so many things to complete yet so little time.

what am i suppose to do this weekend :

BPA report
A-chem proposal
business mandarin assignments
reactor system lab report
study for rectors system test
P & I C lab report
sem pro
go shopping
update my blogshop
have a hair cut !
see a doc for my damn back problem
bring mummy out for a dinner to replace mother's day <3

i need more time , this is what i get in return when i keep everything till last min . haish .will just do most of the above on friday since its a day off . and i better listen later during night class for reactor system's tutorial . my engineering maths lecturer is really cute la , the old lady !! the stupid yip jian wen is sitting right beside me . talk talk talk to K.C . and that idiot try to disturb my blog entry la . lols. better do my excel maths stuff le . blog later after i get home tonight : )

2009-05-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

baby ! i think that everything between us is just a dependence ,
nothing more then that : )

2009-05-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

has been too busy , not for my BPA lab i wouldn't be online . too many things taking place these few weeks, family gatherings , reports , projects. arrggh, shopping is the only way i can distress !!

what is needed :

more shopping to be done
new songs for my ipod
save up for my camera
get a life
widen my circle of friends
cam-whore more often in school
lose weight
study and not slack away my life
increase the frequency of updates for my blog

i am getting more and more random now these days . what is actually missing here ? haish . better stop typing soon , have lots of pictures to update plus i have to go get ready for school, don't wanna cab to school anymore , waste of money !!!!

school :

me joyce and reihana .

i am damn slack when i go school ..

me and reihana
me,jiaxin,reihana

what a nice view for our night class ..

me and my sister .

me and angeline . went to see her where she work .

all the food that i've bought.total spending of that day will almost $250 . maddness ..

great-grandma birthday cum mother's day :

great-grand children

grand children..
children..

all mothers and mothers to be ..

the spotlight of the day .. cute yea ?

Finally got all the pictures in this entry , has been meddling with it since afternoon today. oh god , tmr's school's at 8am . i hope that i will not be late !! hahas.sleep early you guys. tmr i am gonna upload some pictures of some clothes i am going sell . so come and take a loook ..

2009-05-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

"In nine cases out of ten, a woman had better show more affection than she feels."-Aristotle

saw this online , how true do you all think this statement is ? i feel so strongly towards this saying. maybe cos i think that this statement contain a whole lot of truth in it . hahas. i am getting more and more random in my blogging topics .

today went far east and slack in eunice's shop (muacks). so funny la . how can anyone find a lady boss that treats you like a friend and i mean like a friend . today was like after years since she take a mrt ride la . a joke took place when she was buying the tickets . okok . shall not say anymore than that le .

i am crazy with shopping nowadays . helped weiting buy the dress she wanted in eunice's shop . anyway , i asked her to help me get accessories , omg , i can't control my spending !!! but i just like spending money ..lols. i am a crazy girl .. okok , better read my BPA report and confirm it before sending to selina.okok , better get going on what i shud do. shall update soon again !!

2009-05-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

tmr there's reactor system lab at 11am . will i be late ? i mean i have yet to be on time for any classes yet . hahas. wonder if the BPA report is done . i wanna change a new blog skin .. i need to keep my blog alive . waiting for a call . arghh, wanna sleep . i think sleeping too much really makes one more tired then ever . reaper is on now , i am so random .

i wanna eat ice cream . the weather is so warm nowadays . anyway , i did smth dumb just now la . i plug in my laptop to my fan and i realise that the damn laptop was getting hotter then ever .. wondering why . it was then that i realise that i wasn't on . LMAO right ?

okok . anticipating who will be the first to tag me after ages, except the ones on updates and advertisement.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA !!!!

2009-05-02T23:50:00.010+08:00

the reason for this blog entry ! grandma's(ma-ma) birthday

kisses !!! i love you ma-ma !!!!

smiles :) this is when we first got there. my family of ladies !!!
its a family dinner we had !wtf was i doing sia !!!my loving parents !

close up ! me and grand aunt(yi-po) . doesn't she look young ?

me,royden(shu-shu),great grandma(tai-tai) uncle(ber-ber),grandma(ma-ma),daddy formal shot of "siew" family.

candid shot of "siew" family !!! me and gino(cousin) four sisters(kersia,sabrina,me,fiona)
me and my granduncle(yi-gong)

funny face of mine :p

sisters (grandma and grand aunt)me and great grandma (tai-tai) aunts(xiao-gu,da-gu) and grandma(ma-ma)

aunt(ber-mu) and her mother(po-po)

me and clifton . multi-shots of us !

smiling makes you handsome boy!he looks drunk don't he ? me and my sis(fiona) grand aunt(yi-po) and grand uncle(yi-gong)
me and royden(shu-shu)my sis(kersia),gino(cousin),me(my sexy back view !) a shot of the eating process !

get what people mean by picture speaks a thousand words ? this is my picture blog . i had such a wonderful time tonight . lots of pictures and ate alot . wohoo.. i received compliments that i have lost weight , i am so glad to hear that ! anyway , ate alot and i mean it . cos the food came non-stop . i am so beat now , after loading don't know how may pictures .

its so sad , i have to tag myself in my blog. it seemed like pathetic shit . i updated le lor . but no one is tagging me . why oh why ??? whatever the case is i am sleepy now . wanna sleep soon . hope that the next time i come online to update my blog i see many many people tag me !! kekeke ~ sweet dreams guys <3

2009-04-30T23:03:00.007+08:00

*few random pictures of mine since my last update . hahas..

