Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic sometimes can just be an illusion.

venus. 18 years old .
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Monday 27 July 2009, 19:32

finally updating . fuck my Internet at home la . cannot load blogger . pissed . must call singtel and complain again . anyway , has been really really busy with skol . deadlines for tons of reports and presentation . haish , plus exams are coming .. i really screwed my common test la . failed like 3 modules out of the 6 i took . omg , things better get better if nt i will have to repeat . i don't want that to happen man. okok , better get going with my sem pro . tmr's the deadline ...





anyway , ytd i have to help ppl do their parts for the report . damn , if you can't do den you shud seek for help earlier . better den pretending you know everything .trying is nt enought ok, you have to get the job done! the report is sort of done now already . this teaches us that we must split the work load according to one's capability . haish ..



here are some random pictures :



















Sunday 19 July 2009, 12:17

17/07/09
drinking session with classmates : )




12/07/09

packing day! i dump all these shoes away la :(

we headed to ding tai feng at tamp to eat ..




28/06/09

belated Celebration for father's day !







Sunday 12 July 2009, 14:14

When Death to either shall come -- I pray it be first to me.

Robert Bridges
1844-1930, British Poet



what a insane yet true statement . i am so selfish to have such a thought . i mean , to be left behind by your loved ones is the saddest thing . my grandma's bro - uncle William is kinda sick . but no one knows what is really wrong with him . went to visit him on sat(11/07/09) with mummy and mama . when he came to door i could hardly recognise him not that it has been a long time since i've seen him but he looks totally different . he's so skinny and sickly .



each time thinking about his situation tears just somehow well up in my eyes . it just breaks my heart so much to see him lidat . he's so sick yet no one is by his side . he has children but where the eff are they now ? he did wrong in the past but at this low point to his life i think that his kids would really help get him to pull himself up . he's such a pessimism , he kept saying that he shud just die and not burden ppl around him . when we were at his place "thank-you" were the words that came out of his mouth from time to time . i hope he will pull through this !!! jiayou and take care uncle William ..



this visiting experience allows me to think through in life and about life itself . an important lesson is taught here , no one can ever take a wrong step in life , there will always be a retribution . so you guys better think before you act .




that's all i've got for today and i will update more on what have i done in the past mth when i was too caught up "revising" for common test : )




Monday 6 July 2009, 09:12

i think its kinda crazy for me to be online now when i am susspose to be revising for my common test tmr . oh god, nth seems to ring a bell . things don't seem to get into my head. even all the rs i did that day , which was fri (3/07/09) . damn.. i am going nuts .. so stressed out , maths and rs on the same day . is this gonna be a lesson to teach me to pre-prepare for the exams ? when will i learn to study before exams ?
will get back to my work now , before everything's too late ..