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venus. 18 years old .
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fiona-sister:) charlotte xiaoting karimah diana hazimah lenny hajjar karyee reihana jiaxin milfred kelly wanzi yvonne nadine cuiwen liting ernest dhab pearl
Thursday 31 July 2008, 19:52

today was late for CEP. hmmm, took the wrong bus lor, too "gan jiong" den see the wrong bus number. i so blur sia even ran for the bus . i missed the bus 81 due to a traffic light. shit la. behind was 39 , i thought it was 53. how blur can i get lor . lols. this must be the joke of the day .but at least i did not waste money on cab today .



i was able to cope in CEP today. so glad, not like last week , so blur when i got into class. class ended early today. maths lecture sort of cancelled, or can i say it was made voluntarily.hahas. as you all know me , i definitely left for home early and skipped the lessons lor . hahas. sorry weiting, did not wait for you to take the form. you have got your darling desmond la . okok. the real reason is that i wanna go home and catch my "yu le bai fen bai "! raahhhahaha. and we will be going to JURONG ISLAND on 30-08-2008. yea, more pictures on that day !




awaiting for tomorrow . tina's bringing the saxophone. i can play it again .
yeeppii ! i love you babe ! thank you for teaching me , i am kind of slow . but definetly i did well that day rights ? stupid girl , try your best not to be too late for tomorrow's com skill, but of course i will try my best not to be late too.



oh ya , i buying PSP tomorrow le ! yea, $348 with : sony 4G memory, Crystal case and charger plus the shop is just downstairs my house. so if anything crops up i can complain to them lor . hahas.pink and purple. the girl that took the deposit is so cute . she asked the auntie how to spell "purple" . lols. and to all out there that wanna buy a PSP get it soon . prices are rising , only god knows why . and i heard that the new badge of PSP cannot be modified. why why why ? arrgghh, if Benjamin there have the colour i want i will also het it there , course its much cheaper. too bad for me .. but i only buy the PSP for "shuang" only lor. i also not a gamer but never mind la , i have sisters that i can pass the PSP to .lols . then like that they "tan tio" lor.



okok, update tomorrow .. you guys out there, sleep early and sweet dreams. especially my classmates with a whole lot of body ache de !




Wednesday 30 July 2008, 18:46

today i woke so early . don't why lor. yesterday slept at 2am yet i woke up before 8am . the funny thing is that i can be late for my 12pm lecture . i took a cab down, what a waste of money. but never mind la , at least i got to see the engineering maths teacher for 10 mins. lols. anyway, today on had an hour of class . i made tina bring the saxophone and teach me .



the process wasn't easy. but venus like challenges man. jia you venus ! i believe in myself that i can do well, before your birthday. i feel that will be the best present that i can give ba . anyway was in LTQ 4 with K.C and tina. tina teach K.C and me. wa, i tell you all, K.C is quite good at it man. he made the first sound through the saxophone. interest is growing in me. i will learn to play better. anyway, we took so long just to make melody just through the mouth piece. anyway Friday i will try on the saxophone once more.



ask my sis to borrow a saxophone from her friend in school . hope she can borrow . den i can practice on it !



ok, i still cannot get the stupid PSP lor. cannot find pink and purple de lor . anyone with "lobang "msn me or tag me A.S.A.P ! i want full set + modification . thanks yea.




tomorrow don't if should i go play badmition with tina ? muscle ache due to not doing strainious for a long time. the gym and all the exercise i thought i've done since the starting of the seemed to be so insignificant . lols.




wanted to blog about a CCB that i told charlotte last night . but never mind la . i think it wouldn't be nice. i am trying to Ms nice now. vinod words are helping me ? lols .



later i take pictures from reihana. the saxophone de ! arrghh, loving it more and more .




Tuesday 29 July 2008, 23:23

i miss you more and more . oh CRAPS . i am getting more and more emo. this is not the Venus i know. change me ! argghh, help need . venus is now a emo piece of crap. i mean when i have nothing to do and i day dream and stone , all i do is think of you . is it worth it ? think ,thinking,thought ! "tiong xim " to you always . nothing could change the past but i can change the future. things will change . we are all changing , my dear . miss you lots !