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its my lady boss - *EUNICE*my lovely angeline !!!weiting and i .. my make-up artiste-YANAhere's her pretty face !out for dinner before chinyan enlist . twist act cute .act sexy..i am so gonna consider to cut my hair short again when i see this picture .what's there to see with my hand forming a letter "Ö"?bleahsstay seller !! lmao.. double twist to starbucks !!

up there was just the few pitures that i picked to upload , too busy with school work and projects la . must pull up my socks all the way up to my knees this semester, hahas. i am getting more and more lame now right ? anyway , i watched X-MEN'movie yesterday . its was not as bad as what tina and joyce say la . i think that its not bad .

what else is there for me to talk about ? here's a confession then : i am a shopaholic!!1 arrgghh , i need to stop spending as though i am printing money man . god oh god .. help !! i feel that something is missing when i go out and i don't buy anything , do i need a doctor ? but now i wear new clothes to school and not place them in my wardrobe . i spend at least $150-$200 a week on clothes , accessories,belts-FASHION !! i need to put a stop to this , its ruining my life . anyway , i am going to get stuff at eunice shop at far east this sat , there are alot of new and really nice stuff !! shiok ,can shop like mad for the last time this month , i hope .

wanna sleep already , talking to angeline now . hmm, wanna watch tv after i bathe later .. i will update soon , really soon !!

2009-04-23T13:54:00.005+08:00

i am here to blog , entering this damn blog feels so unfamiliar . its a day to 1mth since i updated my blog . anyway was busy with work , and now school . came in just to let you all know that i have yet forgotten about my blog and its not going to rot , i will upload the zillions of pictures i have in my desktop . I NEED TO REFORMAT MY LAPTOP !!! arrggh , i am such a lazy person .. i say i wanna reformat since forever which was last semester .hahas .

okok , stopping here. need to start on my report now . much research is to be done in this sem ! jiayou and improve venus : )

2009-03-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

here i am to update my picture blog !!!

yawns , first time in my life that i feel that going to work is such a chore .. haish .. i am so tired and bored working in far east .. what else can i do in the shop except read my story book and cam whore .. bored !!! okok . from today onwards my working hours will be from 1.30pm to 9.30pm ..

woke up damn early and join mummy and mama for shopping and lunch before i went to work ..

mama and mummy!!
such a mini egg tartmore food . its pretty good !

thank god today there's ernest to keep me company from i dunno what time la .. and we took mrt together . i think its really sweet of him to keep me accompanied .. thank man . you handsome face will be featured in today's blog entry .. the more important thing is that my pretty face is also in the wonderful pictures ..

camwhore once more !!such a wonderful friend i have.

2009-03-19T23:09:00.006+08:00

its day3 at work . my lovely sister - fiona(nana) join me in the shop today . anyway , she will be working tmr , sat and sun there . we or can i say " i can never fail to cam-whore!" hahas :)

its pretty me !mirriors . i love them . ridiculous me . smile ! me and my sis .

its like i am trying to lick my sis ! lols our backview , i think we better if our faces were in the picture ! hahas :)

i am trying to act cute !its my heart for you baby ! a back shot of me ! i look slim la .. from this picture .

its day-2 at work . cam whore non-stop ! this is my first time wearing my high waist shorts . do i look good in it ? or do i look fat ? lols. someone came into the shop and asked if my shorts are sold in the shop i am working in . its just too bad that they don't sell them . lols.

i love this shot . i think i look cute ! its on my msn now !!! cool shot yea ?

bleahs! its day-1, working at far east . its so boring working in retail that i have so much spare time cam-whoring !!

its a monday(16th march 09) night out . few pictures out of the many i have . cool night that i had , and i got half drunk . i only drank like 4 mugs .. and things got out of control .. lols

i look so sweet , don't i ?

its darts time !!
drinkingme and the birthday girl to be..

its us!us with the cake .
okok . here's my conclusion , i dun like working in far east , cos i have headache just thinking about what to wear each day to work . lols. i am such a slacker . oh ya , i checked my results for 2nd sem , i sucked to the core , but still manage to pass it barely . hahas . yawns, i am beat . tmr afternoon i will be going to open the shop with my sis den have to rush work at bedok .. money ,money here i come ..

