Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic sometimes can just be an illusion.
venus. 18 years old .
(: béat fille =)
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Tuesday 30 September 2008, 21:34
went back to get pay from the damn telemarketing company . sian . called christ while i was downstairs . he said there was new guys . lols . he claim there's a new guy at office quote hasndsome . he sais that the handsome guy dressing was rugged-formal . i was like , how can this combination work ? lols. i asked if he could describe how the handsome guy dress then his reply was so damn shocking la . his answer : like how i dress lor . oh my god . how did our christ turned so bhb ?lols. went up to collect money , wth , calculate worngly ? missing a day's pay sia . haish . saw alan and bibi plus the rest , i will miss you all . anyway , alan asked if i was going clubbing as i dress very nice . hello , i am underage la . i am only 17 years old man , lols.
okok, talked to christ awahile , he had to rush to work le la . okok . went shopping with nana . bought dress and shorts . saw a crazy fella on the damn mrt la . he kept saying out loudly , telling people to squeeze and not spread . wth la . my sis and i just kept "am chio" lor . hahas. up date soon .
Monday 29 September 2008, 10:55
i had the weirdest dream. i dreamt about you , or can i say us ??? i mean out of so many people, things why you you you ??? i always have the concept that "out of sight equals out of mind " , i guess i am totally wrong man . damn damn damn ..omg . can you believe it ? i watch my drama till 4 plus in the morning . but its a damn good show . its was a great recommendation from my dear boy , jason , thanks alot man , love ya . the show was so touching la .i cried as if i was going through a break up . hahas . gotta slp le . sweet dreams you all :)
Sunday 28 September 2008, 22:35
went to work at amk de guardian . today there were more promoters and there was also the phamramist . was late for work , but i can't be bothered la .went to eat with auntie irene , karen and meiling(pharmamist). they all are really nice la . i ate been hoon , the stall auntie gave so much sia , plus its damn cheap lor . okok. went back to my sit and there was a cup of soya bean . isn't auntie irene nice ? she help me to buy drink, i pay her the money back but she refused to take , she kept insisting to treat me . thanks auntie irene :)
after lunch we went back to the boring guardian . soon after .. there was this mad man coming into the store . crazy fella la, he wanted to buy the rubber for the umbralla-cum- walking stick , he claimed that it was junction8 de guardian say amk de guardian have the dumb rubber . wth lor . the mad man had very bad attitude , he's damn rude to our pharmatist la . haish , say dun like meiling attitude . wtf la . unreasonable crazy old man .
after the damn man left . meiling broke into tears la . poor girl la . so unlucky to meet such a bloody Fuck la . okok . that's all that took place today . tomorrow will be a boring day for me man .
Friday 26 September 2008, 21:43
i bought a ipod classic (silver) . thanks mummy for paying for me. i am gonna return the money once i get my damn pay . love you lots mummy !Wednesday 24 September 2008, 19:55
today is my last day at work la . was late for work did my job . time's crawling la . finally its break went to have "branch" with Christ la . i went to buy "teh bing " that's less sweet. so i told the man . "teh bing " less sugar , when the words came out , i totally embarrassed myself . the man told me that "teh bing " is less milk not less sugar . i was stunted and i only could laugh like and idiot . lols.took two straws and went back to my sit . Christ did not want any drink la . he saw my two straws and his reaction was damn thick skin la . he was like " wa, take two straws ar.. wanna share the drink with me huh ? " lols. what a joke .
back in the damn office again . we both kena scolded by the boss mum la . we call her auntie . damn it la . last day le still kena all this shit . anyway , after work i did not take pictures with the people at work course we are gonna meet soon to collect the bloody pay too . hahas. see you all soon , my dear friends.
went to tuition , however they actually wanted to cancel the tuition course the boy boy is not feeling well . omg . i feel damn bad , course my hp de battery flat then tuition still have to go on .
