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Sunday 31 August 2008, 22:40

okok. i went to comex fair today . it was a damn long day . left the house around 11:30am. reached home like 10:30pm . weiting told me that zhejie is working at comex fair , from there i got to know that vincent's working at comex too , what better is that his working for sony !! so i bought the camera from vincent . anyway i am going to buy a digital cam why not just let him have the commission ? hahas. i am very nice right ? oh , i saw lek sheng at comex too . he's working with zhengjie lor . that idiot lek sheng tried to convince me to get epson printer, but he failed . i bought canon's printer instead. and i bought HP's desktop . what a great day , but spend more than $2k la .




this is like what my family bought, these are the pictures.









the comex trip was like:


*went in with mummy ..
*took alot of flyers, see what we wanted .
*went to 2nd level met "ber mu", nico and jami(aunite and cousin)
*went to had a late lunch.
*slack there while waiting for nana , sasa and ah ying.
*they came and the bought food to eat.
*went back into the damn comex fair
*saw joethy giving flyers
*bought all the things we wanted ..
*went home .




by the way , people giving out flyers at the entrance are damn freaking rude. i said i don't want the flyer , i even gave them a smile la . damn you , force the flyer onto my face . how rude can people get . its not that i don't understand that you all doing a job , but when customers say no means no . force will not get you anyway , good luck to all this people when you meet some really mean aunites and uncles la . some of the flyers people were real jokers la . they said " come on people , don't hesitate to take the flyers, it free ! " damn funny la . i was laughing so loudly la . hahahahas...





tell you all la . the printer is like damn cool . it not only can print, it still consist of functions like photocopying , printing pictures, and even print on CDs. cool yea ? hahas. its cheap too . its like only $299++( we bought extra ink for the printer).. and hor , i tell you all this incident that i met into today . when i first go there i went with mummy to see the printer that we aimed for . so we were served by this fat girl with banks . after the late lunch we went back to canon booth and see the printer again with my auntie, she was sever by a toot toot guy . so went the main counter for the printer we both wanna get. this was what took place when the fat girl meets the tooth boy :





(here goes the heated argument)
fat girl: eh! they are my customers la . dun steal leh .
toot boy: what steal? i was serving them de lor .
fat girl : just now they come den i served them de la ..
(this shit went on a while ..)




the girl at the counter say if we don't wanna give any of them then she direct us to the perm stuff of canon.



ok,this was how we solved the conflict, we bought 3 printers of the same price . we gave 2 sale to the toot guy and 1 to the fat girl . i think that the guy has put more effort in explaining about the printer. the fat girl is just "gila". and i think her face was damn stucked up , and she was being unreasonable la . customers has their own rights to choose who they wanna buy from man , even if customers say we will come back to you . that's just too bad if they don't come back to you . its the sales line you are in man . nothing is a promise , its just purely business. damn you fat girl (i know i am bloody rude but her face was like telling my hands to kiss her real hard on her face ! lols, )





oh ya . the girl that was promoting for canon say that espon's printer not good . course once the header spoilt the whole printer gone case le . when i went pass lek sheng again i talked to him ..




me:"hi , lek sheng. you say buy espon printer good , my foot la "
lek sheng:" good what , cheap cheap cheap ,even ink also cheaper."
me:" canon better la . the girl at canon say its better leh "
lek sheng:" of course she will say good la . she sell canon de ma , i also espon good lor."
me:" you know what , espon's printer no good la , once the header spoilt , its means that the whole printer its spoilt .. **then i went on to explain how good its canon ....**"
lek sheng:" ai ya , buy from me la . espon is good and blah blah blah ."
me:" i bought the canon printers le la . lols. bye bye, take care "




what a day i had yea . all beat by the walking and taking of flyers . tomorrow going give uncle sam his teachers' day present . i bought him liquor chocolates, hope that he likes it :)




Saturday 30 August 2008, 23:45

my laptop left only 35% of battery . better blog as fast as i can .


today slept till 12pm like that la . i feel like such a lazy bum . actually today i am suppose to go the jurong island . but the none of my lecturers sms me about the event .so i did not want to make a wasted trip down to school . the school is damn far from my house you know . hahas.




reihana called me like 8:18am , and the following was what took place in our conversation :

she said :'' eh , your name is on the list leh . you wanna come ma ? ''
i was like : '' what time is the bus leaving school ? ''
she replied:''errr.. the bus leave at 8:30am''
i said :''wa, you call me so late then tell me , how can i bathe , get ready and cab to school in like 12 minutes ? nevermind la , i don't think going le la . i wanna go back to sleep , bye bye''





hahas. called weiting in the evening . she said the whole trip was like crap . thank god i did not go . hahas. 25% of battery left ..





gotta off laptop soon le . going to comex fair tomorrow . hopefully i will see zhengjie and vincent
there , if there are more of my friends i also wanna see them .*can i get more discount ? what are friends for man ? * hahas .




Friday 29 August 2008, 22:33

came back from tuition . the condo sucks to the core la . its so freaking big . the mummy of the boy is a nice lady . but there wasn't Internet connection in the damn house la . the family is one that does not speak chinese at all . the boy has short attention span . some times when he don't listen to me i will feel a bit pek chek , nevertheless i will try my best and teach him . poor 4 year old boy . his schedule is so packed la , kumon lessons twice a week , tuition class. such a stressful life for a kid . let me think about what i did when i was 4 years old ? hmmm, run around and playing. hahas. studies don't seemed to be the main focus of my life . my parents did not give stress me stress about my education . i love them ! oh ya . and i have to thank this guy i saw in the damn condo . his really damn sweet and nice la . i was like lost and i saw him and i asked for directions . he offered help immediately , he told me that he was giving tuition at the condo too . hope to see him again when i go for tuition .