2009-03-12T22:55:00.004+08:00

i am so lazy to blog , its such a chore la . haish . will just upload random pictures .. anyway , i went out with mummy and mama today . we went to novena and shop , had great food . i love mummy so much!! every time we shop and eat the amount of money we spent is like wow..

wanna get a job man , i am only working on weekends - fri,sat and sun . tmr have to work :( haish.. sians.. tmr going to some concert , what shud i wear ??? i am too fat to fit into the nice stuff .. i need to loose weight fast . however i am such a lazy girl to do such things . oh god .. i will be turning into a fat girl anytime soon .. lols.sit ups is a must for me , i hope to do it every night ! if i can .. hahs. lame , i am so random to say all this . lols ..

picture time !

here's my beautiful face : )

cheese dear !

2009-03-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

today i was suppose to meet ernest at pasir ris park (at 6.30am then i change to before 7am)
how the hell i know that i would fall back asleep after sms-ing him . oh boy ,(so we ended up meet at about 8am) i am so sorry man. i felt really guilty it that i had to buy him breafast to make me feel better . anyway , i also called the "handsome" bernard , however i think the was still sleeping like a pig ! lols . i was still damn guilty about making him waking up early while i was still having my beauty sleep . so, to make up to him i walked with him .. walked walked walked , i can't believe it , i actually walked all the way to downtown's bus stop . it damn far alright ! i think i can consider this as my exercise right ? hahas. oh ya , ernest also told me more about "DSLR" ,, i wanna own one too !!!!

okok . in the afternoon i called hp to service my laptop and called canon to service my house's printer . oh ya , i played my lovely piano today , i was like learning a new song on the piano - lips of an angel(hinder) . i must say , it does not sound as good on the piano , or maybe because i am out of practise for too long le den i am damn rusty. lols. okok , wanna slp soon .. tmr i still have to go to the bank to run some errands . sleep early guys <3

2009-02-28T23:21:00.006+08:00

today woke up damn late then i headed to mama's house for lunch . slack there with the tv till 3plus then i left to meet charlotte at city hall. we had a stroll to marina square, we sat at KFC and had drinks and alittle snack . okok , we went to watsons to get chocolates and drinks to satisfy us during the concert . i think the action's quite auntie la , but who cares ? hahas. 6pm like that we cab to victoria concert hall . wtf lor , cab fare was almost $9 and char paid for everything . thanks babe !

pictures with teachers once we got there !!!

me , ms Ng and char :)

miss ng damn funny la , she asked for my help to pin the flower on her shirt . i was like . wow, i get to touch you , sounds wrong right ? i mean it that way . lols. she so different now compared to we first met her . i will read more and try not to speak so much singlish .hohoho, my favourite teacher ! i love miss fong , you are forever so funny , cheerful and friendly. you are the best !my chem teacher back then , what you taught was the stepping stones to what am i learning now , thanks ms wee , stay cute !lalalala.. its miss yong , nice new shirt i see . don't ask me to fly kite because i have been doing alright in engin maths which is smth like a-maths . hahas. stay bouncy ,lame and funny . finally , my sports leader teacher whom always disciplined me when i break the school rules with my short skirt , ankle socks and my untidy hairdo . hahas. take care of yourself my teacher!okok , here someone i will never forget . he's such a nice man . he's my athletics teacher incharge .he said no one had news about me after i left , i think he miss me la , miss all the arguments and me picking on him .lols.

my best girlfriend - charlotte ng . we are such lovers of ourselves . cam whore all day long !!! i love you babe.

bleah .

sweet :)smile my dear. bleah , caught char in the pic!cut myself out of the picture again : (

its char, nadine,me . nadine and i . such a beauty yea! me and karimah , my skinny babe . its me and jinyong , my sister like friend .he's now a handsome boy . hahas : ) now , its all about myself, venus siew !

cheese :Pfull length shot ! i love the lights : )

the main reason for my blog entry today ! the c'est la vie performances :

the money collected from this concert will go to a spastic school . i think its really meaningful .
malay dance trying act thai . lols its "dancing queen" by choir . SNO. the "special performances" put up by our lovely teachers . thank you all for such a pleasant surprise . i really like it when i see my teachers let their hair down and move to the beat ! i think all of you look hot especially miss ng !!! hahas . the whole cast of c'est la vie . after scene when almost all left .

i really enjoyed myself today with the company of charlotte ng-thanks babe, i love you !!! so glad that i met many friends of my secondary school in today's event . however,it was such a pity that i did not manage to take picture with xiaoting , but nvm we three girls will meet up soon again yea ? to hang out and slack and cam whore . okok . ok , its 1plus and i have yet to bathe , if i carry on typing i really might just fall asleep on my laptop . lols. ok , good night and sweet dreams you guys <3

2009-02-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

ok . today went out for a movie with zheyang . "pink panther" is so funny la . hahas . so lame , but i love it . i will recommend it to you all as it is so freaking hilarious . anyway , went to parkview primary to listen to some talk for my sis overseas trip(china-xiamen) , as my parents are busy . okok , tmr is c'est la vie , can see all my lovely friends and teachers of siglap . YEAH !

its so sinful , i just ate "ba chor mee" and "double cheese burger" .. i have to exercise next week and i also have to register for driving when i go back to school next week . hmmm . i am finally sending hana the pictures .. slp early you guys : )