Tuesday 23 September 2008, 23:45
went out today . failed to meet yating but met jasper for a drink . was almost drunk la . hahas. okok . quickly i rushed to meet mummy to sign the line to get me a new phone .
wth , the damn phone is put of stock . all the singtel store has run out of the phone i want . why is this happening ??? omg . late already .
rush to city hall to meet the clique for dinner . we ate at marina square' food court . the food is okay only la . but the scenery was great la .
went off earlier like usual , with reihana . we both walked around awhile and went off to get "burger king" for her family . anyway , the "burger king " there is so empty la . took picture with reihana . so glad to have pictures taken , if not my blog will be just filled with words . hahas.
11:26
fuck la . i am like fired ! wtf . how how how could this happen ? this is just damn crap la . i received an sms at 10:38:59am saying that they have terminated my service and tomorrow will be last day . this is so humiliating la . never was i fired , this is the first and will be the last . only i fire the company NOT the company fire me . like what vinod says : take this as an experience . i told mummy too , say just laugh and tell me take it as a break la . hahas. there's really a first time for everything . lols. later need go paya lebar to change something and meet yating . then at night going to upgrade mio plan and get new phone . yea !!! hahas. might meet poly clique if reihana is coming along . anyway . i better go bathe and get ready le la . update later if there are pictures to upload .
Sunday 21 September 2008, 21:55
http://impeccable-fashion.blogspot.com its my blogshop new link ! still in the process of up loading all my clothes . anyway , today was my last day at parkway's guardian . i took every one's number . the promoter for soap, promoter for some facial product , the promoter who i say is quite handsome . hahas . nice people . i will miss you all .
oh ya , we have confirm that we will be meeting on tueday . vinod will confirm with you all again la . reihana , get back to me yea , wanna tell you about our clique's date out is on the coming tuesday evening .
mummy ask me to go hk with "mama" they all . but i say its suppose to be a family thing . all ah ying fault la . haish . got exams , then mummy say dun wanna leave her alone . haish . mummy say i go hk so that can take care of meimei they all la . sians . but i can go shopping with "xiaogu" la . yea ? i don't know why i don't feel happy at all la .
ok la . wanna go do my stupid blog shop de thing le . sians . hope i am able to have my beauty sleep tonight . view it ok .
Saturday 20 September 2008, 23:45
today went to work at parkway guardian. the people there are great . there's a guy quite handsome la , but too bad his complexion not that good . he's in uni (NUS) year 2 liao lor . the aunties are also damn nice la . all just talk talk talk and the time fly fly fly . yea ! i gave out almost all the free gift . but all the people who took are working in guardian too , lols. i realise that people working at guardian looks damn young la . example the lady pharmacist, and the 26 years old lady don't promote what brand de la, all i know is that she's a full timer. hahas. ]zheyang came and fetch me home . awww, that's real sweet of him . his a great catch , but too bad i don't feel for him . toook bus 15 then change to bus 89 to get home . went to west plaza to get my dinner . i ordered bubble tea le den went to buy "mee pok". i think i am influenced by mr vinod la . "mek pok" craze. lols. oh ya , back to my dinner . after i bought "meek pok" i went back to pay for my bubble tea . oh man , there are afew people queueing up to buy bubble tea , so i went to the counter to make payments for my green apple green tea la . you will not believe what took place . this malay couple was damn ass hole la . the guy said in very rude tone :" excuse me , we haven made order la! " . wtf right . i stared at him and told him that my order its already done i just wanna make the payments la . damn it la . he should feel damn "pai seh" lor. please lor .. who want to cut your damn queue la . pissed off .
after getting dinner . zheyang went home with me . while i was eating "mee pok" and he was eating chocolate waffle . our eyes could not leave the tv la . its was "jackie wu's " show la . freaking funny . i kept laughing . before 10pm zheyang left my house le la . i feel damn bad to make him company me home to eat dinner la . but what is done is done . all i can sat now is a big fat THANK YOU !
okok . uploaded some of the clothes on the damn blogshop le la . you all can go take a peek at it le . hahas . need to sleep soon , tomorrow still have to go for interview .