*i feel damn bad lying to james mummy la. i say i am 19years old, has 2 years of teaching experience. i think she bought the whole story. i am so sorry to have lied*




ok, the boy's name is james . he only can write 1 to 4 of the chinese charter . i need to improve my teaching methods . music ,sing along, cartoons, i think that will do the job . jia you venus . hmmm, the jurong island shit is getting on my nerves , i haven received any message for the event tomorrow, damn it , don't tell me i cannot go . haish .


got to go le . wanna meet my friend downstairs my house to give him the cream puffs i made .
hopefully weiting will get back to me as soon as possible about the jurong island shit held tomorrow . thanks weiting .




11:41

not going back to siglap man . that charlotte having exams and xiaoting is too tired to leave the house . too bad man . the cream puffs . better get ready for the materials for teaching .. dunno later still going out ma . maybe daddy wanna go comex fair . he was in a meeting when i called him just now .



anyone wanna do a weekend job ? 5 hrs , $7/hr . the hours are kinda weird . 12pm-2pm, 5pm-7pm. just giving out flyers for SK jewellery . contact me yea, if you want this job . i need to persons . oh ya , the location - tampines mall.



bored bored bored . and no one's online , i think everyone's back at their secondary school . sad case that i am not going back .




07:27

back home . stayed over night at mama's house . cos bake until too late. ok, the first batch of the puffs were crap. some how or rather the damn pastry is too watery .. wonder why ? i followed the instruction . ok. finally the custard puffs are done . hahas.




going back to sigalp seconday . should be meeting charlotte and xiaotiong . maybe after siglap we can go out yea . i miss all of my classmates .




tonight i have to teach this little kid at bedok . the condo is located near jason's house , i miss you and the times we had <3
*silent screaming for help* i need materials to teach the kid . what a last minute arrangement . what must i do ? read a book and make him involved in the story . teaching a little boy chinese. i better learn to be patient and loving .i will really be changing from the inside if i do this teaching job for long . uuh huh ... what a teachers' day, first day being a teacher . yea . feel so proud of myself. i better not blog le . gotta find materials for the little boy le . jiayou i can teach the boy well .



enjoy all of your teacher's day ! hopefully i will be able to blog tonight after the teaching of the little kiddo .. update as soon as possible man .




Thursday 28 August 2008, 16:24

bored , so here i am blogging . hmmm. going mama's house to ask help from gu gu . its been a long time since i've bake anything le lor . hopefully it will taste great . after all it will be presents to my teachers . i will also make extra for my sisters teachers and of course my friends :)


i think i will get a tuition job soon man . teaching kindergarten boy boy . yea !!! this will be a commitment for life . hope i can do the job well ! anyway , the recruit express seems to be quite ineffective in help people get the job . i mean it , she says she will get back to me , but .... nothing seems to be taking place sia . i have to make the move to call her to ask about the job . ok , she tells me that she will confirm with me as soon as she can . dumb . i wanna work work work and save money . i will still pamper myself like once in a while . hahas.



okok. i was packing my clothes just now . saw alot of stuff that i've bought yet not worn before . damn, i am a money waster . i must change . will set up a blog shop soon and sell the un-used items i've bought. some even still have price tags on them . i will sell it much cheaper then the original price. support me !



will leave for mama's house at 6 pm . after my "yu le bai fen bai" . hahas . tv addict :)

oh ya, for those who wants the cream puffs, tag me , sms me , call me or even msn me ! love you all , my friends <3




Wednesday 27 August 2008, 21:51

my day was alright today . went for the interview . they will give me an answer tomorrow or something la . but is quite pathetic la $6/hr . its a receptionist job , at changi area . oh man . should i just take it and be happy ? but its only $6/hr . i wanna make more money . i need to start a habit of saving and not spending so much .. change venus, please change . you have to save for uni fees man . wake up , let the truth slap you in the face .


went shopping for few items just now . contradicting myself yea ? i also wonder why . i must get control of myself !!!!my sister accompanied me shop at bugis street . anyway , yating longer work there . oh my girl , when will you ever contact me ? i wanna let you know that I've lost my damn phone . i missed you lots .


tomorrow i will not be going to the comex fair le . mummy have some report to submit , and closing to do . guess her day off was not approved . i thought she was kidding when she told me she will not be going yesterday . haish . guess i will be staying at home for the rest of my holiday and rot ,unless i get a job real soon .


broke .. the money for promo singapore has not been transferred ???? how long is this going to take ? i wanna go shop, but i promise i will not buy thing impulsively . think think think before buy the item . i must remind myself of uni fees and see what i need . if i am going to use it then i can get the item with a reason to back me up .


gotta save for my sister presents too . one in October and the other in December . arrghh, the date to go hongkong still has not been decided . its so hard to decide on a date course all of the adults have job and all has different deadlines . so we still cannot confirm which date we can go .



tomorrow will a crappy day , carry on looking out for jobs . watch tv and rot .. hmmm, let me see , what else can i do ? you all Can tag or sms me to give me ideas man . i think i will be damn bored at home tomorrow . i wanna exercise ,wanna play pool ,wanna this wanna that . lols. who is going to keep me accompanied ? hahas.


wanna watch tv le . update tomorrow .




Tuesday 26 August 2008, 21:09

yiipee. no school today, course its the start of my holidays le . slack la . was at home the whole freaking damn day and did nothing except watch tv . i am rotting away my life man . i msn jason this morning . i say i wouldn't lose to him in any way . i will jia you work and save money . will strive for the best , try my best not to be so lazy anymore :)



oh ya . david asked me out again . how random can that guy get ? he wanted to watch "meet dave" but i've already watch that with reihana and vinod . too bad man . i thought we could catch others but the dumb ass only wanted "meet dave " how square and stubborn can he be ? anyway , i wanna watch "forgetting sarah marshall" i think it should be quite funny . its M18, wonder why is it so ? but who cares , i will watch it anyway . who wanna catch it with me ? contact me yea. its opening on thursday-28/08/08..



okok. there's like this shit happening in my home . my sister lost her phone yesterday . however she insisted that she brought it home . damn it la . farking liar la . she says that phone battery left about 80% . then when i got home later . the phone can't even be called through . shit ! i presume that it was her friend that has stolen it . so all these people that she's hanging out is her so called friends la . please wake up my little sis . you bunch of friends are just damn thieves la . come our house steal my money and now , your handphone . screw them !