2009-02-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

cam whore .. more pictures of myself : ) i love myself .. alot ...
hana pouring tea for us : )

we headed for some jap food after sing k . its us in the lift going up to the topone room see the amount liquor

i cut myself out of the picture again . camera girl(hana) took a picture while we are singing .it us on timer !

its us .

me and hana went to vivo to fix mommy's phone . so we cam whore once we had the chance . which means the time waiting for the mrt to bugis . hahas. see , the pictures : )

in conclusion i really enjoy my day out with you girls . so sorry that i still have not send you all the pictures . have not been online .. hmm . send you all tonight ? cos e-mail picture quality is like shit !!! hahas. okok . anyway . the k session was great however the irritating guys that we see there was such turn offs . my god , they were like "xiao jie , he wanna know you " crazy asses . they actually lock the guy out of their room . haish . whatever it is , they did not approached us for number or talked to us . i think they damn weak . even if they came over i will laugh at them la . lols. okok . that's all . i wanna go out le and today's date is 27th feb , not 25th feb .

2009-02-24T16:01:00.007+08:00

23th feb 2009

its was the last paper on 23thfeb 2009 . screw the paper man . i knew nuts when i saw the first damn question la . die le la , i will be glad if i can pass this shit bio paper which i totally blanked out when i saw the questions . lols. after the paper we slacked in school a while before we head to amk to play pool . a picture speaks a thousand words .i think i have zillions of words in this blog entry .

twist .. smiles . we are wearing the same colours !! cool yea ? we did not plan this ..

beahs : pme and hana.me and hana
weiting and i .the clique! its been a long while since we went out together ..

20th feb 2009

its a day out at jurong point shopping center . its a damn freaking huge shopping center . bought few stuff , however i enjoy so much since i was with my mum, grandma, and sis. my sis gave herself a holiday off school . lols.

feebies at boon lay mrt station !!

madness at the mrt station. more madness .

nana, mama. me <3 its the sony shop with my sony camera !!! its a lame shot . its tea time ! more food and coffee .hot coffeecinnamon rollblueberry muffin.oreo cheese cake.
see the oreo cheese cake ? now you don't ! hahas. cam-whore-ing with my lovely sister -fiona(nana)
ma ma and mummy before lunch . me and ma ma :) our lunch at the food court .cam whore once more in the toilet !smile : )
19th feb 2009

that guy there such a spoiler in our beautiful picture .

bleah . me and hana . screw my hair !we had ice cream treat from tina that day :) thanks babe !

tmr we are going back school for tennis !! yiippee , exercise here i come !! hahas, i must slim down soon .. and hor , i have been updating this fucking entry since 4:01pm and its 9:30pm now . hahas . okok . that's all yea ! happy holidays my friends : )

2009-02-18T12:56:00.004+08:00

yesterday went for engineering maths paper .i don't think as well as i expected , i thin k i wad freaking careless la . damn it , and reihana realise that the questions in the exams the lecturer actually went through in revision lecture class , which i obviously did not attend . one paper down , two more to go ! OC seems to be a problem for me . i have been having a boarder line fail since the first test . now then it hit me , wtf am i doing in school this whole sem ? screw my "GPA" man .

after exams yesterday we went to library to study , we actually took a nice picture but i accidentally deleted . oh man , i was like "fuck fuck fuck , how can i be so careless to delete the picture ?" anyway , reihana , tina and i went to amk hub for coffee bean and we slack la . daddy fetch me home from the hougang CC bus stop . took my dinner at around 10 plus . okok . here are all the cam whore-ed pictures !
me.
more of me.

its us .

are they trying to kiss ?i was telling tina how fat are my thighs . she was measuring it as you can see . we blocked tina out of our picture !

random-ness . kisses .

tina saw a lady doing some weird stuff , so she did not look in the camera .lols smile girls : )cheese !
in the library .reading books ?

ok , after blogging i will have to start on OC before its too late .. hahas . i think i have a whole lot more to read up and revise . update soon , maybe tmr . hahas. all the best to all for all of your OC paper tmr ! jiayou <3

2009-02-14T01:48:00.001+08:00

hey happy valentines you all . no dates no presents , i sounds so sad right . ok , i should not be online msn-ing or blogging . i am suppose to set the test paper for the tuition girl . omg , better go finish up the test paper le !!! tuition's at 2pm ..

here's smth that a cool friend of mine told me last night .

do u believe in love at first sight? if u don't i'll just walk past u a few more times...
cheesy pick up lines aresenal...copyright ernest <3

i think that its real cute plus real lame , but i like it : )

happy valentines you guys <3>

2009-02-13T13:36:00.004+08:00

i am suppose to be mugging now . but i am so bored !! i cannot concentrate , my mind is drifting to neverland .. plus when i do OC i think i suck la . i cannot even answer mcq questions . my goodness , what were you doing in class venus ? haish , basic stuff i must also flip OC lecture notes to check if i am right or wrong . i am so weak la . i called jinxiong to ask about the first question on lecture 9's tutorial . damn , only now that i know that i know nuts about "ketone" and all other shit form OC .... so dead la . the exam is on thursday, i am so damn screwed .

