Love can sometimes be magic.
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venus. 18 years old .
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Friday 31 October 2008, 10:33
in class now . its albert yong's lesson . oh mine , i skipped the BCS tutorial this morning and was late for PED . i just realise that i have yet been in this lecture since school start . i am just wondering how long have school been re-0pen ? i am going MIA in school . freaking hell . i miss like half week of school this week . i took my chances to slack at home . i watched two movies (dvd) yesterday after my o-levels maths paper2 .hmm. this class is killing me . i am not even listening , i was reading a new book that i borrowed . the book's is kinda crap . maybe its because it has been a long while since i have read a book . the book i am reading now is like confusing . the story is jumping here and there , plus its taking place around stalin's time . remember the great communist ? lols.
msn david and he seems the saem . he is still into web cam . that idiot still does not reply when you don't accept his dumb web cam request . i miss him sia ? have not spoke to him quite a while except for that time about the gifts i bought from hongkong . his hair seems to be in better shape man . hahahs.
omg . i am like having semestral project later . and we have to do some presentation , and i am all alone . reihana is still at japan while tina has some band concert thingy today . oh shit . i have to do all by myself . pray that i don't get myself into any shit later on .
i think that albert's lesson is about to end le . yea ! gotta chiong the sem pro during the damn break .
Wednesday 29 October 2008, 14:19
at home today . i think i need to go and take a mc today . since i never go school . i am such a slacker nowadays . i am starting to dislike going to school . oh my , my back pain is worst then ever. anyway , i will be having e-maths paper tomorrow . hope i will do well enough to get my A . and this morning i went to unclé's sam shop to do maths i met his other private student . i am not trying to be mean or what . but paper one was so freaking easy la . i felt that its much simpler then last year . and the other private student told uncle sam the paper was damn hard and she left many blanks .must get a french curve later . and i better remember to bring the mathematical set into the exam tomorrow . ok , need to go poly clinic to see doc for my terrible backache le .will update tomorrow , as tonight i am giving tuition and i hav gotta study a bit more for the damn o-levels maths . jia you venus ! you can do it : )
Tuesday 28 October 2008, 19:29
finally got time to update this damn blog of mine . was busy with : hong kong trip, re-take o-levels e.maths, and most importantly school . school's killing me , what's more is that i am lagging behind as i went to hongkong when school started . lols.did not really but much things as hongkong is going to change season , changing to winter. if i am going to buy any clothing back i think i might get a heat stroke wearing winter wear in singapore . hahas.
school is not the same anymore . more and more politics are surfacing . taking my stand so soon . is that a right decision ? i mean its better to have friends then enemies right ? comments are to be kept to myself . oh ya , its been a long while since we went to play pool or exercise . when can we have it ? as soon as reihana comes back from japan okay ? anyway , reihana this is for you : jian wen thinks that his mornings are different without you .
gave out all the things i have bought for all my friends , food and more food is what i gave . oh ya . everyone said thanks except david and guanhan . what self centered people they are . i gave that guanhan things he actually shared . i know its nice of hime to do so . but.. somewhat i feel kinda disappointed by that gesture . why am i behaving like this ? i am turning into such a narrow hearted person . help need to re-set my horrible and selfish mindset.
jasper went overseas for NS training . hope he gets me something man . anyway , i made a request for him to help me get "black label" , uncle sam's birthday is coming soon . bet he will love the present man .
let me think.. what else is there for me to blog ? i shall have a summary of what is there for me to do .
*studying last min for o-levels (its my final struggle)
*will bring "ah ying " to catch a movie on thrus - sing to the dawn
*will update all the pictures(hk trip) tomorrow in school .
*will update blog as often as i can :)
Tuesday 14 October 2008, 10:33
fuck !!!! why am i so dumb ? rush to school and lost my phone . its not worth it at all la . damn it . its a brand new phone man . the lecture ended like 20 mins after i come . waste money , lost my phone what a deal . remind me . i have gotta go online de forum and bitch about the damn lousy service of "trans cab " . fuck it man .
Monday 6 October 2008, 12:03
baoping came to my house to see if any of my clothes or shoes fit her . we chit chat , and ate lunch at my place . haish , what a skinny girl she is , NONE and i mean none of my damn clothes can fit her . its just too bad babe .went to sing K at hougang CC there . i don't even know in a CC also have K la . plus its damn cheap , in addition baoping bf can ask for more discount man . cool right . so shy to sing la , course i don't know her bf well ma .
its 3 plus already . where is tina ?? she is suppose to go for some shit product training in town de la . she will be damn late .she called and we met .
tina : hey , i reached the CC already.
me:ok,coming down . omg its raining so heavily .
tina:yea, i need to go for product training at somerset . i will be damn late la . actually i don't feel like going at all lor , but no choice .
me:hahas. no worries man . i help you call the company and "ëxplain"to them . *called the office but no answer * its ok la . just give me the francis guy number .