22:44

no pictures today. went to school late . took cab, when i reached the lecture ended. most likely i failed my IPC test . oh no, better buck up venus !


went to Ang Mo Kio HUB to eat as we shad two an a half hour of break. went to the arcade . i did not play, just had fun watching them play . ok. we were walking back to school , now we are opposite the school, vinod received an sms : "MS lecture cancelled! " oh god, we should have stayed at Ang Mo Kio hub and slack . lols


played badminton since 3pm like that till 7+ pm . shiok sia. ok, thanks to vinod , justin and ting le for making me run around . hahas. we also had our mini running in the hall.

talked to vinod as we walked to the bus . he was making some sense la . but its venus you are talking about. i will try, but i cannot promise you anything :)

oh my god ! i saw sharifah on 109 bus. so "qiao" lor . anyway, we gossip about anything and everything. change, changing , changed , we are all undergoing this don't you all agree.


talked to jasper, talking to Benjamin ..




Monday 28 July 2008, 20:51

today a quite a different day. slept only like 4 hours last night. was doing my lab report and sem pro. finally done with sem pro ! yea. free at last. wore formal wear the whole day. actually meeting serene jie jie and Eric for dinner de lor . but she got something on. haish. Eric say wanna give me a kiss to make up for today's unsuccessful date. what the hell lor. you pay me i also need to consider wanna kiss you or not lor.



summary of what took place today. let the pictures speak for themselves :)

*presentation+tutorial


cam whore ! so many different patterns of taking pictures ! hahas :p






*poor jian wen lost his wallet and hand phone


haish. this is what you get in return for being careless. this was a expensive lesson you had though. don't be sad le la . be happy that i can't irritate you on your phone. now i can only nudge you non-stop ! hahas. smile la . without a phone you still can have fun in life.





*had IPC lab review

she told us how lousy our lab report was. anyway, i have sent in all the reports. thanks jian wen for sending it in for me yesterday.




*went to play pool at ang mo kio.
oh ya, RICKY, you TMD ! hit me while i was taking the ball. am i that small size ? you can't see me ? in addition you step on my feet when i was about to leave. what the hell you want sia ? please hor. next time be more careful. hit other people never mind . just don't hit me. if you cannot do that maybe you should stay like 5 meters away from me !!

hey all, will update the pictures tomorrow.lazy and tired, wanna watch tv le. sweet dreams , good nights <3




Sunday 27 July 2008, 22:00

no time to type to tell you all so much . so sorry . i have got to rush my lab report and presentation . arrgghh, so much to do yet too little time. what am i doing here ? updating my blog ? craps..



ok. quick review on what was going on in my farked up life today. i was late for work as usual but i reached giant at 1pm. i think i am getting more and more over board. during working hours i sneak out to tampines mall to shop for my formal top. and the shit thing that too place was the bus i was taking actually broke down. what the hell la. lols. wait wait waited so long for the next bus to pick us from in the middle of no where between tampines giant and tampines mall. hahas. once we got there headache .. humph! so many people, its as if G2000 clothes are free to grab. ok, i just 'lup' on the shirts. i saw this i like saw that i also like . oh man, i am like so going to get the whole shop if i am capable. hahas. greedy me...

see. under the hot sun, every one's waiting !



bought chicken pies and curry puffs for karen. wait wait waited for the shutter service so damn long again, its so time wasting. two buses came at one shot, i don't know whether should i be happy or angry . lols.





went back, ate with karen . started to work again.i did not tell you all how i behaved like an auntie yesterday rights? anyway, i did the auntie act today again. saw the body soap going on a great offer- buy 2 set get 1 set free, its $6.40 for 750ml+200ml(this is one set). so cheap rights ! yesterday I've got zheyang to carry back home for me. today i have to depend on myself . i am a strong girl you know. in addition i bought darlie toothpaste that was on offer - 3 for $3.8o( green tea flavour , i love it)


nothing new to cam whore at giant or in any case , anywhere and everywhere. *laugh my ass off* okok. these are all the pictures.