my "date" has not reply me . i feel so sad la . dunno why , i not always so emo you know . wtf is going on in my darn head !!! i can easily date someone , but for this particular person it took me much more , more courage , more thinking , more a whole lot of shit . i am so disappointed in myself . venus siew ! you better stop thinking so much , you have 3 more papers to go , the first one will be on the coming tue and you have not prepare any shit . aren't you ashamed of yourself ? please put in more effort unless you wanna repeat this semester is what i keep reminding myself : (

i am still hogging to laptop and refuse to off it . what should i do ? turn off my mediaplayer and plug in my ipod instead ? that a good idea , however it will not be long before i on my tv to watch . i don't have self discipline at all la . that all i guess , i just wanna get all this shit out of my chest and carry on trying to revise . i must speed up on revision !!!! chiong.. chiong..chiong ! will not be online for few days , bet all of you are also studying real hard for the upcoming final exams too . all the best you guys :)

2009-02-12T21:43:00.007+08:00

see my sexy legs . bleah ..muaacks baby ! tiwst , tounge out !decent smile : )

ok , i was like in esprit's fitting room , IMM . ok, did not let the chance to cam whore to slip out of my fingers . hahs. went IMM went mom and grandma . great day out . bought new tops - i love my dearest mom, she paid for all of it .

we headed to crystal jade to have lunch . this few days having delicious and heavy meals !! oh gosh , i am putting on weight but who cares right ? what is important is that I LOVE MY FOOD !! hahs. there were more food ,but i was too busy eating and i forgotten all about the pictures . i am such a greedy pig ..

this chicken is great ! too hungry forgot to snip a picture before eating : ) more chicken . see its us . the freaking place very hard to take picture la . my camera is nearing to kiss the wall la . they are the love of my life ! i love you two !!!!

after such great food we need do some exercise rigth ? we carried on shopping . went to diaso , in this shop each item cost only $2 . does that ring a bell ? the $1.99 shop that was a real hot shot in the past , i think that guy either went bankrupt or he earn so much that he migrated overseas . hahas. okok , after so much of walking and eating i am drained .

what are all these ? you must be wondering too right

this is what its is use for . what a dumb invention .

took mrt back to amk and escorted grandma home . took a short break at her house then mom and i headed home . the tuition girl's getting on my nerves la .don't listen and try to crap her way through out the whole 1 and a half hour . damn it ! i am starting to wonder if i can take up this job to educate a little girl .

here the shit "i "am in : study break has only been a break for me . there was like only a night of revision and the rest were all relaxing . craps , i have yet to done all the revision for maths . and what about OC ? i have yet to even touch the book . tmr is my final chance to get all my studying over and done with . i don't see the point of me setting my exam timetable as my laptop wallpaper . i still go online and blog and watch tv and shop and chit chat on the phone . i am really getting out of hand once in enter poly . i must sleep soon and wake up early to do some revision . i don't wanna repeat any my main modules . hiash , i can only say , venus siew ~ buck up, pull up your socks and jiayou jiayou !!!!!!

** i just dropped the person whom i wanted to date for ages a sms . i have never been so shy in front of a guy la . haish . pray hard that my first time dating someone will be a successful try . ps:hope he will agree on going out for a movie , after my exams i guess :( **

2009-02-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

studying maths last night . hardworking girl : )wad do you all think is on this damn tree ?

diam sum treats . i think that the food is really not bad . today's my first time buying 4D !no hands to take pictures a reflection will also do right ?see this brand ? its from taiwan , my first time trying , i feel that its alright ..

there was nothing much that i did today . woke up ,washed up and headed to my grandma's house and company her to chinatown . we ate diam sum till 2.30pm and went to shop at OG .

oh ya , i "ta bao" like 12 egg tarts . crazy girl i am ! anyway , shopping around was great . shall study tonight if i am not too tired . hahas.

and i still have yet to date YOU* out ! will YOU* be free ? will YOU* be able catch a movie with me ? why am i thinking so much ? do i really want to date YOU* out ? where is your courage venus siew ? what are you afraid of ? rejection ? maybe i think this liking of mine is one sided , and i don't wanna give up on what i want !!! haish .. oh god , pls give me some or even a tiny bit of courage will do .