ok. mummy got angry and said she not going comex fair . she got so pissed off by my sister reaction to her missing phone . she claimed that the damn phone is at home yet she is not playing her part by trying to look for the phone . wth she wants ? mummy say don't give her handphone la lor . serve her right . but how the fark can we contact her in future ? she getting out of hand !! must get my secondary school teachers to help get my little sis on the right track .



okok. i must get a job real soon . and earn money money money . money makes the world go round , don't they ? hahas. and i still have yet to bake for my secondary school teachers for teachers' day . can't wait to see all my friends . i missed you all so much . we can cam whore yea .

my "to do" list for tomorrow


* get a job
*go gai gai
*bring my sister(ah ying) out




Monday 25 August 2008, 21:53

okok. went for CEP exams . screw it sia . i only saw the light in the last 15 minutes . haish. high chances that i will see wai hong next semester..



went to town with the clique . took a damn bus (162) that took ages to get to orchard la . haish . had subway for tea , it was like 4 plus when we reached far east . went walk walk around awhile then reihana and i left for home first . tired by all the walking.


at the mrt station i saw aida. she's she cute la . the exams start at 4pm and she left the hall in like 30mins , how interesting is that . i bet she did not study man . lols. good luck for your final exam aida . study girl ..


ok . reached home and watch the hongkong drama with mummy . finish le . think can go rent new shows le la . hahas. okok. i wanna find job and work work work .. i want more money . need to save for uni fees and shop . cannot lose to my beloved jason . since he's so hardworking in every way . jiayou venus , you can do it .



okok. update soon . vinod has date me out on wed. wonder where are we going to makan ? yiipee. its the clique, it means more fun :)




Sunday 24 August 2008, 23:19

today was a very plain day i had . was watching tv the whole day . went out for dinner , course my maid had off day . woke up 7plus thought going market with mummy . hahas. what a blur block i am . anyway, went back to sleep and woke up officially at 9am .





tv tv tv.. my day went on like that .. dinner at tamp . crystal jade . we spend like $150 . after eating we went to see a handphone and wallet . the wallet was like $100 like that la . is it worth it ? will i lose it in no time ? haish ... money money money .. when is the freaking pay coming in ???





its the end of Olympics . Usain Bolt of Jamaica was the shining star with a world record of 9.69s . that's freaking fast and it will be the new target for all athletics around the world . and here comes my favourite ... Michael Phelps !!!! he super duper good , plus i think he's cute . lols. he took home 8 gold medals and broke 7 records . when there's the good there must be bad . i saw on jason's nick that i found out how sore losers can the national athletics can be and most importantly they do not take Olympics serious . it was about throwing the bronze medal and taekwondo guy kicks referee . damn , there's no respect for Olympics or can i say for sports . they should be taught sportsmanship.. whoa, what am i doing saying all this . it must be the dumb jason's nick that have influenced me . hahas





okok. shall sleep soon . must study for CEP tomorrow . good nights my friends .




Saturday 23 August 2008, 23:26

sending in the pictures of the fire works la . damn it . i was too tired yesterday , so i will just change the date of my entry . anyway . i wanted to blog about the crazy incident i encounter on friday night. this cheena farker call and i assume it was a dumb prank la . he said he got my number for a girl friend . CCB better not let me find out who was the basket that gave my number to some stranger . pissed off by that . i promise i will get back at the guy . just wait and see ...






okok. on saturday wanted to study at hougang mall with vinod they all but i woke up too late , and i was too lazy leave the house . anyway , went to watch fire works at marina bay ! yiipee .. excited , entered the entrance , wow , the place was packed ! we say these girls wearing balloons , so cute . quick.. take pictures . and there was like this fair, MAAD - market of artistes and designers , what they did was damn cool .i bought a recycled banner pencil box for my sis .we saw the ball thingy that the kids were playing. damn, they look like human hamsters la . what a invention of game .















the MC was crap, just show the fire works and we can leave . hahas. talked so much nonsense la , wasted all of our precious time .






yea.. its starting le . its the Korean that will be displaying the fireworks. there was like this light display before the fireworks. maybe the whole show should be called the light show . lols. the fire works wasn't as WOW i thought i will be . disappointment .



















ok . so my family stayed in our sits a while . the crowd was rushing . within moments the MC said :" good news for those that wanna get out of this place , there's a jam outside . " i knew he was going to say something lame la . anyway, we started to cam whore la .. my sis was helping my to take pictures then this guy behind purposely squeeze into it too . and later on say some lame stuff la . say its purely coincidental that he was in my picture la . hahas he was a funny guy that also couldn't stop chit chatting even during the fire works , said a bunch of lame stuff .








shall stop here la . tired le . wanna study CEP soon . must chiong tonight ! will up load the rest of the pictures later la : )






GOGOGO VENUS. LAST PAPER AND ITS ALL OVER FOR NOW ...




Friday 22 August 2008, 19:32


went to school for CEP today. oh my , i better study CEP soon . i wanna do well man . okok. after class we ( reihana,vinod and Kendrick, but Kendrick left soon as he needed to see a doctor ) went amk to slack. watch meet dave , so funny sia in addition i think the English are up to standards man . however, some of the jokes are quite chim . but i still mange to laugh till i drop . i recommend you all to watch , especially those who like comedy :)






anyway , i forgot to say that i was with reihana and vinod today . after the movie we went to S11 to drink "teh bing" and chat chat chat .. anyway, later on we went back to amk hub to walk walk around to pass time . course vinod have to go back to school for the japan trip thingy . so we walk walk walk ... went shopping around lor . showed them the phone that i wanted , samsung - 810 . having second thoughts , as ominia is so attractive la . hahas. $$$ going to waste a huge sum of money this month$$$





now, the highlight. i saw a freaking cheap camera la . oh my god , its only like $299 and its sony ! and the offer is only at amk that shop la . then reihana and vinod like keep tempting me to get it sia . but my pay haven come la . sian . arrgghhh . i want it !!!!! its black , T2.. sad case la . no money , cannot get it and i don't want mummy and daddy to pay for my indulgence ... haish . the offer ends this sunday , hopefully i get my pay by then , but most likely cannot de la . haish ...
i want it and i will need it !





all the above is my urge to get a camera. most likely going hongkong end of this year . so a camera will do great , plus it wouldn't go to a waste right ? and this is for my friends , stop saying that i like to waste money . i will use the camera if i get it ! hahas.






tomorrow will be a long day for me . will be going to watch fire works in town. don't think daddy will drive , course confirm town will jam de la . sians . MRT and BUS .... hahas. will enjoy tomorrow before having to study on Sunday . must chiong chiong chiong for CEP cannot let WaiHong down ..




