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Friday, 13 February 2009, 13:36
i am suppose to be mugging now . but i am so bored !! i cannot concentrate , my mind is drifting to neverland .. plus when i do OC i think i suck la . i cannot even answer mcq questions . my goodness , what were you doing in class venus ? haish , basic stuff i must also flip OC lecture notes to check if i am right or wrong . i am so weak la . i called jinxiong to ask about the first question on lecture 9's tutorial . damn , only now that i know that i know nuts about "ketone" and all other shit form OC .... so dead la . the exam is on thursday, i am so damn screwed .
my "date" has not reply me . i feel so sad la . dunno why , i not always so emo you know . wtf is going on in my darn head !!! i can easily date someone , but for this particular person it took me much more , more courage , more thinking , more a whole lot of shit . i am so disappointed in myself . venus siew ! you better stop thinking so much , you have 3 more papers to go , the first one will be on the coming tue and you have not prepare any shit . aren't you ashamed of yourself ? please put in more effort unless you wanna repeat this semester is what i keep reminding myself : (
i am still hogging to laptop and refuse to off it . what should i do ? turn off my mediaplayer and plug in my ipod instead ? that a good idea , however it will not be long before i on my tv to watch . i don't have self discipline at all la . that all i guess , i just wanna get all this shit out of my chest and carry on trying to revise . i must speed up on revision !!!! chiong.. chiong..chiong ! will not be online for few days , bet all of you are also studying real hard for the upcoming final exams too . all the best you guys :)
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