2009-02-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

haish . what a day today . i mean i was suppose to wake up and study maths you know , but i slept till 11am . so , i washed up and headed to school to hand in the report that i owe tina tan . only today that i came to know that she's only a part timer . i went up and down from block R to block Q . 1st level to 4th level . so much of a hassle . and the conclusion is that she's not in school and will not be coming to school . what a luck right ? without any other choice i gave it to kelvin Roberts . he said there was nothing he could do and it wasn't his problem . sad-ed (i know there's no such word but i just feel like say it . lols) . he reminded about the moral of this incident : hand in your reports in time ! haish . all i can say is that today was totally wasted .

i better study soon , failing final exam is no joke leh . okok , shall not stay online to blog le . wanna concentrate msn-ing my love ones <3

2009-02-08T21:09:00.006+08:00

okok . back here to blog . msn-ing ernest again , oh please my dear bernard don't be jealous just because i think that he's cool la . hahas. okok . i have been chiong-ing for the common test on thurs and fri . haish . here are some pictures when we are mugging , hahas , i still have the mood to cam whore la . lols. i think i have screwed QC , highly likely that i will have to repeat this damn freaking module .

sweet smile babes !
kisses .
bleah.
cam whore !working hard to draw my PFD .mugging..

okok. on Friday night i went my house downstairs to meet alvin . we talked for hours la . he walk me home , i stepped into the house around 3.30am i think . okok , he taught me a magic tick la . hahas. entertaining friend that i've got . but that asshole has not reply my damn sms . wtf is he up to man ? haish , can't be bothered le . screw him la !

went to teach tuition on sat and i saw this real cute eraser that belongs to my tuition girl .can't help it but to snap pictuures of it . lols. i know i am damn lame .

okok , i forgot to say that actually my group have not complete our OC reports . dead piece of shit ! okok .i better chiong the report that we owe tina tan . deadline's 11:59pm today !!!

2009-02-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

can't stay online for long today . i have got to study for my common test tmr - PED . i did revise in school today but i don't think that a pass is good enough . okok . that's all for today , shall rest a few days to study and not blog blog blog . sleep early you guys . all the best for tmr's paper !

2009-02-03T22:48:00.005+08:00

ok today was a short day . went to school for OC lessons. went to mac to grab a bite and we realise the new stall is open ! we have got to try out the food .

this was what we girls had . our verdict : the food's not bad , the price is reasonably cheap comparing to the rest of the stall at mac. however the skills of the employees are not up to standards , they can't even peel a hard boiled egg - there was still small pieces of shells attached on the damn egg . besides the egg problem i think this eatery is worth trying since its 'NEW' in school for now .. hahas .

left school and headed to town . i went to get present for mitch (ex-colleague) and reihana wanted to shop for her mum's present so we kept each other accompanied in a way or another . hahas.

here's me and mitch

group photo at mind's cafe . its us again, actually i only know 3 of them . but the people there are real friendly .just before we left we have one more shot

i am really perplexed by certain things in life . i want to ask someone or anyone in this case. can history ever be too old to be repeated ? how contradictory can a person be ?

i am extremely amazed by how one can ever keep bringing the past incidents back to gossip . isn't gossip suppose to be pipping hot , which also means that its new and not about of the old shit that anyone have heard . taking 2 stands are different from being neutral . to agree and disagree at the same time is completely bullshit . haish . so what can we do when we encounter such stuff ? i am also not too sure, i think i will just uh-uh-uh and smile . but then again , i might not be able to control what's coming out of my mouth when i feel strongly about something . so much for my bullshit and all .

ok , i have yet to find raw data for our QC lab 3 . its been dragging on forever . i wanna get things over and done with . haish . we still owe tina tan OC reports too sia .to be more precise we owe her 2 reports that are not even done . i am in deep shit now , deadline's by this sunday . i am not done with complaining .. i have yet to start revising for PED and QC , its not so much of revision but more of learning and studying as i have not been attending class for ages . i know there's nothing to be proud of , but i am just being honest . okok , better sleep i don't wanna be late for maths tomorrow . sweet dreams boys and girls <3

2009-02-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

today class begins only at 2pm . there was only OC lab . we still owe her lab reports . oh gosh .. better send her asap , i don't wanna repeat any modules man . and i have to print out PED assignments if not i will fail this shit module la . okok . after class i ate at south canteen . took 72 to hougang with reihana , we slack there awhile (which leads to cam whore-ing) then we went our separate ways . today is a freaking short day , this will go on from this week onwards . this is due to common test and exams , i better study and watch too much tv . i am such a tv addict !

saw yewhin at south canteen .he seldom dress so smartly to school . i look so darn huge beside him la !reihana took bus 72 with me , at yio chu kang interchange. oh god , must you really kiss me ?
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2009-02-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

the band! but i must improve my photo taking skills .see, LCD band .. cute neh .. me and alex . shocked to see him there . cam whore .reflection .

went to band concert alone . haish . so lonely lor . took picture with guanhan and david but its such a ugly picture la . hmm , i went home half way through la . i need to do reports and assignments . cos tmr is the deadline . oh gosh .. i better get going , and start finding all my results and do my QC lab report . and i must pass up PED assignment if not highly likely i will have to re-take module . sad case la . ai ya . blog tmr, after i teach tuition ..good nights all ..

