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Monday 26 May 2008, 13:36

late post again.too lazy to on my laptop on weekends . went shopping with mummy at marina sqaure,we went through city link . just within the stupid link we spend half an hour . course i went into a shop and grab so much. its the Great Singapore Sale,how could i resist right ? but i paid for my stuff, and mummy paid for the topman stuff. i think i will pay her back when i get my next pay.




Friday 23 May 2008, 22:48

today might be the only day that i have 3 post a day. course i am going update pictures of NYP friends in MS lab today!anyway let me get down to the main reason for me writing this post. so farking pissed with you. you know who you are. how can you be such a bloody liar. i always look up to you and you do things to me ! you taught me so much in life. you always seemed calm and wise,but things were not as wonderful as i thought . you have changed , changed so much after you are not with the current ex you were with . in the past you were not like that you were very decisive about what you want in life and relationship. how come things end up this way. i really think that you should reflect over what has gone wrong. i know in your eyes i am still this childish little girl that nags non-stop.but i still can't help it .but to say you.trying to call you yet you never answer my call until evening today,msn you and you never reply.for god sake ,i am not talking to a wall or the dead. i am talking to you . i am really concern about how the fark you are ! (this is the first time using the fark word like that.) see la scold until i so tired le.yawns. i really hope that we will still be as good friends even if i said so much shit to you anyway its not the first time you get shit from me right ? **pissed off & pek chek**


whatever the case may be , you know that i will always be there for you my friend ! take care and lots of love : )




13:44


how child like can poly students be ? hahas. we can never grow up rights ? anyway,love MS lab . the teacher jus don't care about us and let us be. the guys took picture together while we jus play a fool. our tina was the leader who started the 'spin the chair game'. see,desmod and gang try to spin vicki.
in addition,weiting climb on the chair try to reach the bar above. so dangerous, see like what mr yap says when you start everyone wants to reach the bar too. lols. monkey see monkey do ! let me think.. what else happened ?
oh ya, i did not wear lab coat , lent it to tingle. i went to the washroom with jiaxin and weiting and we saw mr Ng- he asked what were we doing and you will not believe what was the answer he got . weiting said"wo men shi yi sen zai xun luo". so funny lor.
don't have to write lab report course we do the drawing shit. i think what i drew was no where near what was shown to me . who cares, at least i hand in something ma.




08:29

its friday again. like always i am late. i saw tina on the bus,it took her so long to realise that we both are on the same bus.lols.there's this irritating ite boy that keep pushing tina, please la the bus is so packed you push my friend also no use ma,one less person will no make much difference.anyway,more people are late today-atika,desmond,tina,jian wen and me ! (jian wen is real nice as he companied me to be late for class)



talking about letter writing .. boring shit. update soon,if i am not too lazy..


JIAN WEN ,you are such a nice guy.thanks yea ,don't think I've really thanked my laptop boy ! see .. now the whole world knows that you are nice and carries my laptop. how much nicer can i be rights ? i could add love ya , but that would be too over rights ? guess all our classmates that are reading the crap i wrote will puke their breakfast cum lunch cum dinner out ! lols. anyway thank you to all my wonderful classmates that ever helped me in any way - love you all. hope we will have more fun and laughter in our up coming days in NYP.




Wednesday 21 May 2008, 14:16

late entry again.. had the pictures in my blog's draft ,was too lazy to even on my laptop at home.anyway,that day i went to eat dessert with jian wen. hahas. see the above and you know what we ordered . i spoke to his best friend.she was so nice ,she told me funny things about jian wen.hahas.want to know her better.anyway see the below pictures and you will get to see my art work.lols.doesn't it look like bird's nest ? everyone says so (tina,weiting,joycelin) jian wen seems to be upset that i ruined his dessert.but jian wen you know what ? i don't care ! lols. how was the taste of the mixture ? i am not at all willing to try . looks nice but the taste you have to ask jian wen. cos i added the ice from my dessert into his dessert. i enjoyed playing with the food ! update soon .