Thursday 21 August 2008, 21:47

i think i screwed IPC today . was so stress when i saw the paper, i mean it . once i filp open and saw the MCQs i just anyhow clip up my damn hair and try very hard to think of what i have read and studied for the pass semester la. am i regretting that i celebrated charotte's birthday and not study ? nah.. don't think so la . i so lazy de lor . hahas. went online and did not see jason online . wonder if he's still angry at me for "di siao-ing " him . I AM SO SORRY MY DEAR BOY !



oh my god , i almost had a fling (and i don't mean anything near sex! it was just maybe a play play de relationship la) with my ex's friend la . he like damn show off sia . think i never have the not serious relationship before meh . i know there's nothing to be proud of la , but the guy dun even know what's the meaning of fling la . FLING : a brife sexual relationship. get it now ? say what he will touch me if we go out together . wth la . you dare then say la . no matter what i was still once you good friend's girlfriend la . anyway, please have more self control of yourself la . if just like that and you can get turn on then you are damn weak . get a life man.




went ot amk after IPC . ate "hor fan" it was so salty la .wen to play pool after that. went home 6plus 7 pm like that . took bus with weiting , saw a an accident while the bus drove pass la . typical Singaporeans . so K.P.O la . stand around the scene la . wft lor . they were attending the the injured person i think .. anyway, contradictions man , i am also very kaypo la . came out of my sit and looked outside the window to see what has taken place . lols. i am just curious la ..



so tired . have extra CEP tutorial tmr morning i guess .. better not be late or too lazy to wake up . i must change the lazing habit of mine . i must change ! hmmm. so bored .. watch tv later .







09:50

okok. tell you all about yesterday. i did not study la . read some IPC on the bus only la . went to get charlotte presents. then headed to white sands and met xiaoting to get ingredients to make chocolates for charlotte. keith came along too ..

why are always the guys able to figure out how to fold the cover of the box ? its my second failure le la . sians. okok. i went home first. eat dinner and watch tv .. soon i heard my phone rang , or should i say my sister heard it . ok, xiaoting was like: " i don't if i am outside your house sia ? is your unit number #03-29 ? " lols so cute hor. i went to take a peak out there . there she was standing . i ask why didn't press the bell lor . ok we made the chocolates at my house . we went to charlotte house around 10pm like that la .


her auntie scared me sia . i knock on the door afew times then no one open la . kena shocked sia . the auntie open the curtain beside me . lols. okok. they say charlotte in her room . went in , but there was no one . hahas, she 's in the toilet la . quick quickly , hide behind her room door . when she came out the toilet then sweet rachel was like : " charlotte jie jie faster open the door " hahas. at the moment she open the door then i "boo-ed" her . her face was classic sia . "TIO SHOCKED"


okok. we took pictures and she ate the cake . rachel like the cake too . oh ya , she tried on the bra that we bought for her lor . went home like 11 like that . bathe and slept.


was to freaking lazy to wake up to study la . woke up bathe den blog le lor . hmmm, better study le la . don't wanna fail IPC lor. i know i can do it de . GO VENUS, JIAYOU!




Tuesday 19 August 2008, 22:03

today i had engineering maths final exams. i only started studying like this morning, 7plus, and on my way to school. lols. ok, lucky i look through briefly the revision paper that "wan.c.p" gave la . the whole freaking paper looks the same la . thank god ! i think i can pass le la .



went to a.m.k to eat lunch and play pool. wanted to watch movie , but they say love guru its not nice . awww, no movie today :( oh ya, i saw a movie i wanna watch its "Murder Of The Inugami Clan". put it simple - its detective Kindaichi -" jin tian yi " ... yea. i love him. watch all the drama last time , even read all the comics .



okok. tomorrow have IPC make up tutorial. better do some studying later so i can ask "lindat"questions tomorrow. anyway, i don't even know what time is it . better ask my classmates le la . i wanna watch tv le la .



and hor, benjamin gave me present le ! hahas. its something i will not wear la . its so girly, what a necklaces la . sorry but i have to say that your friend's girlfriend taste and my taste its very different la . thanks anyway. i will wear it soon . just for your sake okay ? hahas. its the thoughts that count dude ! love you , thanks again for everything .




Monday 18 August 2008, 18:10

haven been updating for few days le. anyway, i still have not studied for maths .arrrgh, i am dead , tomorrow is the final exam ! haish.. okok . was working for the past week , at bishan. hahas. we've got a handsome MC and a very nice sound control guy . miss everyone working there. hope to see you all soon . all the aunties and even the two guys . oh man . its a pity that the MC and sound control guys are way older den me, if not they will be good catch . lol :) handsome and funny, very entertaining . lighted up my few days working at bishan . the MC is freaking cute la . so handsome and he sings well. i think if he look at ladies and sing to them they will melt almost immediately la . hahas.


webster(sound control) and albert(MC), will miss you two. anyway, i was so childish la . played with the redeem stamp on webster. lols. then he draw on my arm with some stupid almost ink-less blue marker. enjoyed myself . he's a cute guy la . seldom i see guy like to eat sweets . but he's one of them . we can be great friends, if any of us happens to see each other again. i swear that we will exchange handphone numbers ! hahas.
*HOPE TO WORK FOR JACOBS NEXT YEAR*

okok. better get started on my maths, if not i will have high risk in repeating this dumb module . damn it . having period is so tired . i think i drank too much cold water the past few days . ok, whatever it is , jiayou venus for the exams <3