Friday 19 September 2008, 02:21
i think setting up a blogshop wasn't as easy as i thought it was . i have got too many pictures to load man . and i went to get more clothes today . anyway , my blog will be up soon .. i hope . hmmm, i will carry on uploading the pictures tomorrow . *yawans*haish . its 2plus in the morning and here i am typing . i will change the damn dat of my blog entry .yawns , i think i better get some sleep course i will be going to work tomorrow at parkway parade.
vinod , you take care yea . drink more water and have more rest man . jiayou venus !!! tomorrow working .. going late and leaving early. plus i have to go the stupid office in the morning la . for some ass training . waste My time plus i will not be paid . what a cock company la . CB ! good nights you all . sweet dreams my friends : )
Thursday 18 September 2008, 23:50
happy birthday guanhan ! miss you lots baby .
work was crap la . the stupid manger - MR.J is treating like students la . late 5 mins we must stay back for half am hour . late more than 10 mins then we must stay back for an hour . its all bullshit man . anyway , i met alan at the traffic light outside the mat station . guess what . we are both late . lols. went into office like normal days , we pretended as if nothing took place and carry on working as usual . oh my god , i was so blur that cathy called me blur queen in the office . my results for the day was good . hop that the people will come and my commission will be good ! yea, here comes the climax of the day la : after work alan and i saw cathy and christ smoking downstairs with radin and the other malay girl . then we began to gossip about MR.J . the malay girl suddenly blare out that chirst name is also on the board. what the fark la . christ was only late for bloody two mins la. damn that gay J !
went to meet xiaoting at tamp to have dinner since she has to eat outside . we ate the fish soup noodles .next we headed to charlotte's house to see her . hmmmm, we cam whore and chit chat alot . i showed charlotte and xiaoting the clothes that i am about to sell . xiaoting will be my first customer man . i love you babe .thank you so much ! anyway, charlotte ng !!! i brought your tights la . its in my damn bag . i just forgot to take out . and you also forgot to remind me .
nah .. here are some of our CRAZY pictures :
i promise the blog shop will be up by today . so sorry to keep you all to be waiting ..
Tuesday 16 September 2008, 22:01
i've sort of done up a damn blogshop le . YEA !!! if you are interested please link my blogshop ** http://indulgeyouself.blogspot.com ** dresses are all brand new . most are similar to those that are sold on live journals . some prices maybe more expensive due the band of the clothing .
so don't wait , view and purchase . there will be discounts for more purchases. i mean if there's a bargain and you don't get it then you will be missing out such a fantastic offer.
okok. i will continue to do the damn blogshop . you all can start viewing tomorrow .. enjoy viewing :)
13:56
have not been updating . was too busy with work , i am like have 3 jobs la - telemarketing , tuition teacher, promoter. i've packed my schedule so tightly . i need a time slot for myself to breath .i skipped work today . woke up and was too lazy to go work , plus my voice its kinda coarse . haish , wanted to call mr jay to tell him but then i don't have his number .
oh ya . i saw afiqah yesterday night . omg , we can't stop talking . talked about primary school, secondary school and my poly friends and happenings . i miss them , we should get together and hang out soon yea . luckily vinod called me , if not i think we would have talked till next morning . hahas. i am going out awhile lor. i am like going to sell things soon man . i always say that but it does not seems to be happening due to my laziness la .
can blogshop really make money ? i mean my things are all brand new . will be selling dress and bags real soon . so yea , will try selling stuffs on blog .. ok , will be going out soon le .
Saturday 13 September 2008, 21:07
fuck that CCB auntie at giant la . NB la , so what if i come late leave early ? its none of your god damn business right ? don't be such a kaypo CB . keep tsk tsk tsk me for what ? alien woman , i will not be nice and friendly to you anymore la . you want you can go complain for all i care la . i have learn that it does not pay being a nice little girl . fuck it la .today i finally got to know the true meaning of a bimbo . the two pretty girls are either dumb or they do not have brains, or simply have no general knowledge at all (and i mean AT ALL) . i was about to leave and i saw the two girls and a guy walked towards where i stand . so i move aside . you wouldn't believe what i hear .
dumb girl (1)took up a deodorant and said : wa, new product , this is for the hair one right ?
dumb girl(2) : i think so la (she then try to open the damn deodorant)
i just "am chio" and leave the place . what a dumb conversation . my golden advise to you all out there when in doubt, look intelligent . hahas,this way things will never go wrong.