Tuesday 20 May 2008, 22:23

did not go to school today. first time sick after poly has started. I'm not sick as in fever or what,but i just could not sleep last night-insomnia,maybe due to block nose .in addition something weird took place too , even when i on my air con i feel so so so warm, is it fever ? only fell asleep at 6 plus this morning.

at poly clinic at 3 plus just now . got a MC as i need one for not attending school today.met my secondary school friends,they pon school-Zac,Nick,YiWen,Hazimah. what a luck to see them at such place. miss all of my friends so much .haish, wasted ! never took pictures together. oh ya,my lovely sisters accompanied me to see the doctor today. with so much shit that caused me a day at school the young doctor could only say i have sensitive nose.

being at home is great.i eat, sleep and watch TV.and i still have not study for my inorganic chemistry.who cares, tomorrow will be going to white sands mac to study with Leonard. cool,haven not seen him for a very long time le. lucky we take similar course only that he studies in TP while i am in NYP. hope he will be a great help to me .

have to sleep early today,if not daddy is going to scold me for falling sick.so will be sleeping after i finish watching CSI. oh ya,about the bet with you-1 month and i will get an extra present. that's a promise okays ? but i don't know how long can i tahan sia. miss ya lots.. i think ..




Saturday 17 May 2008, 23:54




today i went to chinatown with mummy and grandma.we took bus CT8.the bus journey was very short-less then 20mins. something amazing happened,i can't believe that we went chinatown and went to the market to walk walk,we bought a brinjour-its so cute and fat.

isn't is cute ?




this is how the thing look like before turning into beautiful pearls like the above. so what if the outside is ugly plus it smells. its the inside that matters,like diamonds.





we went to OG to shop . bought ''Dorothy Perkins'' clothes. lols.the funny part comes in- I've bought 3 shirts of increasing sizes,8,10,12.. mummy paid for everything i bought today,i love you ! we took a free gift-pearl.the lady promoting are forcing us to buy the items. crazy lady!


finally getting home,i mean going back to grandma's house.we took CT8 once again.here's the high light of today's entry.so damn pissed off by the incident that took place. i here by clarify that i am not being racist. but this farker pushed my grandma when entering the bus.what added to my anger was when i went on the bus the same Indian guy took his bag and 'chop' place for his wife and child(my dad says that maybe that they are foreigners so they behave this way).how typical can they be ? on the same bus there was another similar incident that took place.but that pissed me off more as that incident includes my grandma. a young lady try 'chopping' place for her bf. and told my grandma to move away as there was going to be someone sitting. craps ! what kind of attitude is this ?please la , is this a coffee shop where ridiculously use tissue paper to 'chop' place? but in the end the bf of the lady was really sweet , he offered the sit to my grandma. cannot believe why are Singaporeans behave like that .so tired,the journey was short but i still complain as i did not get to sit. lols



at the end of the day i really my day out with grandma and mummy . i love you two lots <3




in school now !
Friday 16 May 2008, 10:35

late for school again! arghh.. i was later then ever,8.30am stepped into class.today is a really great day as the teacher did not nag when i came into class,guess she's used to me being late.can't be bothered sia.boring shit ,what a lesson this is- do we actually apply it in reality ? i doubt so. so funny when she said about watch your words the next moment desmond bleh out"f***k" . we all laugh ,don't know is she acting blur or really did not catch what desmond said.class is still on sia . 3hours seems like 3 days, time is moving like a snail. everyone just pretending to be listening.guys are playing CS , the girls are just day dreaming . lols. talk talk talk non-stop,sleepy due to her voice . the time still left about 45mins. she's now going through pg 63&64,its as if i highlighted everything in the book.hahas.now we are reading an old piece of news-history.. finally going off le. soon update later :)

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Wednesday 14 May 2008, 14:32



what a great movie that was.,watched with Reihana. she's super sway sia,beside her in the movies was a fat girl with B.O . wonder how she can tahan, lucky i got scarf with lots of perfume,fanning in around the get rid of the B.O for that girl. the movie was so funny , especially the last part "you known what". lols.i think if there are nice movies out there i will watch one every week, after school is cheaper rights. poor girl like me cannot afford weekends shows.. unless someone is willing to pay for it or i am watching the movies with the guy of my dreams. hahas.miss watching weekends movie together.really enjoy the movie date out with Reihana .thanks alot yea. see ya tomorrow in school : )




**HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY <3**
Monday 12 May 2008, 14:39




i sign new hand phone line at PS . went to uncle's house at jalan kuras at about 5pm to celebrate my great grand mother's 89th birthday. wow,i hope to live till that long age without any health problems.a very happy birthday to her,wish that her health would be as good as ever. we have buffet there,it was not too bad.they have extremely big curry puffs,ching teng,nice curry chicken-indeed was a good meal tonight.