Friday 15 August 2008, 23:34

went to work la . did not mange to study la . anyway think i am getting samsung phone la . hahas. must check got offer ma la . ok. i tell you ar . the banana cake from "toast box" is fantastic la . both me and xiaoting were later, because of me - course i overslept . so sorry la .


early morning we had to clear rubbish la . do we look like cleaners to them ? our job scope don't include that sia. i "boua" until the stupid spinnin wheel la .den got blue black and my skin i red . and it hurts *ouchh* .. i am so damn clumsy la .


actually can leave earlier de la . that "si pui eh " keep severing customer, and let them in. like that carry on there's no ending de la . no one will be able to go home on time la . wtf !


alighted to bus and realise that on of neighbour is on the same bus. we talked . i was like asking what school is he in . tio shock sia.HWA CHONG JUNIOR COLLEGE . i was like , don't talk to me sia. i feel so dumb la . lols. he also told me that the guy he was on the bus with was also from park view primary . people in my primary are damn smart plus hardworking yea . i feel so proud to know that sia . hahas. all the best to you all !


gotta bathe le . tomorrow have to company xiaoting to work in the morning la . sians.. but for money , its kinda worth it la . yew hin better be on time la . if not xiaoting is gonne blow up again . if she does then good luck to you . course i will not be able to help you too . lols.


sleep early . sweet dreams you all :)




Thursday 14 August 2008, 22:01

its my birthday. thanks to all that have wished me a happy birthday. got one and only present from friends .. charlotte and xiaoting . thank you all so so so much . anyway,thanks you all too, vinod and friends .. too many to name out .oh ya , and "xiao gu" thank you for swensens .

my present- dress :)




went to lunch with xiaoting . ate sakae sushi . i just knew that xiaoting is a small eater la. not a suitable candidate i will choose to go buffet with . lols. but i enjoyed my lunch alot with you babe ! thanks yea :)
treated myself as if i was at home !we ate like so little la :(




i am damn freaking tired le la.at work today kena complian sia. crap shit . say what we slack la . wth lor. not a single soul is there , who you want us to serve ? CCB. voucher all given out la , that stingy lady only gave xiaoting few pieces la . see, everyone's in luck today man. win win win win, WIN it all away . by the way, i had nothing better to do then i went to help the cashier lor . so fun.






waiting for mummy to come back then we can cut cake . but one of my sister is already sleeping le . don't wanna wake her up la .





less then 2 hours to go and my birthday's over .. awwww... 17 years old , a brand new start ! will look forward to a more mature , less careless me . greater heights are awaiting for me !




Wednesday 13 August 2008, 23:15

tired . just got home . have not eaten sia . crap. mummy helped me to take the bloody sim card le lor. but dun wanna use it la . wonder when get a new phone . shall not waste money on it . okok. helped xiaoting's boyfriend- keith , to print his project la . i am so nice rights ? ok, so keith you owe me one . hahas. nth much to say . work work work .. money money money !

my first present will be from charlotte and xiaoting . so excited , wanna know what is it ! anyway, thank you babes ! i love you two lots !


and happy birthday to :
*eric

*berverly

* ME !


woo hooo !


counting down to my birthday, its in like less then 33mins .




Tuesday 12 August 2008, 22:24

freaking damn it ! i lost my fraking phone . don't let me catch the CCB la . just like less then 5 mins. left in the toilet ? sounds familiar ? lols. okok. i want the key chains and sim card back. freaking cry at bishan la . sad case la . how fraking careless can i be . dishonest piece of cb . pissed off. cannot believe that i cried in the public la . it has been a farking long time since i cried over missing things of mine. anyway, its my the things in my phone that's important la . damn it , damn it , damn it .. what else could i still say at this moment ?


called daddy to tell him about my lost . he said something that enlightened me . " god is watching each and every movement of us " so my words to you all out there - don't take things that don't belong to you . what a great pre- birthday present I've got for myself . sad sad sad . my parents did not have any re-action la . ok la. look on a bright side , i get to get a new phone . haish , i said a joke that i can't even laugh ...


ai ya. no mood to type on le la. sleeping early, if i can fall asleep . poor me :'(




tomorrow will be a better day ! * i really hope so *
*counting down-2days to go :)*




09:29

ok .i bet you all will not believe what the fark i am not doing . i am web cam-ing david ! oh god, i am like telling the whole world that my sort of first time video call is with this guy . expect that time i testing the web cam with reihana online when i was at home la . lols . so i can count that david is the second person hor ? heng ahh ... haish . its kida funny and awkward to video call him. anyway, this entry is typed while video calling de lor . hahas. he must be wondering wth i am doing now . lols. type type typing...


jason is now online!!! we are chatting . so excited , he remembers my birthday . its the first and best present i have gotten so far . its the thoughts that counts you know.. thank you , jason <3
you are missed much !




Monday 11 August 2008, 22:38

back home from work . so tired. poor yew hin, i am so sorry about the work thing. anyway, yew hin is a great company at work , he's freaking lame. pull xiaoting into the same job ..



okok, about today..
i ate my breakfast at 5pm. so hungry la. ate mee sua, and toko balls. and jacob's biscuits . was late as simon wanted us to be there at 11:30am , i was too engross in Olympics la . swimming and badminton. by the way,i am promoting jacob's crackers . so many people want to take part in the lucky draw we have. many won NTUC vouchers . so lucky ! so many people there . new flavours , and there's like this humongous piece of biscuit(2meter plus i think). wanted to meet kelly, but that stupid girl "dua" me without even saying sorry, nice one la. ok, spoke to charlotte , i miss her. i must study soon .. like tomorrow , if i can wake up . lols.


PICTURES :


xiaoting, see you tomorrow . JIAYOU venus ! study hard. wanna eat eat eat now! pizza? instant noodles ? bread ?