Friday 12 September 2008, 21:21
haish , i am kinda sick of working le la . somehow feel so tired working .. think of the money venus , don't give up !weiting sms me this morning . promo suck la . never check properly then ask promoters to go down. wasted weiting's money and time . auntie jenny also very cute la . cannot contact tina then call me . she calls tina and there wasn't any reply what makes her think that tina will reply me ? lols. anyway, today i went home damn early , i know that i am a slacker . i saw a miss call from promo , but don't care la . will be meeting mummy at tamp .
okok . i went off early just to get mooncake for ben la plus 2 more boxes for home .when i got home , i called ben to tell him that i bought him mooncake he was like :" wth you really buy huh ?" i was like :"duh !"
he wanted to come my house to get it course he will be going out till very late and tomorrow he have chalet. so i told him get it from me on sunday la .
my dear classmates and lecture mates, when can we go out ? i mean i am damn busy with work . i only have tue and thurs evening free .. and next week i will be going out with charlotte and xiaoting . anyway, vinod will not be free next week too . and he says he wanna go out together before he goes japan . and jianwen's back from taiwan without any presents for us *awww* . hahas. i should better be get going le . my sis coming back and she will be getting meepok for me . yiipee, more food for me . fat fatter fattest, this is the route i am heading to.. lols
gotta work tomorrow at the damn giant . i love the staffs there . ester, kumah,may,xiaochun,all the aunties. after this week there is like two more weeks at giant man. jiayou jiayou , you can do it venus : )
Thursday 11 September 2008, 20:41
fuck la . no matter how big is my font it can never express the anger that's in me . damn . i was talking to vinod when the whole truth came to light . actually the telemarketing shit its kinda a scam la . what turn ups per day . never explain the whole thing clearly la . damn it wasted this three days on nothing . now i know what can i do to get more commission le la . just tell all the customer come on one day . den i can get commission until i die . anger caused me to be on the verge of my tears . haish .wth , there's online 10 person online at this hour . i miss all my friends la . and ben has yet help me buy the chocolates that are ment for my boy and david.. hmmm . wanted to blog yesterday but i fell asleep damn early la . lols.
yesterday: there was like this new guy , he's jackie, ex-nyp student . damn funny la . the whole thing was like this ..
bibi wanted him to practise talking on the phone . so bibi call him on his extension. they were just few tables away from each other only la . i was being caught in the middle and i heard the whole conversation loud and clear . its like a pretend game , one pretend to be the customer while the other be the telemarketer . what a sence .
jackie:hi, good afternoon . i am calling from ..blah blah blah blah ....
bibi:oh, so what offers do you all have ?
jackie:we have facial and body slimming
bibi:ai ya , free is it ?
jackie:it is a complimentary treatment , but in short its free .
bibi:ok, help me make an appointment
jackie:thank you so much , i hope you will enjoy you visit at our center .
*the conversation was sort of like that la . i did not remember word for word . lols.
i am like meeting all kinds of people in the telemarketing line . once i call this guy and he gave a damn funny reply . is was like:"i think i got the wrong line , bye" . please la , i was the one that call the guy , not him calling me ma . what a weird guy the guy is man ..
oh ya , i went shopping at city plaza la . the things there quality better then bugis street de la, the things also look better . spend almost $100 in a shop . how crazy can i get ? but i love what i bought . i am thinking when i can i wear the beautiful clothes i bought le la . i bought 3 dresses , 1 hoodie, 1 belt ..
tomorrow will not be going the telemarketing shit . will be working at tamp giant . yea . gotta sleep early . i miss going out with my friends .