i caught a cool ah ma. hot pink hair. how much cooler can she get ? hahas.






is buying condom a disgrace ? karen and i saw an unlce at the condom lane looking at condom as we walk towards him he then quickly pretend he wasn't looking and walk away, however he kept loitering around the condom area. shy old man. hahas.









ohh. when karen and i went to the washroom we saw this crazy woman , that went into the kids cubical . mad woman still smile at us before she went in ! LOLS







standing beside the kids de :)



the kids de :)

adult de :)





by the way, i had a nightmare about you, jason. it seemed so so so real. its kind of funny though . we have not been talking face to face , neither do we pour our problems to each other. why will i have a dream about you ? to be precise its a nightmare.you better take good care of yourself , and please don't get yourself into any shit okay . i will worry de. *pray that the terrible nightmare that i had will never come through* Loves and Cares<3>





gotta do my work le .. arrggh .. will not be having enough of my precious sleep :(
JIA YOU venus ! you can do it.




Saturday 26 July 2008, 21:30

late entry once more this week. oh no, is this blog going back to when first set it up ? lols. its okay, shall change the entry date, not the first time anyway. hahas. ok ok ok .. about yesterday, i went to " chen lao shi's" house then to "mama's" house. rush here rush there.. but i like it course i accompanied mummy on a Saturday!



went to work late- 2 plus i think. i don't care anyway. saw a new girl there. she's karen. darlie tooth paste girl. finally i can call someone ah girl! she's a very hard working girl i guess, secondary4 only and she's working on weekends. ah girl ar, jiayou in your studies.dun use computer too mush la. anyway, a auntie was so FARKING lucky la . lucky dip and she won a digital camera. cool man. samsung de lor. see there's everything inside.. memory card , etc....



gotta update another post course i fell asleep too early yesterday, not even 11:30pm and daddy rush me into the room le. hahas





Friday 25 July 2008, 20:13

yea, this is the school's gym :)




OK. back home. went to junction8 just now. too bad desmond did not come with weiting. anyway, i bought my formal bottom le. maybe i will be getting another top at G2000 . should i ? the skirt is kind of hugging . only reihana saw me in it. i trust her taste ok, she say its nice so i bought the skirt lor. hahas. oh ya, when we went back ricky was so gay la, afraid of loneliness . lols. we (tina,weiting and me) so nice to offer to take MRT with him back to school there. tina say that she have got to go for some SAF band thing. don't know whether guanhan and david got perform or not? i miss my guanhan so much ! you are loved my dear. okok.. carrying on with my blog entry now . that was way off...




oh ya. went to gym today. had many pictures and even a video. all thanks to reihana. you are loved babe !

its me and reihana !


its me and tina while she's doing some sit up thingy.


see there's tina and me again.. cycling.. exercising okay. don't say i am lazy again !

see.. its me again! doing sit up. i think i did about 40 or more, must keep fit. jiayou venus !



today went to school for only 2 hours of class. late for IPC as we bathe after gym . hahas.then CEP lesson waihong say that we will have company from innova JC next week . why will they be coming sia ? then we need to behave ourselves. CRAPS !



haish.. actually can upload this entry earlier de lor. but the stupid video load so long . wtf la .. now still have to cancel,i took like an hour le lor. and still not loaded . CCB la !

the pictures of this post credits to reihana. thanks alot :)




Thursday 24 July 2008, 20:09

eye contact some more.. i credit this picture to jianwen. a wonderful piece of art work! yea.