Sunday 10 August 2008, 19:38

yesterday:(09-08-08):



went "mama's" house to eat breakfast. then we left for chinatown. we went to OG to shop. saw things that i wanted to buy . bags bags bags .. anyway, this incident was what i wanted to highlight yesterday but was too lazy and tired to go online . there was a uncle selling pots and pans, emphasise that the pots and pans are made in taiwan . the one that was on a offer on the news is made in china. soon a fat auntie interrupted in Chinese : "now hor, china products are better then what is made in taiwan " lols, the man could only rebut on : " people have eyes and hand, the can see and feel the difference , i won't have to say so much to you all. " ok that's all for my OG trip for yesterday. okok. went back to "mama's" house 4plus 5pm like that ba. dun remember le la. hahas. bought dinner. had spring chicken, fried oyster, etc...







back home le. bathe and called Benjamin . he said he bought chocolate .. so met up with him 11plus 12am like that. went home again, tried the chocolates , wow ,they are freaking nice! thank you so much. i love it alot alot.








today(10-08-08) :



went to market and NTUC with mummy this morning. after that we ate breakfast and rest awhile before we bathe and get ready to go out . daddy did not drive today. he say where we are going very hard to get parking de lor . so we took bus and mrt. ok, chinatown again . met "mama","da gu", "xiao gu" at the restaurant . the place was packed, and i mean pack to the fullest .we ate "diam sum" . shiok sia . the food there is great , love their "dan tart " . okok, went to OG shop shop again.went to chinatown yesterday and today lor, chinatown twice a week . hahas.

pictures taken at the restaurant :











went home , still reluctant to blog, but eventually came online . okok. now just wanna announce something to all my friends :




i am working the whole of next week .monday to sunday , 12pm to 9pm. at bishan :)


*this is for vinod, so sorry cannot meet you all to study . take care. enjoy yourselves studying outside ! *




Friday 8 August 2008, 23:18

just came online to update the dumb blog of mine . was watching my korean drama with mummy in her room. kept her accompanied , how would i know i will fall asleep. i have already watch the first 3 disc .one more to go .. hahas.


ent to eric's house just now . he show me some funny papet man . laugh non-stop .. he and i are like impossible le la . friends is what we will be . anyway, i spoke to his younger sister, she's so cute la . we talk bad about eric lor . anyway, she can play the piano so well la . wanna be like her !


got special guest went to eric's house - serene jie jie . stunt la.. but so happy to see her. i owe her a meal for her birthday since like March la . now then pay back. hahas. going to jack's place . i think i still can afford hor ? hahas. got eric a birthday's present, topman plain green shirt size L. but that idiot say too small, will wear when he sleep . waste my money la , even if the shirt is cheap.about 6 pm like that we went to the coffee shop to eat dinner. i drank 'teh bing' course i still have to eat dinner when i get home. both jie jie and eric like going on diet la. please la , can be more healthy ma ? i am really concern about your health . you will not see the effect now, its a long term de harm you are bringing upon yourselves la. you two take care okay.


in conclusion, i think i enjoy my afternoon at eric's house. LOVE YOU <3 thanks for entertaining me and letting me hit you :) sweet dreams . gotta go eat pizza and watch tv le . tomorow going "mama's" house .




10:23

ok. was abit late for com skill. like 15 mins late only lor. i think that jenny thinks that both tina and i have changed . wonder if she is right about that ? lols.

presentations .... so long winded lor . still have an hour to go . both tina and reihana are staring at my laptop, watching me type this entry. so dumb lor. nothing better to do huh ? go and die la . view my blog when you get home la . lazy pigs .. hahas :)


ivan is waiting outside, wonder what that idiot wants . wait wait wait . wait until he die also nothing will happen . unless the girl has fallen for you lor. think think think, better treat her better if you really like her. don't "san fen zhong re du" hor. hmmm. ok la. *kiss kiss kiss* hahas. enjoy ar, shiok la . lols



wow, i saw a sexy tina . just . very revealing sia. *nose bleeding* . i think all of you wanna see rights ? wait long long la . go watch your porn instead la . sickos!


still typing . talked to charlotte yesterday. she told me she bought my present le lor. haish. die, so broke . have yet to get her . any suggestions ? haish, she told me she bought something nice.. we chat for awhile lor. say wanna call me back then nv call. win liao la . forgot about me lor. hahas. call me and i will tell you more about the latest gossips.


boring .. serene jie jie fly kite . damn it. she say cannot ahve lunch with me lor. she company got "7th month" lunch. but i think its kinda more inportant. ok. i sms-ed eric told him that i will meet him around 4pm. i told him i have something to do. but actually ... going to watch movie with reihana and tina. and maybe desmond and wei ting . jiaxin have to work for colgate..


okay, shall stop here. wanna fall asleep le lor. still have afew more classmates to go before we can go home lor. sians . what to watch ? "love guru" or "money not enough 2" ? vicky.. soccer.. zinedine zidane ....



update later :)




Thursday 7 August 2008, 23:36

late for CEP today. went into class around 11am . was lazing on sofa , reluctant to leave the house . wanna compelet watching the korean drama :) anyway . am i going to fall sick soon . flu , cough, backache. . arrrgghh. NgWaiHong spoke to me after class today. he ask me to quit part time jobs. he then compare jinxiong and me. he say we are not much different . i told him jinxiong is so much more hardworking la . i could only smile and say orh , to get myself out of the shit. hahas . i know WaiHong is concern about our results and well being in school. thanks alot yea.


went home after CEP. i think it wad like 1pm like that . on the dvd player to continue my korean drama. yawns, falling asleep even before the BBQ .


