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had a pleasent surprise on my birthday . its really nice to have someone to surprise , such a sweet act . yea .. i am 18 years old today . went ssdc and register my driving , must chiong before ssdc move to woodlands . met up with hana and jw to have luch and watch movie . weiting was susspose to join us for lunch before her prac but that sleepy head woke up 12+ . hahas . so we three head on without her . we caught 2:50pm g.i.joe . the movie's pretty great i guess >.<

waited for my sis to come home to bathe then we can head to downtown for a wonderful dinner .. the food there was alright only. daddy and sis was busy so they were not here . will have a full family dinner when we have the time to make up for my b-day .

jw came my house first before going for our movie . anyway , its damn funny la , we were watching chinese news with my mum, the funny part is that he does not understand chinese and he's so quiet . our movie was at 11:30pm , district 9 . omg , this is really not my type of movie , i was quite bored at first . i think i made jw felt really bad as i was bored in that show and it was his idea that we watch it . he wanted to drag me out the cinema . i manage to held on till the end of that movie , i only got interested after 30 mins of the show . to make up for the lousy movie we caught a 2nd movie at about 2am. this movie has no story line at all , i think its quite lame , but in that movie we heard "tingle's" laughter . hahas . its so damn alike ok ..

after the movie we went to meet ben , bought him french fries . which i already ate half as i was waiting for him to come down from his friend's house . all of us headed home at about 5am . that was my wonderful 18th birthday celebration : )

finally back home . highly likely i screwed my papers today . what a present i got myself right ? haish . in 2 hours or so i am turning 18 !!! tmr i have to wake up like damn fucking early to go ssdc to register for driving . luckily i have hana and jianwen to company me . birthday girl to-be , what are my plans ? i have nth in mind yet , but i am having dinner at downtown east with mummy and sisters . other than this i have nth on . someone please surprise me !!! i want smth special this year , smth diff . anyway , i am gonna upoload my b-day pictures later . so nice right ? cos mummy say we are gonna cut my cake at 12am .. awesome !!!! i just love my family <3


shall do pi&c reports soon . 3 more reports to go :(

i am in such deep shit now . i am having 2 papers tmr and here i am blogging . i am so lazy and sleepy . sians . pi&c and a-chem . my god , both modules are like so damn heavy la . den again , maybe its becos i dun attend classes so often for these modules . LOLS !!! dun think i will get enough slp tonight :( anyway , b-day in like 2 more days , on the other hand , i have many undone pi&c reports to hand in . arrrghhhhh .... we are so damn last min cos my b-day is the last submission of the reports . okok . better hit my book now before everything is too late .. nights guys and study hard , rmb take temp before going to exam venue !!!

random-ness :

the above are the pictures of sem pro final presentation . sweet yea ?

okok . about last night . i did smth really really mean and i feel so bad about it . but do i have a choice ? of cos i do i took the chance and made that choice and now things are beyond repair . was it a right decision i made , i am beginning to doubt myself . i need to tell someone all things , but i am not gonna tell all the kaypo shits out there . i am such a meanie ain't i ? ok, back to my problem : i am going crazy , my mind is filled with all the what ifs , what if this what if that . i know i am not suppose to have all these thoughts but i just cannot control them . den again , i might still be as childish as before . i miss all the good old times back in those days . where things ain't this way . where i could be just me and not put on an act . i now know things which i wished i nv knew , then maybe things would not have gone so bad . such a sticky situation i am in now . come to think about it i have no reason to support my utterly rude and mean behaviour last night . now my guilt is killing me inside . oh god , now i am convincing myself that all this is done for the better someone .......

should i go sch tmr ? i am such a lazy bitch . staying at hm just means more tv and slacking , i am having common test on thurs a day before a b-day . how great yea , at least it before my damn b-day . do i actually have plans on my b-day ? i am not too sure myself . maybe by then i would like to rot at hm and watch tv and maybe do alittle revision for final exams . ok , stopping here , gonna take my brunch now . right after i brush my teeth and wash up . i know i know , i am such a dirty girl , waking about and i go right into blogger and start blogging .