blogging at this hour, meant that i will be sleeping early later. anyway, update on the loving couple again , ok i am not lying about their relationship. they are both so cute, both so shy .. hahas. that's why they are called couple. studying together. tag me when you see this wonderful post yea. hahas. "ai ni ai ni o"


jason! you msn me today. you really did read my blog, you will always be reading rights? so cool . miss you much.. you better faster pass your driving test. don't fail ar, jiayou (told you that this was my line le ) ! all the best. anyway, my knee's so much better le. don't have to worry . i will not take seafood de la . like mummy like that lor, don't this .. don't that .. hahas



tired.. and i am going to gym with classmates tomorrow morning. oh ya, and i have mock test for engineering maths next. must study and do maths ! i must do well, this is the last preparation for final exams. can make it means can make it le. if not i can go fly kite le ! (that was ms Yong's favourite line-go fly kite) miss you all , teachers in siglap. will be back on teachers' day. will bake for you all.


and hor, tomorrow got to amk hub to get formal wear. pants or skirt would be a better choice ? thinking hard. help! someone advice me !



okay, i don't think i have anything else to add le . update tomorrow.the gym session is awaiting for me :)




12:49

this was what jiaxin and i ate! what a soup in a cup. lols



i am at mac now with jiaxin, using desmond laptop did not bring mine, how was i to know that today's MS lecture will be cancelled? we are talking about , you all should know yea. so many times we were tempted to tell her to kick her fraking flirting concept . but just don't know how to bring it across to her. we are not friends we just mingle with each other course we have to see each other for the whole of poly life. CRAPS . so if you are reading my blog, you should get in brainwash and make over in and out. good luck yea.



anyway, was late for CEP . and we saw a stupid shit that another poly student did to school property. what a person he/ she was. "DEAL OR NO DEAL" what a joke, but it did made me laugh, course it was so stupid. weiting did not turn up for class and needed jiaxin to lie to waihong for her. late then say la, lie say go dentist. hahas. desmond and weiting are getting along just fine, even waihong knows about their relationship, how cool can it get ? scandal-lious !


an hour to go before maths. shall stop here. jiaxin want to update her blog too you know. this is desmond's laptop. thanks alot desmond !




Wednesday 23 July 2008, 23:33

here's a update for my knee. hahas. Jason i told you i will update on my knee to tell you how has it been recovering. you better be viewing my blog course i did all this because of you ok. hahas. you take care, miss you alots.. come back soon kays !




21:56

ok. i was late for engineering maths today. went into class when the teacher was about to leave.hahas, not the first time anyway. by the way, the teacher said she likes my bag. lols. we actually wanted to gym this morning. but then , it was raining, sounds lame right? but its so true, because of the rain everyone slept longer, and therefore lazy to leave the house leading gym session cancelled.

there wasn't anyway thinking skill lessons today.luckily , course i did not study for com skill, that 2 hours really did a great deal. oh ya , the com skill common test not as hard as i though it will be. good job venus !


after class we went to junction8 to slack-it was vinod's idea. justin,vinod,jianwen,desmond,hana,tina,weiting,joyce and me.i think kendrick , ricky and jiaxin to join them when we left(justin,me,hana jianwen). any today there was an extra joining us.. so awkward.
hey, joyce so you think you need the seat more then others ? hahas :)
shared this with hana. for $5.20.. aww, so sweet..


and here by i have to tell you all the biggest and latest news! yea, mao mao(weiting) and mao ge(desmond) are scandals. cool rights? anyway, they keep disturbing me Kendrick and jianwen as couples . lols. what a joke. but its ok, i don't care. so much joke about me and Kendrick. laugh till i drop. hahas. everyone keep disturbing Desmond and weiting. hahas, good luck to you two. don't be shy, like then say ok ! hahas. jia you sister and brother!



see, this is the couple I was talking about? weiting and desmond <3


we took cab. was late for appointment with mummy . traffic jam, the driver was a lousy one- asked him how long more it takes to reach tampinese then he dao me, what an idiotic driver. and his radio keep jerking , so irritating. saw a car crash on PIE . was late an hour , feel so bad, made mummy waited for me .

went to look for formal wear but could not find anyway. went out for nothing.went home then i saw nabil at siglap bus stop there. he was gonna repeat o-levels. cannot believe how can anyone go through all the shit again . anyway nabil all the best ..

went to view my blog when i got home. see the irritating flooding my tag board. silly girl its not the tag's font small but your eyes are having problems, hahas. don't be jealous about people tagging my blog. course the blog is just up only , think yours was like that when you first just set up your blog. I LOVE CHARLOTTE . MISS YOU, XIAOTING . we will meet soon yea. take care babes !!!!! and charlotte ng, i did not wear your tights ok. its still at my house you dumb girl !




