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Sunday, 12 July 2009, 14:14
When Death to either shall come -- I pray it be first to me.
Robert Bridges
1844-1930, British Poet
what a insane yet true statement . i am so selfish to have such a thought . i mean , to be left behind by your loved ones is the saddest thing . my grandma's bro - uncle William is kinda sick . but no one knows what is really wrong with him . went to visit him on sat(11/07/09) with mummy and mama . when he came to door i could hardly recognise him not that it has been a long time since i've seen him but he looks totally different . he's so skinny and sickly .
each time thinking about his situation tears just somehow well up in my eyes . it just breaks my heart so much to see him lidat . he's so sick yet no one is by his side . he has children but where the eff are they now ? he did wrong in the past but at this low point to his life i think that his kids would really help get him to pull himself up . he's such a pessimism , he kept saying that he shud just die and not burden ppl around him . when we were at his place "thank-you" were the words that came out of his mouth from time to time . i hope he will pull through this !!! jiayou and take care uncle William ..
this visiting experience allows me to think through in life and about life itself . an important lesson is taught here , no one can ever take a wrong step in life , there will always be a retribution . so you guys better think before you act .
that's all i've got for today and i will update more on what have i done in the past mth when i was too caught up "revising" for common test : )
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