2009-01-31T01:23:00.005+08:00

had a really long day today .went to school for PED , so proud of myself that i did not cab to school . although the lesson ended in less than 5mins after i got into the class i am still glad that i took bus to school . went to see albert yong after class to check my PED test paper , how the fuck i got a "D" when i copy august answer ? i think i am really blind lor , can't even copy answer properly . lols .

after lunch in school we went off to slack . went here , went there .. in the end its left with reihana and i . we went to PS to had starbucks . woohoo . slack, chit chat and cam whore .

mrt trip to PScam whore-ingour food and drinks.me with my food, i love eating !in the ladies . bleah&smile :)timer: 3,2,1, cheese !

headed to senkang to meet my primary school friends . we went to my primary school teacher's house to "bai nian" . and this gave us a reason to meet up and slack. so fun to meet up 5 years later and still have so much fun together . we slack out till like close to 1am . cool yea ? doubt none of you all have done that . ok, one of the guy - ernest , he can really dance and he look damn freaking different from primary school . if i were to see him outside i would not be able to recognise him la . i am just super duper happy today . no words can explain or describe the fun i had today . thanks you guy . love you all <3

group photome and zhou lao shi . its the group of us . me,xinrong,lisa,caspia.xinrong,me,lisa,angie,caspia.its the girls again .back view of us !its us with zhou lao shi , as you can see , we really like to take pictures . its a artistic shot of us !girl power once again .fitness corner . with ernest , without caspia . formal shot ? hahas.informal , fun shot !

i am really tired . its 3 in the morning and i am still blogging here and msn-ing ernest . i think he is cool , i might just irritate him each time i see him online . hahas. slp early you guys . my eyes are closing anytime soon . good night :)

2009-01-30T00:05:00.001+08:00

happy birthday jason boy . much misses <3

2009-01-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

went to amk's fish and co. to have late lunch .we completed our report in school's library after OC tutorial .

pictures :

fish and co.

reflections .. bleahs :p

what is the crazy friend of mine doing ? wanna sing with a mop ? lols

day 2 of lunar new year : ma and my sis (nana)playing with the dog at uncle tuck house.see the stunt my uncle did ? its my turn to try !

i shall update more tomorrow as it will be a primary school friends gathering . cool yea . good nights and sweet dreams you guys : )

2009-01-28T00:00:00.008+08:00

have not update my blog for few days due chinese new year craze . hahas. busy busy busy , packing cleaning and more packing and more cleaning . i have tons of pictures to upload .

eve of lunar new year :

its "yu sheng" time . lunch reunion dinner at my home . (only my family)after lunch more packing to be done . i know what i wear is damn crap but its only my uncle's place at toa payoh that i am going.dinner reunion dinner at my uncle's place . (with relatives)
more food . . a fully loaded lift after the reunion dinner , see the how pack is it .
its girl power . taken while daddy went to the carpark . at the carpark after after going to the temple .

day 1 of lunar new year :

we head to mama's house at ang mo kio then ping pong to tampinese then head back to ang mo kio and stayed there till the night ends . long and pleasant day i've had .

daddy and mummy giving angbo .

cute chocolates : )sweet. daddy and mummy sharing chocolate spoon.me eating .. my sis (nana) and i . me and my sis (sabrina)four sisters.at uncle's house in tampinese , with leward boy boy .family picture(mummy side de) : ) the 7 of us . close cousins <3
me and amy.

all arranged by height.. cute yea ?
siew family portrait.candid shot . cheese !

i stop here for now . i am too tired to continue waiting for the freaking pictures to load , its taking forever and i don't have forever here! yawns .. update all my pictures tomorrow . you all wait patiently alright . cos i have much things that i have to clear up . eg : report(sem pro) , reports (oc labs) , study for french exams (which is later in the afternoon) , set a tests (for my tuition girl) , watch my drama (i have 2 series to chiong-hk drama) and blah blah blah ..

2009-01-24T16:27:00.004+08:00

i am getting lazy about blogging . lunar new year is in 2 days . omg , i am not even in the mood . i have not done my SP 6500 words report .

i am watching hongkong drama again , i am only at the first dics , 4th or 5th esp. what a nice show , its about the filthy rich people . nice show .

shall upload the pictures that i took yesterday .

me,reihana,weiting on timer !

me and reihana.footwear ex-change ! my fat legs !me and my sisters .

its my jacket that my little sis is wearing . cutiie pie <3

2009-01-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

21st jan 2009

i am offically sick . haish . did not go for morning class again . i think i might repeat BCS . omg . went for french , and i found out that the final test was in a week time . the teacher gave us huge clues on what must be revised before stepping into the class next wed.

after french i went to meet reihana and tina in the handicap toilet . i know this sounds weird but we met in the toilet and had fun in there , hahas , sounds wrong hor . lols. we cam whore la . since reihana brought her kimonos to school . if she did not lend me to wear , i don't think that ever in my life will i have a chance to try on such cute costume . hahas , the pictures are prove to the amount of fun we had . i really admire myself , even when i am sick i still can play around and cam whore so much ! LMAO ..

turn back and smile : ) do i look nice ? i am forcing out the smile whikle acting cute . reihana is behind . see , they are helping me to wear the kimono .

me,tina,reihana. me, reihana and tina .

me and reihana at pepper lunch . after our meal we went to gelare for ice cream . i had ice-cream cake : )
i enjoy today alot , even if i am sick . hahas. actually i have no idea what the costume i was wearing la . i call it a kimono la . god knows what is the actual name of it . i damn "sua ku" la . hahas. but its kinda cute to see myself in that . so jap , or can i say , i am so act jap . lols ! that's all la . i better take medicine and have my precious rest .