Tuesday 22 July 2008, 21:43

did not update my blog yesterday - 22.07.08. but never mind. i will change the date of post. everyone's asking about why my blog is not updated. hahas.







just a quick summary about yesterday. i also forgotten what i wanted to tell you all. we went to play pool at ang mo kio there. we saw this man that could sing so well.at first i though it was the car show playing the cd. but, it was a blind man singing. so cool, many surrounded him , as if he was some superstar, but he is a great singer!





i think that's all for yesterday :)




Monday 21 July 2008, 22:40

ok . start blogging le. after blogging i gonna sleep and later must wake up to study IPC and MS .





today we had our last
IPC lab session . so fun. we cam whore . then weiting keep "chu" stunt den she look bloody funny la. lols. i shall not put the funny and ugly picture of her on the blog, that's real mean i up load it on my blog. thinking should i place tina's most unglam picture on my blog ? think think thinking ... tomorrow i shall ask for her permission and discus about it . then i will upload it .. hahas. we will miss doing lab with Tina tan!



isn't this cute ? the gloves are "twisting" too !



weiting had a very bad cold?


jiaxin , weiting , me, joyce

freaking hell,just now something enormous happened ! reihana drop her wallet on the mrt track. because of some idiot la , and the idiot's name is tina . see, i told you i am going to tell everyone about this ans say its all your fault. who ask you don't hold your laptop yourself ? den we leaving le den you suddenly remember about your stupid laptop. so i can here by confirm you are the biggest idiot that I've known.


this is where hana's wallet drop!

i went to grandma's house after school. went there and fell a sleep had great chat with "da gu" about uni stuff. i must jiayou in studies . JIA YOU VENUS , YOU CAN DO IT ! good nights to all. yawns... gotta wake up and study later . and i will be making breakfast for jasper tomorrow morning. so nice rights ? hahas. so yea.. sleep as soon as i finish blogging!

sweet dreams :)




13:07

I'm in school now. siting on the floor beside the print shop. we're having an hour of break before we have to go for IPC lab. anyway, just now in lecture something cute took place. i helped boyT to borrow lab coat from boyZ. they are suppose to be love rivalries you know. hahas, it was kinda sweet of him to do that.



in the lecture just now Tina somehow or rather became an idiot. she stepped on my heels and i told her my leg is there, she said ok ok . then she stepped on it a few more times. so you all out there don't think that she's an idiot but she will be one, if she continue stepping on my heels . hahas. she's my biggest idiot ! i love you <3 class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Tina is beside me reading all the crap i am typing now. she says she loves me too ! for me being the 2nd biggest idiot.. lols . she just crazy !




00:02

arrghh.. so tired by work.. did not mange to study at work . made a new friend,pin hua. she's so cute, we're so alike, the things we like and dislike. i promised her we will go to the 10km Nike run. yea! ziqun is also coming along too.


we went to ikea to slack and cam whore ! hahas . we get along just fine don't we ?








somehow or rather we waited for pin hua to end work even when ziqun and i can leave for our home sweet home at 8pm. ended up we left 9plus and i reached home 10 like that.



went home and took out the new plaster i bought yesterday. CRAPS! it sticks on my wound. who the hell told me it was good, bunch of liars. what ever the case may be, i wash the wound again after i bathe and spray the magical medicine. it forms a transparent protective layer over the wound. what's better is that i don't have to spray it everyday, it is said to be left there and it will drop off by itself. cool isn't ?


hahas. so late le and i am meeting jasper. miss him so much. busy man, in camp. oh god. i still have my personal reflection to type. i will do it after meeting him. wonder what's taking him so long to come over to my house here ? type type type while waiting. i have finished blogging even before he comes.. lols :)