*HEAVY RAIN*
i think my neighbour thinks that i am crazy to go BBQ in such a crap weather.lols. we parkway to get the cake. met reihana and jinxiong. we went to eat sashimi ! okok. then jian wen join us. he soon "chu "stunt . after that, reihana cannot stop disturbing about the tone of the voice when he said ... (i forgot what he said la)


started BBQ. so dirty la . they don't wash the food before BBQ de la . crazy people i was having with. went to mac there with jinxiong and farris to wash the corn and prawns. oh man, the prawn sting me la , on my left hand.

when we had cut the cake. reihana , joyce and that tina went on to beach in front of us. that dumb shit went to stand near the water la . please la . you all behave yourselves abit la. its the "7th month". i don't want anything to happen to any of you all. okok, the worst thing was it suddenly "gua feng " . its so eerie la . and the few idiots on the beach still refused to come back to the BBQ pit . shit heads. not long after, rain came along.


backed home and doing my com skill presentation. shall not blog le la . upload the pictures tomorrow :)
sweet dreams . nights all <3




Wednesday 6 August 2008, 23:30

almost forgot to update my blog lor. okay, i am sneezing the whole day lor. haish.. what's going on. i haven done any shit for for com skill. ai ya , tomorrow i still have CEP tutorial .. then desmond's BBQ . where on earth i have time to do the presentation . anyway, i am now watching a new Korean drama , oh man, its so additive sia.. " two outs in the ninth inning" . so cute lor. this 30 year old woman with a 22 year old young chap. i cannot stop watching to wanna know what will happen next . hahas. DAVID . stop being such a emo shit . please la . you can advise me about what to do. why not take the advise yourself.



by the way, MS common test was kinda screwed la. i forgot quite abit . but it is consider okay as i only started to study from 10am till like 2pm . WELL DONE VENUS ! after MS we went amk de NTUC to shop for BBQ de things . we had so much fun at the NTUC . we played with almost we came across. lols. jiaxin was like a kid la .sit in the trolley lor. hahas. shall stop here for today la . wanna continue my drama le la . blogging is obstructing me watch my Korean drama : )


sweet dreams you all ..




10:24

i am here blogging when i have yet to study MS for later de common test. arrghh. god knows why am i doing online. classmates of mine are you read this entry now, in the morning ?

what are you all doing online ? faster go study !





tina, when did i call you a dumb shit again ? i only refer you as a dumb shit in previous post. anyway, msn carolin .. she's damn cute la. went to wrong class three times in a row. how blur can she get lor.





msn lek sheng and yong kang to ask what's important in the common test later lor. lek sheng say topic 1,3&6 .. don't know can i study finish by that time ma lor. anyway,this time i don't feel worried when i did not study. am i getting back to my old self ? if jason was here i bet he's gonna kill me for not studying. chiong arr .. better study le. gotta go offline le. cannot chat with milfred anymore. if not i will not have time to study MS le :)



JIAYOU VENUS !







Tuesday 5 August 2008, 21:25

oh man.. i think i am getting more and more K.P.O lor. i have been commenting on my friends msn nick . what's worst, DAVID . arrgghhh.. why am i so concerned sia ? am i really like what he said ? i am falling for him ... *deep thoughts* .. NAH . i don't think so la . i just think that he is a nice guy lor . who ask his msn to be first person on my msn list ? plus he has all the emo emo nick to catch attention lor . what a attention seeker . what have tears , what being lonely, now- going on a diet . what the hell . don't tell me all this shit david is going through is for a lousy girl ? think david .. THINK ! is it worth it ? i am here typing all this shit because you helped me alot with the problem i had with guanhan . i don't wanna see a friend hurt for nothing . i know you are a nice guy . the girl is just not worth , you two have personality incompatibility . she wants to climb in life, while i think you are a person that want to have a smooth sailing life. you are not an aggressive person . i have no prejudices on her. but you two are just not suited . by the way. every time i msn about your dumb nick den you chose to ignore me. *avoidance does not solve the problem , you dumb shit ! haish . i cannot take it le so i have to write about this . hopes that the dumb shit will read my blog and see this post :)




17:38



oh ya. about my knee updates. see this is how it looks like now ! see, jason au, you are not forgotten . the wound is okay le , but its so freaking faguly la. oh my god. my knee is ruin !




okok. let me start on what has happened today.wasted money on cab this morning . i must change the habit of cabbing to school lor. haish. i was lazing on my sofa till 9am like that , when my class starts at 9:30am . haish . went into class about 10am like that. the lecture was pretty empty. hahas. this will be the last lecture for IPC, left the school with tingle . then jianwen came along, i thought he was having "brunch"(combination of breakfast and lunch) with reihana. by the way i was in school for like only less than 2 hours. great ar . seems like a waste of time ? of course not, I've got tips for IPC final exams :)






with tingle my journey to jurong was a quick one. we talked alot or can i say gossip . hahas. went to promo singapore. carolin was looking for someone to work, could not work because of MS common test.and hor, carolin told me or rather typed on note pad, telling me that she was quitting her current job. she also added that her current boss is just a piece of budget junk! haish, poor carolin lor, under paid plus she must do so much shit for so little money lor. quit quit quit ! i support you babe ! jiayou jiayou . from jurong pasir ris was a freaking long journey lor. slept on the mrt. tired like fark lor.






sians. have yet to study. i have been watching tv since i got home, which is like from 2 plus till ... i have got no idea when will i stop watching tv . lols. i was to bored and i started to cam whore







00:00


WA ! i saw this on Charlotte ng's blog . i know you love me , but don't have to tell the whole world my full name rights ? lols.. and i see why you did not take art in secondary ! lols. i love this art piece anyway - its priceless. i think no one can do art better then Charlotte ng . because there's my name in it. hope xiaoting see her name on your blog too. and since when Daphne became orange ? lols. what a joke. shall bake for you someday since you done me an art piece ! LOVE CHARLOTTE NG <3




Monday 4 August 2008, 18:22

back home from tampines mall with reihana. some dumb shit told us to get the "special cake" from angie's. please lor. they don't have the printing service that we need sia . dumb shit ! okok .





today went for only CEP . 2 hours of class in school. anyway, after class we sat in the canteen and discussed about - desmond's BBQ . what to buy, what we need, and how much will it cost . i am now bloody broke la . desmond, tina, eric, and charlotte's birthday all in august. what the hell sia. send all my money on them then how am i suppose to indulge myself for my own birthday. what to do , they are all my friends. sians.







anyway, reihana and i have decided on the cakes le. two 1kg cakes of different flavour. hahas. next we went to walk walk a while in century square and TM .cam whore in the nice nice toilet on the 2nd level of century square. hahas.








oh ya, events took place in the lecture even before i got there . FARISS brokethe chair
in the lecture. lols. heard from desmond that he was so freaking shy and wanna to hide his face in a hole . lols. see la . serve you right for playing with vicky on a chair. you aren't very light in weight you know. lols.


the broken chair



the broken chair plus the broken piece. LMAO



and my classmates did retarded stuff in the lecture when everyone left . played with the OHP .funny like fark la . luckily next class was about to come in ., if not jian wen and i will have to that crap that they did too. reihana got the pictures. will try to get it from her and show you all lor . lols.