baby david : )



caught you playing CS!







i can't believe it, even when i am not at home i also get to play CS, its CS source ,the map is great.i kena killed by BOTs . hahas. so much fun a had being killed. lols. after kang jie boy boy took over the game. we saw David junior,so cute and tiny.their family wore red shirts-i think my family should try that someday,united we stand.





saw lisi and siya jie jie, seldom do i get to see them you know.they only appear on Chinese new year and special occasions.only today that i knew that siya jie jie studied in NYP too. so glad,hope to bump into her in school.hahas.had pictures taken with them.both of them are so pretty . i think with them in the picture my friendster view will break my records.lols.wonderful to know more about NYP through siya jie jie.she's taking nursing course there,she said its not easy,so all of you out there,don't look down on them,they might be the hands that will be saving you in future in any case of emergency.**touchwood**hope to see both of them more often,miss you two lots <3



talk until her i just realise that i did not have my picture taken with royden shu shu.drats,but who cares, he will be in town till end of year. many more chances to share a picture together.i think you are right , lectures need to scan cards in to class,i bet i am going to skip school more often already.hehes.you still owe me a moto bike ride !




we have this ugly cake from great grand ma.how can this piece of ugly crap be from jack's place?believe it ok.the cake was so rubberish that when great grand ma try cutting the cake it went down and came right up the next moment .the cake was not too bad,its was a bit dry inside.my family had taken pictures of the cake that are so funny,jokers..


after the cake ceremony alcohol were up next,lots to chose from.i drank abit here and there-red wine,Japanese alcohol,XO,vodka mixed with coke.i had rash sia.crazy right,still wasn't drunk yet la.even when i got home i slept at 1am.wanted to play CS but was too lazy to on my laptop.so i ended up watching tv.





i feel so ashamed that i did not get my mun any gift,but i promise to bring her out to have a great meal,and of cos i will be paying for it. i would like to declare the amount of thanks i've got to tell you,thanks for your love, care&concern nad finally-the amount of effort and tinme you haven given me.<3**happy>






garndma's birthday :)
Sunday 11 May 2008, 14:28


it was so chaotic . its was a busy nights-preparation of food , get the cake , get more food(sushi and pizza). daddy bought lots of crabs(chill carb,pepper crab),i ate till i could not stuff any more. wad a wonderful day i had. gotta slp le.tried by the day's activity.**HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA**

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LONG day in school
Friday 9 May 2008, 22:37

havin fun in MS lab.taking pictures.from left to right:tina joycelin,reihana,me,desmond,mlifred.






as you all can see how tired were joycelin and i after too much fun in the lab. yawns, we tried to take a nap during lab ..



hey friends out there. this is my first blog entry,used to think that blogging was crap and lame.never thought i would be doing it, but i just have too much time in school and what else could i do with a new laptop that is 24/7 with me. counter strike is so fun but soon we will get sick of it right ? i hope not, if not there will not be any entertainment during our breaks in addition we will have one less channel to have class bonding.hahas.anyway,setting up a blog shop soon,too much UN-used new stuff.make money while studying ? *i wish..i wish..i wish the blog shop will not fail my high hopes*





busy in school,as usual i was late for com skills lesson.the teacher never fail to nag,but how can i blame her,i am just a perpetual late comer.we had ICA 1 today-it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be,cos it's a open book test.lessons lessons more lessons.then it was the last lesson on the timetable-chemical engineering principles.actually the test had 5 question but Mr Ng had to delete 3 questions out of it course he only asked ask to study till 1.5(basis) . you all out there must be thinking that ''wa.so good.test only have 2 question.'' but you all are wrong! question (1)is alright,but question (2) was just purely crap.i should have gotten close to the answer , but who ask me to be cock eyed(how in the world could i see the conversion table given wrongly,i only saw half of what's written on the given table).2 questions-9 marks.. never had a 9 marked test in my schooling life,this would be the first and i will remember it as highly likely i would be failing .



it was almost 4.30pm .and its still not the end of the day.still had semestral project make up lessons.we had to present to the teacher,all the inventions i heard in class today were all crap.i think everyone had done the slides last minute - like what all students always do,keep everything till last minute.as a class we listened to all groups before we left together.by the time we could leave it was almost 5.30,i think. today would be the longest school day i have had so far. started from 8am-5.30pm.



signing off : 11.38pm

tomorrow is awaiting for me :)