20th jan 2009 .

i went to school at 1040am , and i was too afraid to go in class for tutorial . hahas. luckily reihana pulled me into the class . hahas. my maths test got 14/20 . wth lor . its lousy like shit . i think i can do better than this . buck up venus ! i can't even press the calculator properly la , press also get the wrong answer , i am so careless ..

i must stop cam-whoring during lessons . i am sick , i can't seem to stop sneezing . lucky for me ,there's jianwen's mint sweet . i feel so much better after eating the sweet .

me and reihana in PED class .

about to fall asleep in PED class. joyce reihana and me . smile : ) joyce,reihana and me . twist and bleah :p

good night readers .

2009-01-19T22:24:00.006+08:00

haven been blogging . has been freaking busy la . last week we had presentation and test . what a chaotic week i had been through . okok . shall upload my pictures cos it will refresh my memory then i can blog ma . hahas.

16th jan 2009

sweet from shafina : )me and Jasmine .presentation time .concentrating on reihana's talk . its my turn !model explanation ..skirt ex-change with reihana :)baoping and i <3

me . credits to baoping for this lovely shot .

15th jan 2009

a lunch at pepper lunch . my lunch . its freaking cheap for student price ..

twist and smile .
three of us : ) see the result of studying . . plus eating .. hahas. thanks jinxiong(august) for teaching us . i was in a blank state before you taught me . things were so much better . now i need tons of practice to be ready for common test . thanks again : )

2009-01-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

someone sang me a love song .. aww . how i wish it was for me . it was a great song at the wrong time . it was sang to me in the middle of the night . the guy wrote the song himself . so talented right . hahas , better not let him see this post ! how can venus praise anyone ? lols . how i wish my prince charming will play or sing me a lovely tune .. misses ..

okok . i am so fucking screwed la . i have yet to start on the french role play . arrrggghh .. should i do it today or i do tmr morning ? i am not serious about my grades , am i ? i must pull up the atrocious GPA that i have been obtaining , embarrassment . today maths test wasn't as great as i thought it would be . there were 3questions and i already gotten the middle one wrong due to carelessness . haish . am i really capable enough for this freaking damn course ? i ask myself repeatedly why am i in NYP life science . and the freaking damn school is so far when classes are real short i tend to be too lazy to even go school . it is becoming a habit . i ruining myself semester by semester . things seems to be too relax in poly , i need a push , a real hard one (i don't literally mean pushing me . lol ) .

finally done the BCS report. we are more and more last min now . haish .. why did i say i wanna do the questions ? there are like 6 questions , its so many la . anyway , this teaches me to read carefully before i say wad i wanna do for our lab report . hahas.

done done done . shall take pictures in school tomorrow for the update of my lovely blog . shall stop here , yawns .. sweet dreams : )

2009-01-12T18:04:00.003+08:00

see this retarded picture . and that's not my hand .me and hana at amk de kopitiam . hana and i in lab . kiss kiss . me and joyce . full shot me and joyce . its all three of us on timer .. 3..2..1 . bleahs :p

OMG . my damn maths for o-levels is like shit ! i am so disappointed with myself . haish . mummy is coming back , so glad . but i don't think i can go fetch her from the airport cos i am teaching tuition later at 7.30pm . the girl better behave herself lor . okok . shall stop here . wanna rest awhile before i teach tuition .

2009-01-11T21:25:00.004+08:00

so bored that i will be having school tomorrow again . i better wake up early to study for maths . i am lagging way behind , i must "jia you, jiayou" then can catch up for the lost time . tue there's like PED and maths test . wed there's the damn role play for french which i have yet to start on it . and we have presentation on thurs . omg , what a chaotic week it will be for me . i doubt i will have time to update my blog this few days as the above assignments will be sucking my energy dry and i mean dry .

and i forgot to say , on xiaoting's birthday we chit chat all night long . i really like slacking like that , it will be great if there was drink and potato chips. see this is what best friends should be . we seldom meet up yet we are still so close . i love you both ! meet up soon again babes .. hahas. and here are more of that day's picture .

the delicious cake we bought for our lovely xiaoting <3see. we took opportunity to cam whore while charlotte went to the loo . lols funny faces we've got . lmao.thanks charlotte for helping to take picture . xiaoting look blur . hahs.

self timer . 3..2..1.. act cute ! hahas

better go offline now . all the best for those who are getting o-levels results tomorrow . i will get the dumb e-maths that i re-took even when i got B3 . damn .. and wishing my classmates that re-took english good luck guys ! better go offline .wanna watch tv le . nights guys : )