Tuesday 9 September 2008, 23:39
went to the telemarketing job . oh boy , i keep taking cab to work. don't even know if all the money i earn can cover the cost of cabbing . lolsok. the people at the office were nice but not friendly man . i've not made any friends yet . how can it be ? i mean i am a nice and friendly right ? haish . so lazy to go online , but i still have to update my blog course i don't have time to bond with my friends , no time to meet and chit chat.so my friends can find out what am i up to these days through my blog .
anyway, back to my job. i clinched 4 turn ups today . its pretty good . good job venus , jia you jiayou .
a conversation after work :
supervisor: so how is the job ?
me:ok lor.
supervisor: you did pretty well. see, you did better then the guy that came yesterday.
me: hahas. this job is "heng" "sway" de leh.
supervisor: true la . luck plays only like 10% only, the rest is how you speak to convince them .
me:lols. this job is killing me . sit until my butt rot sia . hahas
supervisor:for you i will get cushions .
damn lame right ? i think i am a good telemarketer la . if not why will he do that hor . lols. i know its damn thick skin of me to say all this . but i don't care . i think i am kinda proud of myself as i never tried telemarketing and today its a sweet start .
okok. gina sms me to offer jobs. how sweet of her to still remember me. awww, $70/day ,10am-9pm. its like $7/hr lor . hahas. ok la . lucky she sms me . if not i will just lost a friend like that . its just a reminder that i lost my damn phone . mummy was asking when i wanna get a new phone . course she wanna sign on singtel mio plan . awww.. mummy's so sweet , i love mummy the most !!!!
er ... i wanna sleep as soon as possible . i have got to meet yating tomorrow morning 10am. wow, that's damn early. and what can i do for tuition tomorrow ??? the little boy's lessons are getting on my nerves , i am out of ideas . help me , enlighten me !
good nights ..
Monday 8 September 2008, 17:18
went for the interview le . i mean i was like damn late so took cab . waste money la . $15 plus lor . hahas.faster faster faster rush home . forgot its daddy's birthday today la . mummy say we going to tamp de cartel to eat . maybe share the cost with mummy since i am working and i have money .
hahas. haven eaten lunch so made lunch for myself .. bread with butter plus ham plus cheese plus a pinch of sugar . what a combination . i love it .
pictures:
so bored.. end up did not go for dinner with my family . haish . took cab to tuition . came back and mummy bought me KFC.. yea , supper for me . hmmm, gotta return the uni form and things from dreamzworks.. haish , after that i have that have to go work .ai ya , wanna eat my KFC le . update tomorrow.
Sunday 7 September 2008, 21:53
went to work late today . today i was working with tina . its damn slack . its more slack then then the past two days. hahas. we talk talk talk , the time fly fly fly . its time to go home already . we left early too man .tomorrow i have got interview . telemarketing job . good pay la . $7/hr and there will still be commission . anyway , gotta buy mooncake for ben , buy chocolate for david , and for my dear boy - wallet and chocolates . its a birthday present for them. bit for ben de la , ben de is just that i said before that i will buy for you de lor , see i never lie la .
okok . now talking to jasper. sian . he keep asking me if i had eaten already . lols. damn funny .hahas
okok . wanna off laptop le . that stupid eric better contact me as soon as possible because i have very important things to talk to you about .
Saturday 6 September 2008, 21:30
went to work with nadine . miss her so much . we chat our time away . hahas. slackers . wen left early ..
met zheyang for movie . "make it happen" . thanks boy for accompanying me . i was almost later for the movie. it was raining heavily, wanted to cab there but there wasn't any cab . hahas. got home almost 12am .
went to get supper, bought 2 packets of fish ball noodles , i assume my sis will be watching tv but was wrong. so i ended up eating both packets, bloated . hahas.
Friday 5 September 2008, 20:46
thanks karimah for helping me work today . hahs. had so much fun talking about the old times . karimah was fasting while i was starving . lols . was rushing her and there the whole of toady . tomorrow will be a long day . most likely might go movies with zheyang . i mean i have always wanted to watch " forgetting sarah marshall" but no one wants to watch it with me .lols. thanks zheyang , love of love my dear boy : )
wanna watch my drama again , update tomorrow after work .