tina: 9******* . say that my phone no money hor .
me: ok la . don't worry . i am damn good at this de la . *the line is connected , but the man took longer then usual to answer , finally picked up * hello, i am venus ar , my friend tina is not feeling well , plus her phone has no money liao , so i am calling to inform you that she is unable to make it for the product training . bye bye. see its done , don't have to go for that shit . its raining so heavily where can you go sia ? join me and my friends la .
tina : don't want la . damn pai seh la . i also don't know them .
me: nvm la . just come along .
tina finally agree to join in . she has never been to K before la . anyway , she can sing chinese songs .
omg , i wonder who kept saying that the kpool auntie is a cheena fuck ? lols. i must say , tina songs damn sweet while she's singing . hahas.
oh ya . i am forced to say this . THANKS VINOD FOR TALKING TO ME TILL ALMOST 1.30AM . you are a nice guy alright . if there were presents from you then you will be prefect le . hahas. okok . stop here . btw, will upload the pictures next time , something is bloody working with my damn laptop la . cannot connect to internet . damn it !
Sunday 5 October 2008, 23:28
has been damn lazy to blog la . anyway , yesterday finally got in contact with my precious baoping . so happy , we are going out tomorrow . she's coming to my place to see something first . and we might watch movie tomorrow .back to today , i did not sign line today again . omg , what if the phone i want goes out of stock again ? i am that sway ? lols. better go get the damn line tomorrow before i go tuition . so i will be meeting mummy at tamp in the evening ?
suddenly think of mr vinod . when will he be back ? hahas, i don't know . anyway . school's starting and i think i should get the lectures notes earlier man . but , i am too lazy to even go check out the timetable that is out . lols. ai ya , i have a bunch of very "on" friends that will update me soon about school right ? i hope ... if not i will be calling weiting to ask a day before school re-opens .
my dad is hopping mad now . my sisters calculators both went missing , and they have end of year exams tomorrow. wth , they are only looking for calculator so late at night . my sister also quite dumb la . lost calculator so long ago and never tell anyone . i really doubt she did study for the past term and most importantly for this final exam .she is really doing badly in school plus she's not behaving . i tried to argue with my dad to help my sis , but instead i was lectured to watch my attitude . haven see my dad so mad in years . wonder what has gotten into him ? i know that my sis is the naughty one , but he don't have to be so fierce la .when i saw both my sisters cried i felt so helpless . why why why ? what's going on nowadays ? better talk my sister into behaving herself . pray that she will do well in her end of year and get into the top sec2 class and not mix with the black sheeps in sigalp .
okok. sms jasper to tell him what happened at home , he replying me damn slowly la . i think he's about to sleep soon le ba . okok , wonder when will i be talking to mr manager(christ)??? alan invited us to go to his house on the 28th oct . i am quite interested la . the stupid christ shows no interest la . come to think about it i must really think twice lor . alan is staying so damn far la . JURONG !!! omg . the mrt journey will kill me .. hahas. will see how things go by then .
oh ya . i am like blogging with the new desktop of mine . i think something wrong with my damn laptop man . don't seem to connect to wireless internet . damn damn damn . better check it out soon . have to wake up early tomorrow . gotta go sam there study maths. re-taking the dumb o-levels , i am so insane to re-take . stupid me . okok . wanna sleep soon le , good night and sweet dreams you guys : )
Saturday 4 October 2008, 01:01
today was crap la . i watch dvds .. "made of honour" and "money not enough 2" . damn nice la . okok . now i get what christ has been trying to tell me all this while about the movie . hahas.went to jurong to return time card , t-shirt and some damn papers la . headed to city plaza to get somethings . omg . blogshop isn't selling anything , i wonder why man ?? anyway , some bags have been place on my blogshop .
my sister's friend wanted to get the hoodie from me . and guess what , she tried to bargain . i already give discount le lor . wth la . cannot be bothered le la . if she really wants to buy then she will get it de la . let things be ba . hahas
sleeping soon . after my "yu le bai fen bai " .. sweet dreams .
Thursday 2 October 2008, 00:46
happy birthday ben ! will get you a present soon man . Wednesday 1 October 2008, 10:43
hari raya holiday is here !!i did nothing except watch my hongkong drama . hahas. at night spoke to alan and christ . alan wanna call us back but he didn't . guess he forgot all about christ and i once he went to eat supper . lols. christ and i talk talk talk till 2.30am . we just talk crap la . mr manager ! hahas. he kept talking about "money not enough 2 " , about "manyzer" lols.
christ is a damn funny guy . he is like a magnet , attracting so many girls . what a playboy la . but nowadays de girls also more daring la . asking guys to date them out . i don't think i will ever have the courage to do such stuff unless the guy is a friend . haish , i have no rights to comment on anyone . just hope that the girl that has been pestering chirst will stop course he seems to be kinda sick and tired about the repetition of events over and over again . good luck Christopher.