Sunday 3 August 2008, 20:26

yea. after so long a sunday's that's not wokring . today went shopping in the afternoon. was nearby, tampines mall. hahas. there's was this bra and undies sale ! so many people there, its chaos ! cheap sale. bra at $5 , where on earth can you get such cheap bra ? what's more its from E2 . i think their bra are not bad lor. oh ya, there was this bloody malay woman with a freaking big bag keep squeezing in and out . she don't even know how to say " excuse me " la. just bump into and walk away. this incident left me quite pissed.




okok, my day still continue, i carried on shopping around. wow, saw a pair of slippers ,bought it . what's better is that its freaking cheap slippers too, $13.90. its kinda comfy too. mummy paid the item for me course after i bought the PSP i am broke like fark ! thank you mummy, i love you ! bought polo-tee too . anyway, isn't the great Singapore sale over le ? but there's still sale everywhere.





charlotte , xiaoting, baoping, kelly. we still can go shopping together la . after i get my next pay i think . lols. i saw what i wanted to buy le lor. next month will get like 4 Charles and Keith bags. hopefully none of the CCBs get the same bag . if not it would be such a turn off. hahas. miss you all , my darlings .




wanna go watch tv le. sleep early man . tomorrow its the new beginning of a whole new week . JIA YOU VENUS, its a busy week ahead of you !


* study for MS common test ,
*desmond's birthday,
*do com skill presentation,
*get eric's present,
*play badmition with tina.




Saturday 2 August 2008, 23:50

back from "mama's " house . watching tv now. going downstairs to meet benjamin later, after i finish blogging. i know it seems like i am damn bad to make him wait for me even when its me asking him for a favour . which is help me load games in the PSP .hahas. thanks alot "kor kor" .


went out with mummy and "mama" to bishan. walk walk walk. was playing the dumb PSP i bought. haish , bored. hmmm. went back to "mama" house. gino they all reached le. anyway. once the PSP is out everyone of them is gonna have to take turns to play . course we only have two of it . maybe my next pay i might buy "Nintendo DS" i think i spell correctly la. hahas.


okok. its august le. haven buy desmond's present. you all tell me what you all wanna get then i just pay you all, course i really don't what that big guy needs.


update soon.. shall not keep benjamin waiting. going downstairs le :)
you all sleep early , sweet dreams .




Friday 1 August 2008, 22:33

was late but earlier then normal for com skill today. teacher today praise me sia ! lols. sense of satifaction lor . i told jenny say that i try to come earlier because of her lor . don't want her to have bad impression of me lor. anyway, when i went into class reihana, tina, jiaxin and weiting all have yet to reach class. what a good girl i am .



okok, after com skill we stayed in tutorial room , i played the saxophone once again. i think some of the pictures is kind of unglam , but who cares ? its the side of venus you all seldom get to see. learning saxophone its fun. plus desmond , vinod and kendrick also tried but failed ! lols








we had like 2 hours break before CEP lecture. so we decided to go AMK hub to play pool. okok. we had fun. tina , reihana and i . we shared a table. wei ting ,jiaxin and desmond joined us later. oh ya , there was August and Aslan. hahas. played with Aslan, oh my god, he is so freaking slow. i mean i don;t mean any harm but its just a game , need not take so long to aim de ma. ai ya , it must be me being impatient la . hahas. reihana's picture is missing !



its me!its tina !





wen to get SGC at siglap. met up with my beloved - xiaoting. we went to the staff room . teachers are all jokers sia. they are damn freaking funny. i went back school wearing mini skirt and t-shit, xiaoting wore polo tee and shorts. our lovely teachers suddenly turned so "ham sub" lor. like wanna touch touch us course we wore so short . talked to all the teachers that taught me. miss you all so much. teachers changed , more hip and pretty(sharul, wendy, jermain) some just look funny( joe may" hair so flat,thick and funny) , and most importantly they look damn shagged , maybe course siglap just get worse and worst ! ok, mdam sharul was scolding this boy, he did not write the school's name then she was like are you from angklong secondary ? lols. ms wendy laugh out loud la . i just had silent laughs . hahas. and teachers complain about my sister in school. stayed in school for more then 2 hours. see how much can we talk when we see our lovely gorgeous teachers of sigalp . by the way, miss ng was wondering where is all the proper English that she had taught me gone to , because i spoke in lousy and broken english . LMAO !!!





after leaving school xiaoting and i went west plaza. i bought her waffle and we shared a too sweet de "honey milk tea". what happens when two girls get together ? answer: non- stop chit chatting . she went home like almost 8pm le. darlie must be damn tired , but you had fun talking to me rights ? i missed you so much . i think the day would be better if we had the stupid CHARLOTTE NG !




went home and went to west plaza to print some pictures. next mummy and i went to get the PSP. yeppii. have to pay mummy when i get the money. owe mummy like almost $300. thank you mummy for paying it for me first. wanna get the games from tina and friends . and hor, the charger they give wasn't a 3 pin plug. was talking to benjamin until my phone suddenly auto off . crazy phone that i am having . hahas. okok. daddy is coming home le . think he will try out the PSP of mine !





sweet dreams you all. good nights ! tomorrow maybe go gai gai with "ma ma " .