Thursday 4 September 2008, 18:19
eat
drink
watch tv
cam whore..
all this is what i do all day . damn boring . almost kena dua sia , when i was about to leave the house then the office called and say they change the date of the training to tomorrow morning . luckily i have not left my house lor . if not i would have cursed and swear . hmmm. so tomorrow after the damn training then have to rush to work . haish , tomorrow would be a hectic day for me . venus, jiayou. earn more money and this time round i must save ...
12:13
I GOT THIS DAMN JOB THAT PAYS $7/HR , PLUS COMMISSION . how great can this job be ? wondering how true is it that the targets are reachable ? hmmmm. no harm trying la . i mean telemarketing is not that bad right ? ranford is doing it , and he's doing well so how hard can it be ? i think its better that i just go for the interview and get this job and just earn money for the time being . i must chiong .. save money ..
okok. i have an announcement . TINA !!!! call me as soon as possible okay ! i sort of found a job for you . at tamp giant , promoter. i will be at the outlet with you . course i have another product to promote. its Friday , Saturday and Sunday (12pm to 8pm) . but i think we can ..... call me and i will tell you the secret : )
Wednesday 3 September 2008, 23:40
today kena scam for some shit interview . damn it ,i took cab there man . wasted my money la ! its some MLM shit, venture era. haish . i better get a job soon sia . i wanna make more money and save it all . hahas.anyway, when i was back on bus 358. i saw marvin . oh my god .i miss you so much man . hahas. he still look as cute as ever . lols. he walk me home . he still remembered where i stay , so thoughtful. but we ended up at west plaza buying waffel. good luck for you exams man ! jiayou jiayou ..
my auntie and cousins came to my house at around 5pm. she damn kaypo la . see see my msn , but i don't care la , just carry on typing la . hahas. dinner was great , yet i have not eaten . rush to tuition at bedok at 7pm. okok . was waiting for the damn bus 58, so long lor . while waiting , suddenly heavy down pour . sian .
was like 5 mins late for the tuition. the little boy's daddy is home . he asked me a whole lot of crap . haish . wemt home damn late course of rain , plus james's mummy offered me mooncake and milo. so nice right ? hahas. tuition teacher is a good source of income and you get to eat and drink . hahas. sounds damn lame rights ? hahas.
the pictures will prove how bored i was today !
PICTURES :
me,nico,jami,sa sa
me and ah ying
me and sa sa 
think think thinking
spects or not ?
cherry tomatoes are my favourite ! 
smiles :)
bored bored bored.. 
sweet smile 
say cheese 
only you can make me laugh like this . i miss you and talking to you<3
Tuesday 2 September 2008, 22:31
i was talking to vinod till 1am like that last night . i seldom talk to schoolmates over the phone for such a long time . he's the first . hahaswoke up 12pm like that .. oh boy, later for the interview at jurong . anyway, when i was waiting for cab someone called me . ask me go down for some interview . hmmm, wonder how they get my damn number la . lols. ok, at lest i get a week day job soon , hope that they are paying good too .
met xiaoting , jinyong and kelvin to buy jingting's present . wondering why am i buying her a present ? we are not close friends , hmmm , whatever la . bought le, hope she likes it . hahas. after that we wanted to play pool but don't bugis where have pool lor . next, we headed to the arcade. all four of us play some lame childish shit game . hahas.
home and cam whore with my web cam . boring, tomorrow i've got interview and i still have to give the little boy tuition . sian ..
the pictures :
this was what i wore put today
ah ying and me :) i love you .
rude me :) 
sweet kisses <3
hair all tied up 
laughing like that is how i look when we msn . i love you !
the gun and the rabbit
tongues out baby :p
sweet dreams my friends , good luck to all that are finding a job and to those who are already working just enjoy man . we shall meet up and exercise someday, i am turning into a round ball soon . lols. i miss you all.
Monday 1 September 2008, 23:56
i am busy , nothing much happened today . i went for product training . then went tuition .