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Monday, 10 August 2009, 12:32
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the above are the pictures of sem pro final presentation . sweet yea ?
okok . about last night . i did smth really really mean and i feel so bad about it . but do i have a choice ? of cos i do i took the chance and made that choice and now things are beyond repair . was it a right decision i made , i am beginning to doubt myself . i need to tell someone all things , but i am not gonna tell all the kaypo shits out there . i am such a meanie ain't i ? ok, back to my problem : i am going crazy , my mind is filled with all the what ifs , what if this what if that . i know i am not suppose to have all these thoughts but i just cannot control them . den again , i might still be as childish as before . i miss all the good old times back in those days . where things ain't this way . where i could be just me and not put on an act . i now know things which i wished i nv knew , then maybe things would not have gone so bad . such a sticky situation i am in now . come to think about it i have no reason to support my utterly rude and mean behaviour last night . now my guilt is killing me inside . oh god , now i am convincing myself that all this is done for the better someone .......
should i go sch tmr ? i am such a lazy bitch . staying at hm just means more tv and slacking , i am having common test on thurs a day before a b-day . how great yea , at least it before my damn b-day . do i actually have plans on my b-day ? i am not too sure myself . maybe by then i would like to rot at hm and watch tv and maybe do alittle revision for final exams . ok , stopping here , gonna take my brunch now . right after i brush my teeth and wash up . i know i know , i am such a dirty girl , waking about and i go right into blogger and start blogging .
and ..... i am really sorry to.... you know who you are :)
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